I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine.
I got a love, and I know that it's all mine.


-
this morning was madness. i slept at close to 430am and was like a zombie in school. hahah was on the phone from like 1 plus to 4 plus. nice shitz right. hahah. but i dint feel tired at all while i was on the phone. but i was freak tired in school. BUT i dint sleep in any lesson! power right. hahah. but i was damn stoned and i dint really feel like talking cause i felt like i needed to conserve my energy. HAHAH. so when yunyun fought with me, i just grabbed her collar and stared at her without saying anything. HAHAH i dint even know what the hell i was doing or thinking. my mind was just blank -_-" i think the whole day i was either really quiet, or i was talking rubbish and laughing. what a contrast i know. hahah. i was pretty active and high for awhile but i just died after that. hahah. sorry if i dint really reply you or just gave you a stoned face alright. hahah. and how bout jingwen kept saying thats shes very adorable. -_-" and then pakkee and i agreed because..

Awful
Disgusting
Ohmygosh
Repulsive
Ahhhhhhhh
Bad
Loser
Errgly

HAHAH. okay some of the words arent quite good enough. we'll perfect it tomorrow. okay sometimes i really think i bully my friends too much. HAHAH. like.. okay yall know who yall are right. HAHAH eh but yall know that i love yall right. HAHAH.

okay so. i went STRAIGHT home after school and crashed right away. AND AFTER FOUR HOURS OF SLEEP, I FEEL MORE SANE. HAHAH. thanks pandhi for being my alarm and waking me up! (:

today was just rather weird for me cause i was rather stoned. had a lil bit of surprises here and there (: yunting joanne and i are from 2ST1. we are the STONERS. HAHAH. alright. i need to sleep sleep sleep more more more.

and omg i is very angry. how bout i have spa tomorrow. and like its at 445. I FREAKING END SCHOOL AT 1230. ZZZZZZZ omg i really feel like killing myself. i should have just taken it on saturday ): i is sad. cannot watch soccer lah like that. whatzzzz thizzzz. ):

anyway, good luck to the soccerlers and netballers for your games toomorz! :D especially to the soccer people! big game big game. all the best!

and i think i should go and sleep nowww. hahah. i love mondays and tuesdays and thursdays (:

and christina, ohno, we are so dead. -_-"

and i read this on my girlfriend's blog!

"Never explain yourself to anyone, because the person who likes you doesn't need it, and the person who dislikes you wont believe it."

"Dont make promises when you are in joy, dont reply when you are sad, dont make decisions when you are angry, think twice, act wise"

pretty true right! hahah.

alright goodthenight people [:
11:38 PM '

Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time

WARNING : this post is gonna be pretty darn long. and probably lacking alot of details. hah.

MONDAY 7th april
school was fun and all. had many breaks. scribbled on mandeep's foolscap and played some random pictionary hah. after school, sat with marc denise yini and royston in the void deck and we were just laughing about everything. hahah it was mad fun. then alliances came and sat with us. the laughing continued. nat and audrey came. and we all started screaming because nat mixed mango juice and chicken rice together and she wanted to eat it. hahah. audrey got pushed into the pillar and she knocked her head. we all just laughed and screamed and everyone in the void deck practically just stared at us. hahah i swear i really laughed like madddd. had to leave at around 4. went over to christina's house. changed and everything and caught up a bit with her. then pandhi came and waited at the lift for us. we then made our way to faraway land woodlands. had dinner at the foodcourt at causeway point. then jasmin vanessa and (i forgot her name im sorry) came. then after dinner we went to republic poly. played dog and bone and some retarded games and stuff. then woah, its the first time i exercised since 9th january. hahah. i was howww unfit lah. so like had a game against rp, we won yayz. played street netball after that which pandhi joined in. was quite funny.

after the game, changed and all. and pandhi sent me back home. had dinner at like 11pm at the coffeeshop. then he walked me back home before taking the last bus back. thankz (:

TUESDAY 8th april
went to school. school was pretty alright. i went home straight after school. wanted to go over to jj to watch the soccer match. but i overslept hahah. so in the end i woke up pretty late. went over to pandhi's place around 7 plus to take a look at phones. we went for a prayer walk with his mum. hahah i love his mum. shes damn cute. hah. then we watched a bit of shes the man and i headed home at around 11. came home, and slept pretty late.

WEDNESDAY 9th april.
my whole body was aching like crap so i gave school a miss. had me-time at home and thought bout some stuff. came to a conclusion that im quite retarded and thus tried to solve the problem. problem was solved till another major one surfaced at night. its the worst thing ever. no joke. spoke to pinli and marc seah. marc called and within a minute of talking to him, i was fine again. (: im glad that i have the five minute rule. and thank you smelly one! (: so stayed on the phone with marc for pretty long, talking bout pretty alot of funny stuff. hahah. and i slept pretty late.

THURSDAY 10th april
went to school. school was pretty funnn (: had many many many breaks. spent like some breaks with pinli! he gave me very nice chocolates! hahah jon woo came and the three of us just talked. and the rest of the breaks were just really good (:

after school, marc sent a stalker after me. -_-" went to make my ezlink card before making my way home and spending sometime on the phone with jaclyn. slept pretty early that night.

FRIDAY 11th april
went to school. school was long and draggy and tiring. did my first ever double period pe. was as excited as a parachute man. hahah. and in the end "today we're not doing tennis" WOAH, my heart just broke. hahah and my classmates just laughed at me. but captains ball was fun. was a really good time for my abdominal muscles man. hahah. and then played volleyball after that with yunting marc renhan royston charkoh yunyun yanling and mr lau. royston cant play for nuts. HAHAH hes the person we attacked. in the end my team won, cause royston was on the other side. HAHAH. royston you how loser you tell me. hahah!

went to holland with marc seah for dessert after that (: then went homeee and went through some old stuff. yupp.

at 1plus am, someone came and knocked on my door and passed me a letter. i was just zzz. read the letter and went downstairs to meet him. talked for quite a long while. and he walked me back at 4 plus before cabbing home.

SATURDAY 12th april
woke up pretty late. changed and all and went out. was on the same train as ian but we both dint know till he called me. hahah. so we met up at clementi platform and waited for the rest to come. aaron kengheng and ko came up and we took a train down to eunos. the guys couldnt stop teasing aaron bout carrying the helium balloons and poor aaron was quite pissed off. hahah. so we got down at eunos and went to eat. jiayi came. then we all went to the bus stop and so coincidentally met lissa evan david colin joash and.. im sorry i cant remember.. so we took a bus and went to east coast. went to the chalet and lissa was like "eh thats jacq right. the one in black and pink" then evan and i both YEAH. then we were walking towards "jacq" when we heard someone shout LISSA! and we turned to our right, oh no. thats the real jacq. HAHAH. the one in black and pink was jacq's sister. woah their backviews how alike. so we went up into the room and played bridge. there were like many many people. then went down to bbq. our chef goh dint come so no one to bbq food for us ): hahah. but i still ate quite abit. the beef that ian cooked was good manz. hahha

and how bout ian peeled many prawns for me. thanks BUT the way he peeled the prawns is disgusting to the max. -_-" hahah but i ate them anywayyy. ate alot of beef and then it was cake cutting time! hahah. then after that jacq's family left and it was left with the fairfield people. just sat around and ate somemore. and talked and stuff. and then we had interrogating sessions! hahah we interrogated jonwoo and ruishan and mel and shengyu. WHEY WHEY. hahah. so like had drinking game after that. clarence was on my left side. and he drank like at least 20times and was K.O. hahah! damn loser lah he. he kept losing! once he K.O and left the game, i started having to drink. the reason why i dint have to drink was cause clarence was such a loser he kept losing and "protected" me. HAHAH. at first i only drank like 3 times. i was like the ultimate winner. hahah until clarence left. and then like i drank 13 times in the end i think. and i drank all myself. whey whey val had yongzhi to drink for her and yunxing had lanz and jacq had ken. I HAD MYSELF. hahah. ohwell.

the game ended soon after and the girls all went for walks with their boys. while i had an all-guys talk with the rest of the guys. they started talking bout all the gross stuff and i dint understand at all. so at first when i asked, they explained. then i kept asking, and they asked me to shut up ): IDIOTS. damn mean lah! hahah. so like we were sitting there talking and eating marshmellows when someone came up with the idea of throwing the marshmellows at the fan. and kenneth ong went mad "OFFER TO THE FAN GODS!!!" he kept chanting that and throwing the marshmallows at the fan. HAHAHAHA omg it was hilarious. and like we threw everything possible at the fan. it was mad fun.

hahah after all the commotion died down, we went for a walk. then we came back and started playing asshole taidee. with cavemen norman and alex playing with firestarters and satay sticks. hahah. and we took out bowls and had icebowls.. HAHAH icecubes in the bowls.. we just called them our icebowls. hahah. and i really like normans wallet! i think its some cool shit. and when i went "omg its damn cool!" all the guys stared at me and said "shes definitely not a girl. SHES A MAN. SHES REALLY A MAN" -________-" see, they really regard me as a brother. hahah. but i really think norm's wallet is freaking cool! hahah. so we played cards till like around 5 am before we decided that we need some sleep.

and then we realised that the vacant chalet next door is opened. but then theres no electricity and stuff. so.. we took the card from our own chalet and inserted it into the cardholder in the vacant chalet. HAHAHAHA and then the other chalet blacked out and we had aircon and fan and four lovely beds. HAHAHA. we are such bastards i swear. so like norman and alex were sleeping next to each other. and then alex turned and faced away from norman.

and

norman: alex! i need to hug you!
alex: hug me like that!
norman: but i dont want your back! please face me!
alex: NO! hug me like that!
norman: no alex. please!
alex: then dont hug me lah!
norman: but i need someone!
alex: aiyah fine! (turns to face norman)
norman: yes thank you alex!
alex: okay.

and they tried finding a nice position so that they can both hugged each other to sleep

norman: alex! can you dont put your hand there!
alex: zzz
norman: can you dont put your leg there!
alex: you very troublesome! dont use me lah!
norman: no! okay okay im sorry im sorry
alex: like that can or not
norman: okay okay can can

AND FINALLY THERE WAS SILENCE. HAHAHA GAYS.

so we slept for only like 15 minutes before all of us woke up in sweat. those bastards came and took the card back. HAHAHAHA. what the hell. so we all woke up and went back to the chalet. kengheng alex norm ko and i packed up and all and left the place. cabbed to faith methodist there. and had breakfast at tanglin halt. woah miss that place man. hahah we had like four eggs each and alex is a damn bad eggcracker. hahah.

so to church after that. the whole row of us were struggling to keep awake. like seriously. i really tahan until the last part i cant take it and fell asleep also. hahah. so after church, i went home straight away and crashed.

woke up pretty late that night. and i cant remember what i did.. hahah.

MONDAY 14th april
went to school. school was pretty fine. breaks were really good (: after school i went to watch soccer with pakkee and yunting. we cabbed down. ac won 3-0 yayzzz :D and then pakkee left first. while i walked out with denise and yini.

yini and i took bus back together. came home and used the computer.

TUESDAY 15th april
went to school. talked to edmund during one of the breaks. and it was quite funny. when mr ong came and we started talking rubbish. he's one sad man cause he lost his water bottle. and then suddenly he went to some bag and started THIS IS MY BOTTLE!! and i was like... obviously thats not your bottle! its chained to someone's bag! and he kept insisting the guy took his bottle. HAHAH it was damn funny. in the end he paused and said "yeah its not mine. my one doesnt have so many scratches" hahah. freaking funny omg. then renhan came and mr ong was like "eh brother! i found my bottle!" and renhan was like WHO TOOK IT! and then mr ong showed him -_-" HAHAH. damn retarded lah.

so im like : renhan, can you please buy mr ong a new bottle. if not he'll cry
and he replied : hes been crying the whole morning already. and i like it.

HAHAHA.

school ended pretty early for me. and i was with denise and yini and then denise and i walked out of school together. walked her to fairfield's bus stop while i went to fairfield. went for coaching at compassvale sec. what the hell, its freaking at sengkang. hahah how mama far lah seriously.

so like got there and the girls played one quarter and it started drizzling. and we had to wait for the damn lightning signal to go off and it never did. and the teachers refused to hold the postponed match in fairfield. its damn retarded. zzz. i was like negotiating with them and i was quite fierce and the teacher looked quite scared. HAHAH. but aiyah whatever. in the end ms lee said that we'll confirm the venue another time. so we waited so damn freaking long for the bus to come and pick us up. before the bus came, the girls dropped a ball into the koi pond. hahah. and like mrs toh and i talked quite a fair bit. shes quite nice to talk to hahah.

so finally, arrived back in fairfield. and met up with pandhi at the bus stop. and then we had dinner at my house there. we ate many cockles hahah. then he walked me back home. and i decided to walk him to his bus stop. and like we sat there talking and he missed his bus. and he insisted on walking me back again. it was quite retarded. hahah.

i remember there was once, he sent me back and he called me to my kitchen window and asked if i could see him. cause i told him before that you can see the bus stop from my kitchen window. and then he stood there waving at me like some retard and we just spoke on the phone till his bus came and like i was using my camera to flash at him. hah. rather retard.

WEDNESDAY 16th april
went to school. school was okay. pe was setting up hurdles what the. hahah. after school, was with marc seah and he brought me to sit with the hockers. and he refused to let me leave. when i went away to sit with the netballers, that bastard kept shooting bottle caps at me!! hahah asshole! maybe i sit with you all i dont know what yall talking about! idiot! hahah. watched the track meet and then watch the rugby match. yay we won. then went for sushi tei with jaclyn. yay bestfriend (: left her at 9 plus then she went over to her darlings place. hahah.

THURSDAY 17th april
school again. many breaks as usual. hahah. caught funny games at cathay after school. it is such a horrible show. felt like i wasted two hours of my life manz. hahah. dinner at ps after that.

FRIDAY 18th april
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN CHANG!
went to school at 10. PERFECT ATTENDANCE FOR THE WEEK MANZ. hahah proud of me right classmates! hahah. gave alliance some muscle cream and that idiot went to wipe if on my shirt. YOU SUCK MANZ. hahah. went to jj for the soccer match later on. a pity we drew. but jj won 5-1. very happy for the birthday boy. and woah weiarng and elvin. HAHAH. "D A N I E L K A O. WHAT DOES IT SPELL. G O A L GOAL!" HAHAH. after the match, we waited for the birthday boy to finish his debrief before surprising him at the field there with his birthday cake. hahah dricee then smashed some cake into ian's face and ran away. hahah. after everything, dricee jiayi joshua cheryl jacq kengheng yongzhi aaron tiff ian and i went to jurong point's fish& co for dinner. dricee was nice for the first time he helped me carry my file. hahah. that freaking retard said to me "i know what you did last summer" and i was like ".. singapore no summer. so when is last summer?" and hes like YESTERDAY LAH! hahah. what a retarddd. and i made dricee pinkie promise me!! HAHAH. and like ohyeah i saw leon at jj and he went "EH KIM NEXT TIME YOU LATE FOR SCHOOL OR NEVER GO SCHOOL CALL ME OKAY. WE GO EAT BREAKFAST" HAHAH NICE SHIT LEON TEH.

dinner was pretty okay. and then i went back home after that. got home near ten. R came to meet me at like 10. and we had a chat for close to 2 hours. and then he cabbed home.

SATURDAY 19th april
woke up very early. ordered macs. went to school. met up with denise and cheryl koh. and then we were watching rugby. and FINALLY royston that loser came. hahah. so we won 3-0 (: very happy for the ruggerz :D hahah then pinli ruixiang royston kristyn and i went to scgs for the carnival. was alright... left at around 2 plus and i went home. dint have any mood to go out anymore. went straight to bed when i got home.

woke up and used the com. went over to serene at around 11 plus. and left at 1 plus.

SUNDAY 20th april
woke up pretty late. stayed home the whole day and went for dinner at grand copthorne with my family at night. the food was not really nice but they were expensive. hah i find the singer rather hot actually. the way she sways her body, how seductive! hahah. went home after dinner and used the com. slept pretty late.

MONDAY 21st april
went to school! school was fineee. after school, had a lift again! thankz! so to nj we went. and we cheered for ac! hahah. was quite fun. miss the orientation days manz. totally. hahah. after the match, i rushed off. fragileman came to pick me up in a cab and we went to visit his mum. hahah we took so long to write her a card. and then we went up to see her. then we went for dinner and sat at the lobby there talking all. talked to his mum for quite a bit and she was asking me bout the lack of sodium and stuff. and i was like trying to whack all that i know. i dont even know what i said was correct or not. hahah. mummy came to fetch me at bout 930. fragileman walked me down and mum picked me up. came home and used the com till quite late. hah.

TUESDAY 22nd april
schooolllllll. after school pakkee and i cabbed to chip bee gardens to get cupcakes and meringue and then we cabbed to ccab. how bout when we walked into the hall, we saw yunting and we walked towards her. she was sitting on the bench and was smiling. she stood up and talked to us when we reached her. and she said "winning already." and we were like huh, so we heard beep. and then she said "match ended already" and pakkee and i were like ?!?!?! WHAT?!?!? HAHAH we came in to hear a beep ?! NICE SHIT. hahah so we went to watch hockey after that. it was tough on our eyes to see through the net. hahah we gave up watching and went to watch volleyball instead. we were supporting jj against hc. hahah. then pakkee and i went out to watch hockey, once we went out, ac scored a goal! and we won! woah pakkee and i are lucky stars manz. HAHAH.

after the match, we passed marc the meringue and pakkee and matthew dropped me off at the bus stop outside. and i went over to eyebagmonster's place. i slept the whole time while he was with his other friends. hahah. woke up at 7 plus and we had dinner. left his place at ten plus.

WEDNESDAY 23rd april
i gave school a miss. hahah. was really damn freakingggggggg tired manz. so like pandhi came over to my place at around 6. and he bought me a donut. hahah. and i swear my brother loves him lah. HAHAH my brother is gay. so then we went for dinner at 8 plus. and then he went back at around 10.

THURSDAY 24th april
went to schoolz. cabbed down to nj with denise and nicky for the soccer match. we won 2-0 yay (: but we could have scored so many more lah. hahah. wasted. so after the match. went to cluny court gastronomia for some pizza and cupcakes. and then to island creamery for a tub of reverso. junyang and the volleyballers were there too. so then cabbed down to dbs arts centre with yunting joanne carina jingwen and jeraldine. met up with pakkee and timothy after that. pride and prejudice it was. i thought it was really good. funny and everything. and i had fun with my classmates! :D

joannes dad gave some of us a lift after that. and i took a bus home from commonwealth. got home and used the com and slept at around 2.

FRIDAY 25th april
wanted to go to school late. but remembered bout the ogl meeting so sprung out of bed at 622 and rushed my ass off. hahah. and in the end when i got to school, i saw titi and royston standing at the concourse looking towards my direction. they were waiting for me. AND THE MEETINGS OVER. NICEEEE rush for nothing. hahah. but ohwell, i was late. anyway, those that went for pride and prejudice were all DYING. HAHAH. it was quite funny how tired we all looked. hahah. the day passed really slowly and i was really on the verge of death because we had like lessons back to back with no breaks. CAN DIE. hahah. but i survived! hahah went to the library with marc yunting and pakkee during the one hour 40 minute break to sleep. we just made ourselves comfortable with the many cushions. hahah. dint get to sleep much. flower came and i folowed him to the void deck. he cooked noodles for me! hahah damn spicy lah i dint eat much. but still, thanks! hahah. after school, cabbed to chip bee to buy cupcakes again. hahah. then went to ccab for the volleyball match. we won! (: then after that. went to peninsula for like ten minutes. hahah then i left. saw zenji and spoke for a bit. and i went home. came home and slept immediately. hahah. woke up at around 10 and used com till around 4am

SATURDAY 26th april
woke up pretty late. missed bio spa. and went over to hamster's place for awhile at around 5. then his mum fetched us to cathay. bought tickets for definitelymaybe. and we walked around. and he saw his first girlfriend! hahah. we went for waffle and icecream at ben&jerrys before going for the movie. the movie is quite cute and sweet (:

i love what will said to april on the rooftop. its duper sweetttt. i know there were three lines but i could only roughly remember two "cause its you i wanna see every morning. (the second line) and the first time i saw these hands i cant imagine not being able to hold them" ahhh damn sweet right! hahah.

after the movie. we went for dinner at sakae sushi. was pretty alright. then we went to ps's arcade. daytona challenge again. hah. plans of icecream at his place was cancelled and we went home at like 12 plus.

SUNDAY 27th april.
woke up at 1 plus. went out and met pinli at island creamery at around 330. we were supposed to study. we ended up talking the whole time. hahahah. saw like ruth and jeremy and miss ng my primary three and four form teacher. hahah quite funny. so had like icecream and a longggggg chat with pinli the flower. hahah. we left island at 7 plus and headed to coro. bought some sushi and we went back.

came home and used the computer. rather tired. shall go sleep soon. theres school tomorrow. and i think napfa's this week. how bout i confirm fail 2.4 -_-"

ohrightz, shall go to bed soon. frolick with flower tomorrow after school!

look at him..

pinli says:
i am of the belief that humans are of a lower breed than us
pinli says:
thats why THEY HATE US
pinli says:
AND THEY RELEASE CARBON DIOXIDE INTO THE AIR
pinli says:
AND ALL THE HARMFUL SUBSTANCES
pinli says:
TO KILL US
pinli says:
CAUSE THEY ARE JEALOUS
pinli says:
OF OUR ABILITY TO BE SMART
pinli says:
AND TO LOOK SO PRETTY
pinli says:
humans.
pinli says:
tsk
pinli says:
but it doesn't matter
pinli says:
when i reach flower heaven
pinli says:
God will reward me
pinli says:
for my services to mankind
pinli says:
which are
pinli says:
1) beautifying the environment
pinli says:
2) making sure people have beautiful flowers to look at and feel happy
pinli says:
3) ever heard the term Wake up and smell the roses? Well thats right, flowers rock. We awaken your senses baby.

-_____________-" HAHAHAHAH. what the hell right. cant believe him man. hahah.

this post is quite long but quite boring i guess. i cant remember alot of stuff. my memory's failing me. im growing old ): hahah. but im really having alot of fun and im happy :D


AND YES REDSPORTS.

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alright, g'night yall. have a good week ahead yupp (:

12:21 AM '

Is it possible Mr. Lovable is already in my life
Right in front of me or maybe you're in disguise


very very super random pictures hahah

my tiny lgms (:


i like these two green things alot! hahah


the automatic mahjong table at temasek club



womby!


nice tissue prata at thomson..


hahah yinli got smashed!


love you too tan elis!


marc's love for me (:


baby lynnsy! look at her! hahah.


my tissue filled with blood from the stupid corn. HAHAH cool right.



unglam. hahah


-_-" guess who.




check out marc's sexyyy legs. hahah



what i do during lectures. hah


look at yinis swollen finger.




remember these pictures that you took of me? hah


thanks ken and joanne (:


happy birthday truefriend (:










HAHAH SHAHBOO.






this chocolate is superrrr nice.



PLUCK last oct.




ah mao and lgm. hahah


yunting's doctor or rather, mr pringles HAHAH


he's supposed to be positive. how bout he looks like hes dead with all the crosses everywhere. HAHAH


our pw shitz.



before heading over to timbre, last oct.











happy birthday jo (:




SEXYYYY!



stayover at xians, last june.





my cute geog teacher.


joanne cant draw lgm i swear. hah


hot stuff hahahah







all we got from big sweet land, 4d chalet last feb.





look at all the shit inside my fridge. hah



whose ass? :D




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JIAZHI DROPPED HER PRATA HAHAH

AC NETTIES





alliances!!

UBIN TRIP









the baby rabbits!




the smelly wild boar.





VIVO



MISS TANG's WEDDING




LISSAS BIRTHDAY LAST JUNE








dricees house, playing dididi. hahah.

JACLYN, NOVEMBER. BANGZXXZXZ







ZOUK, CHEEKYS, 26th december










nice we were trapped in the toilet. hahah. thats our saviour's arm.







HOT STUFFF YOHHHH HAHAHA








CHRISTMAS






attempts to be emo


real emo.




BEN&JERRYS

11:20 PM '

Once in awhile,
Right in the middle of an ordinary life,
Love gives us a fairy tale.


four years ago, 23rd april was the worst day ever and i'll never forget it.
four years later, its 23rd april again. but this time im having the best that life can ever give to me. and im happy way beyond description (:


you were the best thing that ever happened to me.

and now, i have the bestest best there ever could possibly be [:
2:49 PM '

hello bastard boy who sucks and is always getting scolded by every single person and who thinks he's damn cool but actually is not and who always stares at girls' legs and who is rather feminine and gayish, THIS IS FOR YOU, IN YOUR FACE. HAHAH. SEE IM HOW NICE.

i dont know what the hell im talking about actually. hahah.

woah, im freakingggggggggg tired ): i need to pon school, seriously. no jokez.

okay, so today i dint go and support my ugly alliance. and she kept calling me a bad alliance. TSK. idiot. maybe its howwww mother far and i end school at three! hahah. i went for soccer instead. and im so proud of the soccer boys (: 2-1 to AC. YAY (:

good luck to the volleyballers and hockey boys! :D kick some asses yoh hahah.

OKAY GOODNIGHT IM GONNA CRASH NOWWWW.
11:31 PM '

When we're together, I feel so invincible



WHAT THE HELL. HAHAHAHAH.

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anyway, the ruggers won yesterday (: im so so so happy for them. number eleven titi teo is our man. that bastard boy actually took so long to realise that we were holding up posters for him. hahah! and we dint get to do our titi cheer but our titi burned some asses on the field man. dont see him so small, hes rather strong. hahah. YAY AC WON :D GO ARMY OF MUTANTS! :D hahah.

tomorrow! the netballers are having their first match against tj, GO RETARDS HAHAH :D i love yall (: i'll be there to support yall, especially my alliances and tt! hahah.

and tuesday! tingali has volleyball and the hockers have a match too. tuesday is supposed to be friday's timetable and that means i have pe till 430 -_-" and as i have promised smelly lil marc seah, i'll be going for hockey! i asked mr choo and he said i can go. yayz, can skip pe again. hahah!

and ohyeah, on friday, i asked renhan if i could go for soccer instead of doing pe and he said yes and said that i can follow mrchoo and him there. so i got denise to come along too. and royston that bugger followed also. and mr choo fetched us there. thanks (: anddd it was really a waste that our boys drew in the end, but good job soccerlers! win the rest of the matches! (: and i swear weiarng and elvin are damn retarded. hahah you should have heard all their comments and random cheers. they rock my world manz. hahah.

woah i dont know why, i feel tired half my life -_-"

family dinner at grandcopthorne later. someone please tell me why my uncle is so random and wants to eat high class chinese cuisine -_-" hahah.

and ohyah! i went to the scgs carnival with pinli royston ruixiang and kristyn yesterday. and i spent like all my money on food and some shooting game which was rather retarded. hahah. and we were like hunting, but it was a rather futile hunt. hahah anyway, we ate frolick and it was like 4 bucks which was pretty cheap and like we had the special event badge! yay i like. hahah. suddenly i feel like eating yami yogurt againnnnn. and i wanna watch definitelymaybe! hahah.

and denise's post always make me smile

" Kim's the nicest person ever seriously she is one funny girl :D"
"School has been good these days, I love kim :) She's so easy to talk to and I'm really glad that I found out certain things from her, I feel quite enlightened."

HAHAH, yay (:

okay i wanna go take a short nap before going out for dinner. hahah. so g'night fweeennzz. (:
4:11 PM '

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN CHANG (: (: (:







im so glad that jj won 5-1 today, and the birthday boy got his wish of scoring a goal! he actually scored two but one was offside. which actually wasnt! so the birthday boy's wish came true twice actually! hahah congratz you white chicken! honoured right! we cheered so much for you eh! hahah. happy eighteenth birthday! i hope we made your birthday special! :D and remember your promise to me ah! hahah (:

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im very glad that i got to see quite a number of the fairsians today. and dinner at fish&co was pretty good. hah. the company was great. and i actually made dricee PINKIE PROMISE me! HAHAH it was damn freaking funny. he was so freaking reluctant to do it. then in the end he was so desperate(just cause of a fried calamari HAHAH) he just hurriedly hooked my pinkie! HAHAH. everyone was laughing lah. you better not break your promise or you die i tell you! hahah.

alright, im really weally leally tired now. and i havent been updating. and im really lazy to do so. hah. wellz. anyway, the ruggers are playing rj later. lets whoop their asses! denise royston and i are going down to support our ogl ssp gang member titi teo. we made "banners" for him! and we came up with a cheer! "go titi go titi go! tee eye tee eye lets go!" hahahah so cute right. i really hope the ruggers will win (:

i hope this weekend will be even better than the last (:

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xiaohua, HAHAH.

okayz goodthenight people, i is really tired manz. hahah. taassssssxzxz
1:37 AM '

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA IM THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD TODAY :D :D :D HAHAHAHAH. SHIT I THINK IM CRAZY ALREADY MANZZZZ. HAHAHAH. XIAOHUA DONT LAUGH AT ME, YOURE WORSE. HAHAHAH.

APPLEMAN APPLEMAN APPLEMAN HAHAHAHAHAH :D

okay no joke i gotta get a grip on myself, i almost died today HAHAH cause i was so breathless from gushing. HAHAH. shitz i sound like one mad man. hah. okay this is one random post. anyway, today was so freakingggg slack and my breaks were really well spent catching up and talking and laughing with a number of people (: hahah nice singing nursey rhymes huh classmates. hahah! im lovin' my class (:

and xiaohua typed this on her blog!

"and I talked to kim :) Kim is awesome and the nicest person ever reallyyyyyyyy and she really opened my eyes to a ton of stuff"

YAY! [:

hahah anddd i had alot of fun at jacq's birthday chalet over the weekend (: it was nice seeing clarence drunk HAHAH, and yunxing and val high. and nice all-guys talk i had with the guys, and nice offerings to the fan god and nice caveman shit and nice sneaking into the vacant chalet to sleep. hahah okay i think i sound like im rubbishing. but yall will understand when i blog in detail! hahah. and the guys really treat me like a brother i swear. no joke. hahah. and ohyah all the girls had guys drinking for them during the drinking game but me. ohwell how sadz. hahah. nevermind, i drink for myself. i how man. hahah.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRAND GODFATHER SEXY GABRINAAAA YOU MAN. HAHAH.

and HAPPY BELATED JACQ AND JOSHUA [:

AND AC SOCCER WON TJ 3-0 TODAY. WHOOHOOO! DAMN GOODDDD! CONGRATZ SOCCERLERS! :D and please takecare all you who are injured!

and ohyes, jiazhi my dearest alliance wrote this on her blog for me! 27th march 08

And Allance this is for you!
You have been ponning school like drinking water. Seriously one time you claim that that you're sick. another cos YOUR TOE'S SWOLLEN. HAHA you loser. See told you Karma bites you for always bullying the weak! Haha and please cheeeeeeeeer up! :) We will always help each out okay. And please stop saying that I'm fwreaking scandalous cos I'm not! I know all your scandals! Haha. Catch up again soon :)

hello alliance, i never pon school dont anyhow say! hahah and you know im always always always here for you rightz. now am and always will be alright! take care of yourself okay! season's starting already! love! (: and youre SCANDALOUS. WHEY WHEY. hahah! (:

alright, im pretty tireddd. still got the stupid overdue gp essay to do. ): boo. i think all my teachers hate me. or maybe they dont even know i exist. hahah. ohwellz.

alright, taas yall! (:
9:24 PM '

Way Back.




i took out the whole box of letters and diaries just now. suddenly felt like going through some old memories. realised i was one bastard girl after reading my diaries. hah ohwell. im really sorry for every hurt i ever caused.

andddd hey you. we really go wayyyy back dont we. hah i know you know it. from the special "zap" on the first day of orientation where you took my breath away that very instant when we looked into each others eyes and introduced ourselves. to a year and ten months later when everything came to a full closure because i left for good. eight months of almost plain silence from the day we knew each other because we were both so shy and thought that each other had someone else in mind. but love struck both of us unknowingly and so suddenly once again a few months later when we just started talking out of the blue. i guess it kind of revived the love huh. and we realised that we have actually liked each other all along. well i know you were upset when i went with someone else but i really dint think it was possible between us. and i never thought i would like you again actually, but somehow i did. thanks for waiting for me to get over that someone. its funny now that i look back upon it, like how this whole thing started and ended and would have been better if we had started talking right from day one. hah. im sorry for ever breaking your heart. and we both know that we had done each other wrong. so, truce right. hah. well. enough bout all that i guess. theyre all memories and i'll keep them close to my heart. hah. reading through your many letters made me smile like never before, and they made me miss. they reminded me of everything back then. all the times we had, all the happy and sad moments, and all your honeyed words kind of rushed back to me. remembering how you cared for me, how you were always worried and anxious about me, how you got upset over me rather often, and basically, how you loved me. youre one of the sweetest ever. thanks for ever being a part of me. you'll always be special, now and forever.

and alex leong, i laughed when i saw one of the letters, which you wrote "er zi", son in english on the cover. hahah and the letter was quite funny as you said "eh son. have you realised all my letters now are different. cause i use british council foolscap. classy right" hahah. alex leong, you know youre seriously the bestest best everrrrr to me (: thanks for everything mummy leong. i remember mother umah thomas! (: hahah.

i only read through a few letters. well i looked intently at the red heart-shaped box filled with letters kept inside the huge rectangular box printed with pink hearts. and i realised that i have quite a bit of letters. and uncountable number of straw hearts. and super alot of neoprints. hahah. and yunting, yknow i have all the letters that you wrote me when we were back in lower secondary. hahah. my lower sec bestfriend. we drifted when we moved to upper sec dint we. but im really so glad that we are close again now. im so glad that we are in the same class, really (:

all the good and the bad memories, they're what makes life interesting and worth living.

as quoted from jem, "if life throws you shit, praise God"
my cute bestfriend who has enrolled himself all alone into tp's culinary course. hahah. yknow i love you right jewel, no matter how retarded you are (:

they say that when one door closes, another opens.
i just closed the door on you,
and another door has already opened for you.
and i know that many more will open up for you.
you know how much i want the best for you, dont you.
let it go.

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anyway i know this is totally random and unrelated to all that ive been typing, but today was really fun (: how bout i was like please dont rain. and it rained first thing in the morning. and how bout i was so excited to do pe cause it was tennis. and i was still on mc but i still wanted to do pe and was super geared up for tennis. and charlotte went "today we cant do tennis" omg i just died. hahah yunting laughed at me until she teared. nice shit. hah. the way life makes fun of you. its kind of funny. but im glad that we played captains ball. i had so so so much fun because 80% of the time we were all laughing. hahah laughing at how we pass to each other, how cheenaman was a flying chinaman and how retarded fouls and penalties were given, how the guys kept secretly pushing each other and how we throw the ball to each other unknowingly and timothy not being able to throw a ball. and like omg, its just everything. hahahah it was really one hour spent laughing manz. hahah. cheenaman is one retard. you should see the way he shouts and runs for the ball. he only has eyes for the ball and nothing else. he banged into everyone while dashing for the ball and demonstrated flying chinaman(his special move) a couple of times which saw him smacking the ball out of court with a triumphant cry and at the same time almost knocking yunting down. hahah its funny how we kept shouting foul and everything. hah i was so tired from laughing i swear. and, i kinda sprained my finger while snatching the ball with timothy. hahah but nevermind. ahhh charles youre one funny man. hahah. i can still remember how hard everyone was laughing and all the comments and weird moves. especially charles' ballerina stunts. HAHAH. and how he accidentally kicked the ball! hahah! fun fun fun (: im gonna go for every double period pe from now on (:

and volleyball after that with yunting marc renhan royston charkoh yunyun yanling and mr lau was fun (: hahah. royston the pointkiller and ballpicker! hah i miss exercising really. i should go for trainings already man. since now ive got so much time all, i should right! hahah. had dessert with marc at holland after that. thanks for everything smelly one! [:

alright, this is a rather long post and im pretty tired today. and im hungry. just ordered macs. cant sleep till it comes, and of course after i eat. hah. alright shall end this post now.


flower flower, professor is here and will always be here! RGS B DIVISON (:
11:37 PM '

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TAN ELIS, MY BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST (:
although we are so near(in distance) yet so far(very busy), i love you all the same.
lets meet up soon okay, the catch up that time was really good. and im glad that you came for funorama (:
im sure you miss me dont you! hahah. see you soon alright!

happy eighteenth, youre legal (:

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and hello reenabanana, if youre reading this, i miss you very very much ):


and tomorrow shall be THE day, THE day that i do my first double period pe in the whole year. hahah which is my second pe lesson of the year. please dont rain. hahahah. and please dont let the sun be too hot.

im rather tired, shall sleep earlier tonight!

AND HELLO TO ANYONE WHO HAS BORROWED MY AC NETBALL SHIRT, LOVE ACTUALLY SHIRT OR BLUE COLLEGIATE, PLEASE RETURN THEM TO ME ):

how bout i lost those three shirts, my FAIRFIELD NETBALL TOWEL?!?!?!@#$#$ and my ac pe shorts. when im so enthu bout pe tomorrow tho i have a mc. TSK. i is one angry person nowz. how can i lose the shorts when i just wore them like two days ago. and how is it possible that i lose my shirts if i dint lend them to anyone -_-" i dont get it. zz. okay whateverz.

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anyway, today was good (: breaks were awesome manz. right flower! hahah. and thank you for the nice nice nice chocolates! :D

flower and professor form the RGS :D

appleman (;
10:40 PM '

I'll melt with you.

"okay goodnight. i love you"
"huh?"
"i love you"
"huh?"
"i love you"
"ohhh.. same here"
"i love you"
"i said same here lah idiot go and die"
"oh! hahah i thought you said cant hear. wahlao make me say so many times"
"woah so cannot say many times lah!"
"eh embarrassing okay!"
"embarrassing meh! dont act shy lah hahah"

i thought this was pretty cute.

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sometimes i really think that im a major screw up. and im really so so unworthy and undeserving of all the love thats been showered on me. and i can never get rid of this damn mindset. dont ask me why, i have no freaking idea.

maybe i need a brainwash.
4:03 PM '

He's all that love is

I could feel it from the start,
Couldn't stand to be apart.
Something ‘bout you caught my eye,
Something moved me deep inside
Don't know what you did boy but you had it and i've been hooked ever since.

Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.

Ain't no other man it's true
Ain't no other man but you.

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HAHLOH PEEPER [:
shall blog bout the past week nowww (:

SUNDAY
woke up like at 11am. and then just stayed in bed the whole day stoning with a blank mind. my favourite pastime, lie in bed and stone -_-" and really, nothing was on my mind. hahah sometimes i really wonder how i do that. well well. anyway things werent really good that afternoon. so like i was pretty upset and stuff also and like i just wanted to sleep and not care bout anything anymore. hahah. ended up using the computer at around 7 pm. then like around 9pm, pandhi actually came to my house to find me.. i was pretty shocked, especially when i first saw him. then like we went to some pavillion and sat there talking for bout close to three hours. and then walked him to the bus stop and he went back home.

came back home and spoke to jaclyn and ben on the phone, separately. yeah.

MONDAY
morning was pretty crappy. i dint sleep the whole of the night before. and C had to provoke me and made me pissed. plus everything else, woah i was just quite angry, for like awhile. marc said i looked quite pale. hah. counted the coupons with the class after that. the whole class counted together (: SO MUCH FOR US BEING SELFISH AND SELF CENTRED HUH C. woah i swear i hate her. SHES REALLY THE WORST PERSON ON EARTH. zzz. okay whatever. so after that, yunting joanne eliza jeraldine kerri jeremy and i went for breakfast at bk. after breakfast, i met up with pandhi for an hour and we ate some dessert at coffeeclub (: then i went back to join my classmates at bk. hahah i missed all the juicy gossips! hahah so after that we headed over to the hawker centre and yunting realised that she lost her wallet. so like went all over the place to check and stuff. but dont have. in the end i called kentridge bus interchange and they had her wallet! hahah so we left pretty soon after she finished her two bowls of tausuan and one bowl of greenbeansoup. im sure she's gonna get gout. HAHAH. so like yunting and i went to kentridge to retrieve her wallet. then we bussed down to acsi for the polo match. jaclyn came soon after. watched like two quarters together and yunting left. so jaclyn and i went to the poolside to watch the game. AC WON (:

so like after that, i was on the way to follow jaclyn to botanic gardens for her sports camp outing. hahah. but in the end i dint go. cabbed down to nj for the soccer match instead. AC WON 2-0 (: yayz. hahah. so after the game, went to 6th avenue to collect cupcakes then headed to plaza sing for dinner. then went home after that.

TUESDAY
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS (:
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVIL TORTOISES MARY&MARTHA! :D
i went to school. hahah alliance bought me yupi lunch set HAHAH. thanks! school was fine i guess. went for my first tuesday lit lecture hahah. after school, hung around with yunting and eliza. then talked abit to the netballers and went over to fairfield to coach the cdiv. then went back home and slept. how bout some retard messaged me and said "i cut myself for her. im in the hospital now" and i believed. and i went to bed and woke up later on and received tingali's message "hey something quite bad happened. need to talk. call me soon ok" woah, i sprung out of bed and called her immediately.

"EH WHAT HAPPENED?"
"HAPPY APRIL FOOLS"
!@!#$%#%$ HAHAHAH

IDIOT.

WEDNESDAY
school again. school ended at 150. so went to the cafe with yunting after that. and like i slept there. hahah. then jacq and jane came and like caught up a bit with jacq. hahah. then i went to meet jaclyn at acsi's bus stop. and we watched the polo match. i thought AC did really well. really really could have won rj. but nevermind! good job polo people! (:

so after the match, went back to school for the rugby match. i dint need to fill water because there were so many waterboys. so many people were injured lah. anyway AC won (: yay! and titi played! hahah. happy right waterboy! hahah. so like fatass came to find me and passed me some pig soft toy. idiot. hahah. and he said like he saw it at the funfair and told himself that he must win the soft toy for me. HAHAH say till like i want it! just wanna call me a pig right idiot. hahah. but still, thank you (: hahah

so then after that, jaclyn and i went to holland for sushi tei. some bestfriend lovin' yo. hahah. it was a great time spent with her, just talking bout everything and touching on some weird issues. hahah. and then that FFC went to club again, while i went back home.

THURSDAY
went to school again, school was pretty fun. yupp. then like after school, i went back home. cause i was really tired and wasnt feeling too well. so while i was sleeping. i got a visitor. hah pandhi came and find me again. had dinner together and then watched tv with my brother. hahah. then like he slept for awhile while i used the computer and then we talked for quite abit before he went home at 9plus. i was really touched by all the things he said. hahah. quite retarded actually.

FRIDAY
dint go to school. i remember the day before i was telling yunting, THIS WEEK I'LL HAVE PERFECT ATTENDANCE. and she said that i'll get a prize if i go to school today. HAHAH. no prize ohwell. hahah. so went out at 1 plus. met jz at around 230 at acsi. then we went to get some snacks then we watched the polo game between AC and IB. how bout jiazhi commented on so many things that were quite funny. hahah. then jaclyn and ben came too. AC WON (: congratz! hahah. after the game. i walked jz back to school. and then wanted to go to town with B&J. hahah. but decided not to cause i wont be able to make it in time for xinyi's birthday surprise. so i went home instead. so like came back, used the com and went out near 7. met up with alot of people at xinyi's voiddeck and we laid in ambush. HAHAH no lah. we just hid and waited for her to come back. when we saw her, we all got up and went towards her singing the birthday song. she was how touched man! hahah. then like cut cake and ate stuff all. then left at 8plus. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONKEY! 12 years of friendship and more to come (: i love you!

so went to town. i spent so much time, like 40minutes waiting for the stupid 502. i got quite sian and stuff. so went to town and wanted to go home. hahah quite retard. in the end, dint go home. met up with pandhi. OHYEAH HAPPY FIRST MONTH TO TO TO YOU-KNOW-WHO-AND-WHO (: they went to take the singapore flyer! how cool is that hahah. okay so. pandhi came and meet me in plaza sing. so like we walked around and he told me that he remembered he met me at carrefour blahblah and stuff. hahah. not bad not bad. so walked to cathay after that. bought tickets for untraceable and went to b&j for icecream (: handpacked again. hahah. time passed pretty quickly we were almost late for the movie. anyway the movie wasnt that good. i thought would be pretty cool but.. its okay only luh. hah. so after the movie. we walked to istana park and then we dint know what to do. so i came up with the brilliant idea of walking to esplanade. HAHAH. woah very far know. we walked thereee and just sat by the river talking. then like we left near 4am and went back home. i think i kinda spoilt his body clock manz. hmm.

SATURDAY
left home at near 3 and went over to uglycalves home. hahah his mum is seriously damn cute. hahah. ohyah he played the guitar and sang again! hahah. yknow ive always like guys who play the guitar. cause i think they look damn charming when they play the guitar! HAHAH. and uglycalves really look very charming eh. hahahahah. browsed through some of his photo albums and he looked really cute last time. hahah. then his parents came back home with dinner and we all had dinner together. his mum is really really cute. hahha. so like after dinner, we spent like 2 hours plus talking. HAHAH i started making him feel bad again and he kept apologising. and then the song "put the blame on me" by akon played. HAHAH. how coincidental. hahah. uglycalves attempted to cook for me but like hes never cooked before and he dint know how to cook and i dint help him. he insisted on cooking himself but his dad wanted to help. then his dad cooked in the end. hahah. and uglycalves got abit pissy hahaha. so like after that i forced him to sleep because he looked so damn tired and he refused to sleep. hahah still must promise him that i wont leave then he agreed to sleep. what a retard. hahah. so i was using the computer and his dad came in. in the end i had to leave cause his dad insisted on sending me home at like 1 plus hahah. there goes our plan of supper. hah. so, came home and slept straight away. yuppz

SUNDAY
woke up and used the computer. not going for dinner at sushi tei anymore ): hah. and how bout my retarded mum went to cut her hair again -_-" shes one champion woman. hahah. and EVERYDAY I GET MOSQUITO BITES. ): somemore they bite my face everyday!! no joke manz. ): hur.

anyway, im really happy cause i have the sweetest sweetest sweetest X infinity person ever (:


:D :D :D

anyway, i miss the both of you



alrightz, taas!

4:19 PM '

SUUUU PERRRR ALOTTTTT OF PITCHERSSS

JACLYN, BEN, ME


my ultra retarded gigantic godbrother.


wheet wheet :D



dont ask me what shes doing HAHAH


failed attempt of getting up on ben's shoulders hahah.


try againnnn.


tadah!







errrr herrmmm hahah.


wheet wheet hahahah!

















hahah this is damn funny.








nice, his biceps are bigger than my face.



my new friend : mr white










CHRISTINA JASMIN JACLYN ME.


















i love this photo, look at jasmin. HAHAH









stand chart.






artistic right, im a good photographer hahah
























HAHAHAHAH





jaclyn, your bangs hahah.

O2 07







GRANDMAAAA's BIRTHDAY DINNER.

new girlfriend wheet hahah.


RETARD(on the left). HAHAHAH.




STAYOVER AT GERRYS HOUSE






HALLOWEEENNNNN

scary right. HAHAHAH




HOT RIGHT. hahah
















YEELEENS BIRTHDAY





FIFTH OCT, DXO THEN CHEEKYS



HAHAHAHHAH.










TIMBRE







ian was so redddd. hes one drunk man. hahah and he started laughing non stop bout his LION joke. HAHAHA.

FOUNDERS!




































GRAD SERVICE!






cedric that retard's shirt tore









sexee dricee.. hahaha







the most most loyal friend ever (:






















many loves to everyone in the pictures!
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GOOD LUCK POLO BOYS AND RUGGERS !!! :D

and to all the sad souls out there, please cheer up! [:
11:42 PM '