Elevator Love Letter

HARRRRLOWWWW EVERYONE :D

im a very happy girl :D

hahah okay anywayyyy i went to school on friday! so like had all the briefings and all and the setting up of the stall and stuff. so like it was pretty tiring and all and i was dying cause of the stupid toe ): i wore shoes cause i was afraid that people will step on my toe like last time. a few asstards stepped on my dislocated toe last time when i was in slippers. so, once bitten twice shy. hahah. okay thats not the point the point is it was very painful ): ohwell. hahah and how bout i was tearing masking tape for pakkee when some idiot took a watergun and sprayed water at me. i got a shock and idiot, wet my plaster! hahah. walked around quite abit with yunting and jiazhi and shuwen all. was pretty fun going around trying out games and stuff. hahah. AND OHYES MY CHAMPION FRIEND CHUA YINI IS ONE FUNNY WOMAN. HAHAHAH. GO ASK BOUT HER FBT YALL. HAHAHAH.

so like after everything, yunting, joanne, marc, eliza, carina, kerri sara and i went to holland for lunch. i was freakingggg hungry but no one was like eating proper food. they all eat desserts all so i also ate dessert only. hahah. so then after that i met mr.nice and we went to town. went to lucky plaza cause i wanted to check out cameras. then like we walked around and my arm felt so weak HAHAH i dont know why. stupid arm. but anyway, we went to check out like the whole of lucky plaza. we took the lift to the eighth floor and realised that its the carpark -_-" so went to the 6th floor. then got arcade! hahah bet yall dint know got arcade there right. the arcade got like all the older games all. pretty cool. but we got chased out cause we were in school tees. hahah so we walked around the whole place. like got club know. hahah. they dint have t200 in red so like i just walked around and then mr.nice wanted to eat goreng pisang and we walked around the place looking for it. hahah in the end all sold out. so like we were leaving lucky plaza before i decided to check out this store which was selling the sexy red t300 for 540. so like mr.nice bargained all. and got me a 2gb memory card and a free casing and the camera for 540. and i dint have enough money to buy a camera of course. and he lent me like fivehundredandfifty bucks. THANKS MAN. really. so like after gst all shit its around 580. but still rather cheap. hahah.

i felt like damn bad that i borrowed so much money. although i'll return of course but i just dont like the feeling of owing people something. hahah. thats why i dont let people pay for anything for me. hahah. anyway so after that we went to fareast and looked for goreng pisang. hahah. then we had dinner at subway. how bout mr.nice(not anymore) picked so much veggies and forced me to eat. i tried to force myself to cry and i almost succeeded so in the end i won and dint eat the veggies. hahah. i seriously no joke, rather not eat than eat the veggies. sorryz. hahah. went back after dinner and got home like ten plus. and slept at like eleven plus. hmm..

SATURDAY- FUN O RAMA
went to school at 730. i thought i was going to be late cause 7am i was still at my house here. but i reached on time! hah how cool. so helped set up the stall and all and walked around with tingali and jobasan. we were easy to spot cause we were in red collegiates hahah. truefriend made me a yellow balloon dog! hahah. THANK YOU :D and he kept saying that he only made one and he gave it to me blah blah and i dint support his games stall HAHAH. WHATEVERRR. hahah. so like hung around the stall for abit after that and went to walk around with tingali after. we played some games which were quite fun. hahah. then walked around with marc and pakkee all. marc and i had a phototaking session and we went around taking photos with people hahah. and then went to emily hill with marc nicky royston and donica. it was not scary at all, for me lah. hahah and HOW BOUT ROYSTON THAT LOSER GOT SCARED, POINTED AT THE PERSON CRAWLING ON THE FLOOR AND WENT "AHHHH DAMN SCARY. I HATE YOU!!" HAHAHAHAHAH OMG. the most loser friend i have (: HAHAH. JIAZHI AND JACLYN, YALL GOT COMPETITION. HAHAH! then soon it was twelve and we had to do our shift. our stall was rather power cause we like sold all the nachos at 12 plus! hahah. and we have like maybe thousands of plates left -_-" so just sold marc's orange concoction which he is super proud of. hahah. and mocktails. so like soon it was 2. and tadah could go off! hahah. and i saw so many fairsians! ELIS lissa evan val grace cheryl seraphine christine yongzhi jiayi and kengheng. jem hosea hotang. edmund kenneth. jkong. woah alot more hahah. and i saw alot of familiar faces too! nice seeing everyone! like jj, zhenfeng all! (: hahah. so like walked around with elis. then walked elis lissa and evan to the backgate.

met up with royston and titi and then we spent like the whole afternoon together. hahah. it was damn fun! like we went to watch ksl get dunked. then how bout WEIARNG BOUGHT THE SWENSENS ICECREAM AND IT WAS SO HARD HE COULDNT POKE IT HE SAID "AHH ITS FAKE" HAHAH. AND THEN LIKE WE WERE ALL EAGERLY WATCHING KSL GETTING DUNKED, WEIARNG WALKED TOWARDS TITI AND I AND HE WAS HOLDING AN EMPTY CUP. AND WE WERE LIKE WOAH YOU FINISH YOUR ICECREAM ALREADY?!?! AND HES LIKE "NO, ITS ON THE FLOOR" HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THE WHOLE THING WAS LIKE ON THE FLOOR. HAHAHAH AND HE KEPT SAYING THAT ITS FAKE. hahahahah shit it was damn funny really. after ksl got dunked, we hurriedly evacuated. hahah and how bout titi and royston those bastards kept pinching me. EH GOT BLUEBLACK OKAY. idiotzzz.

hahah then royston titi and i went to the doll house, with like cheryl bala zheqian ethel and a whole bunch of strangers. the props were really good but not scary at all also. hmph. so after that titi royston and i went FOOD HUNTING. hahah. denise came and join us! OGL SSP GANG! ahhah titi and i really anyhow whacked. we just went everywhere looking for food. so like we just bought whatever we could with the coupons we had. and we ate alotttt. HAHAH. and royston kept calling me a monster and pig cause i ate alot. asshole. hahah. how bout i bought some takoballs that were like HARD KUEH. hahah i dint even eat lah. hahah. so like we walked around a few times hunting for food. hahah it was damn funny and fun! so like finally we spent all our coupons. then we went up to the hall. denise and i sat there talking and laughing like MAD i swear hahah. then after that i got a free polo shirt! hahah. yay! then like we were all so full and sitting there talking and laughing. and then suddenly we heard "FREE FOOD FREE DRINKS FREE ICECREAM" and then titi and i stood up LETS GO. HAHAHAHAHA. we just grabbed all our stuff. like balloons flowers CHEESE SAUSAGES THAT PINLI GAVE hahah and like the shirts. and then we rushed into LT3. and then we whacked the fondue and icecream all. titi made this chocolatecrepewithicecreamandbananacrumbleshit. HAHAHA. so denise titi and i had a competition WHO CAN EAT FINISH THE FASTEST. and royston was somewhere helping his class do stuff. then like we ate a bit and err, it wasnt very nice so we stopped. and we were like EH HOW AH. then i was like I KNOW CALL ROYSTON. HAHAH. so i called him "eh, come LT3 now. EMERGENCY DAMN URGENT. EMERGENCY EMERGENCY" within a minute, he was up. HAHAHAHA. he sprinted all the way. so he walked towards us and once he reached our table, the three of us stood up and walked away. and royston looked shocked. HAHAHAH then we pointed to the crepe thing WE MADE IT FOR YOU. HAHAH. shit it was damn freaking funny. anyway saw ko, jeremy and yunxing also. hahah. yunxing! talk to you soon okay! takecare (:

so after that, we went to help our class clear stuff all. and like my class cleared everything already. and i accidentally let go of royston's balloon. HAHAH. and some tall kind soul walked past and helped me retrieve it. thank you very much. if not royston would have killed me. HAHAH. so then like everyone left except yunting pakkee marc and i. yunting pakkee and i were talking. and pakkee was showing us his seductive moves, and yunting and i laughed till we teared and almost died. hahah. i was almost rolling on the floor. and the funniest thing was PAKKEE FELL DOWN AND BROKE THE COVER OF HIS SLOW COOKER. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. the way he told his mum was damn funny and he described to us how he fell. omg damn funny i really laughed like mad. i really like teared quite badly. hahah. and then we were talking bout some stuff and all. it was a mad time laughing, no joke. hahah. then pakkee left soon after. then yunting and i decided to pour cordial down an ant hole. HAHAH. shit damn mean right. and how bout our class left behind all the cordial and freaking alot of plates thinking what, they will disappear. what the. then like yunting and i stayed back till 8plus and just sat there talking to royston. hahha. then in the end i got up and donated the plates to mrc and the cordial to the cleaners. then like paul finished his cwo and joined us. hahah.

so then like yunting went home. and royston, paul and i went for dinner at hollands crystal jade. we spent a long time there eating talking and laughing. no joke, paul is damn funny. hahah and like he told us damn alot of stories bout gangs all. hahah. we went back at like 1130pm. paul took 198 with me. and i got home at like 12 plus. yupperz.

anyway it was a really damn fun day (: oh-gee-elle ass-ass-pee gang we how cool and fun! :D hahah. and i seriously laughed like mad today hahah. no joke manz.


oh and tingali told me she saw ian. so i called him and asked him where he is. then they were all at vivo. i forgot that we were all supposed to go out after funorama! then like all the fairfield people were at vivo. so like ian told me

"i was looking for you. i was at your stall and i bought so many drinks! but you werent there!"
"IDIOT CANNOT CALL ME AH. hahah. YOU DUMB OR WHAT. "
"how i know! i also dont know what you doing. maybe you busy!"

hahah. spastic! so like he asked me to go over to vivo to join them. but then by the time i called him again. he said like they would be going back soon. so i dint join them. well, i really wanted to! i miss all of youuuuu manzzz.

today was just really funnnn (: although some stuff were like WTH and other stuff was just really quite saddening, it was still really awesome (: (: i had grrrrreat company the whole day! (:

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truefriend! thanks for the balloon! im sorry it became like a mouse HAHAH. not my fault! i kept it in my bag! hahah. and sorry for not patronising your stall lahhhhh okay. hahah.

and eh LOSER! i know you'll see this! thanks for the flower! (: hahah. im sure i can keep it alive till fun-o-rama two years later lah -_-". HAHAH. retard!

and thank you j1bestfriend for everything! :D

and ohyes, i had a super hard time washing off the hairspray marc seah! hahah.

woah, im really tired. hahah.

and CLEMENT CHOY JIALIANG STOP ARGUING WITH ME OKAY. HAHAHAH I AM CREATIVE AND YOU KNOW IT. AND AND AND WHATEVER TO THE LIES THAT YOURE GONNA POST ABOUT ME ON YOUR BLOG! HAHAHAH. I DUNCH CARE! LIES LIES LIES!

we're all looking at you says:
eh brb
we're all looking at you says:
argue with you later
we're all looking at you says:
HAHAH

CHAMPION MAN. HAHAHAH.

we're all looking at you says:
YOU SAY NO ONE READ MY BLOG
we're all looking at you says:
SO YOU TRYING TO SAY IM A EMO BURGER IS IT
KIMBERLEY(: says:
HAHAHAH
KIMBERLEY(: says:
i dint say that, you did :D

HAHAHAHAA BURGER HAHAHAHAHAAHAH NICEEE BURGER!

we're all looking at you says:
i dont friend you
we're all looking at you says:
I TELL YOUR MOTHER
we're all looking at you says:
HAHAHAHAHAH

CHILDISH!! HAHAH.

we're all looking at you says:
OH SHIT
we're all looking at you says:
START ALREADY
we're all looking at you says:
BRB
we're all looking at you says:
LATER ARGUE WITH YOU

HAHAHAHAH WHAT THE HELL. RETARD. IM DAMN TIRED I GO SLEEP FIRST ALREADY. ARGUE ANOTHER DAY OKAY. NO HOT GIRLS FOR YOU :D HAHAH

hahah eh royston hon, I HATE YOU!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH. im going to tell the WHOLE WORLD. you die. hahah! woah and shit im damn hungry again! hahah! you suck! (:

alright, im really really tiredddd. my eyes are closing on me. hahah. alright, goodnight! i hope yall had a really fun fun-o-rama, that is if yall had gone for it! hahah. have a goodddd sunday! (:

<3!
2:42 AM '

Too far off the ground.

The past is just that, leave it where it's at
I want to live in the moment with you
wasted so much time, startling but now i'm
spreading my wings and beginning again
mixed feeling and misgivings
that's all a memory now babe
when you saw me for what i could be
then i finally saw the same

Now the lover in me sees the lover in you
and i'm happy to say
that i'm so not afraid
for the lover in me to meet the lover in you
cause i see what we'll be
and the lover in me loves you

-

LOOK AT THIS.

my godbrother on redsports


Desmond Heng of Fairfield wins 3-point shootout.

COOL RIGHT. HAHAH.

ANYWAY, today i dint go to school again. and like i went to the doctor's early in the morning. how bout last night i couldnt sleep at all cause the freaking toe was hurting so badly and my uncle laughed at me and said its like pig trotter. IDIOT. so like to the doctors i went. i took so long to get there.. waited for super long for my turn. so many sick people.

and right, when it came to my turn, i was inside the consultation room for so long. how bout once i told the doctor bout my toe. he looked so serious i got scared. and he started telling me that i might have gout(?) and he still wrote it down on a piece of paper. causes of it and who it affects and everything. and asked me to go and research. like what.. im not a doctor i dont wanna know all that. he said that gout affects old people. IM NOT OLD. and it affects people who eats alot of peas beans wine intestines. I EAT NONE OF THOSE. so he's like "GOOD GIRL." ?!?!?! and then he still wanna check if i have gout. LIKE ISNT IT OBVIOUS I DONT HAVE GOUT RIGHT. i dont even like fit the bill! and he said like, "your case is very unusual. you might have gout. its really weird. youre young and you shouldnt be getting it. but its at the exact same spot where gout hits. you are one of the youngest patients ive seen with gout" LIKE WHAT THE, ITS NOT EVEN CONFIRMED THAT I HAVE IT. so he said "IM GONNA HAVE TO TAKE YOUR BLOOD" omg, i almost died when i heard that. i wanted to cry. okay shit i know its damn loser. but im a sucker when it comes to pain. i cant freaking take pain. you can stab me from the back but not let me see you cut me. HAHAH im one weird man. but wahlao no joke i was really damn scared he kept telling me to relax and all. I COULDNT. and i was biting my finger. shit i really am such a sucker. and he took my blood for super long, i can feel the needle going in and out lah. and he said "DRAWING YOUR BLOOD GAVE ME A HEADACHE. YOUR BLOOD IS SO HARD TO DRAW" nice.. MAYBE I DONT EVEN NEED TO TAKE A BLOOD TEST. i bet he just wanted my blood. OR HE JUST WANTED TO CHEAT MY MONEY. he still said "IM TRYING TO SAVE YOUR MONEY HERE" woah bloody old man. IDIOT AH.

i came home feeling so angry because i cant believe he drew my blood. my first ever blood test in my life.. wahlao but at least i got over it, im quite brave. HAHAH. woah shit if i need to pluck my wisdom teeth, i think i kill myself first. suckzzz man. IM STILL DAMN ANGRY UNTIL NOW. I DONT KNOW WHY HE DREW MY BLOOD, REALLY. !@#$% he dint even give me any cream or anything, just painkillers. so like the whole afternoon from 11 plus to around 7, i tried to sleep. i kept waking up feeling angry cause he drew my blood HAHAHAHAHA. i keep thinking like WHAT THE HELL, WHY DID HE DRAW MY BLOOD. and it hurts lah the stupid wound. my toe not enough, now give me another hole DAMNIT. i really damn angry. HAHAH. actually im not angry im just complain-y. pandhi thinks complainy sounds weird. weird meh. i think its a cool word. hahah. WAHLAO i still cant believe he drew my blood. ZzxZXzx my arm feels so weak lah. ]: okay im making a big fuss i know. tsk but!! aiyuh. okay whatever.

and im sad that i missed the outing to shengshiong this afternoon with my classmates ): ohwellz. and how bout charlotte messaged us this.

"Hi all. This is a gentle reminder to all of u to bring all e money tat u've collected from e couple sale n ALL unsold coupons tmr as tmr is e last day of collection n e school needs to close act. if in e event tat u've lost e coupons, pls make a police report n bring e original police report n hand e report to me tmr. failure to do so, i'll refer u to e funorama comm n u will face e consequence. also I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR ANYONE TELLING ME TAT U'VE FORGOTTEN TO BRING UR MONEY N COUPONS TMR. DUN TAKE MY WORDS FOR GRANTED"

and i was like.... im sure thats a gentle reminder.

SO I WENT TO REPLY
"thats not a gentle reminder. its very fierce"

wahlao really not gentle lor. no joke. hur whatever. im just angry bout my blood. zz

pandhi says he'll piggyback me cause i cant walk. im sure lah. hahah. and you can piggyback me cause youre a pig :D HAHAH. youre one loser (:

im still thinking bout the stupid hole leftover from the blood test. it hurts eh. ]:

okay i should stop whiningggg bout it. BUT STILL. damnit. and the doctor wanted to give me mc for tomorrow also. HAHAH but i said i dont want. tomorrow must go school! hahah. stupid toe, i can conquer the pain. I CAN. hahah.

pinli says:
maybe your parents tried to amputate your toe in your sleep
pinli says:
to sacrifice it and offer it to the Body Parts God

what the hell, asshole. HAHAH.

and how bout jaclyn ng's mum called me this morning cause that idiot dint go home last night. -_-" and my grandma kept saying that some ghost injured my toe. ZZZ.

hahah okay i blog really crappy stuff nowadays. i just wanted to rant bout my damn toe. hahah AND THE STUPID BLOOD TEST. -_-" and how bout my mum just forced me to drink some stupid drink that she bought. hahah loser, i won. i dint drink AHAH.

okay goodbye.
9:04 PM '

Tonguetied.

alex says:
why your blog dont have my picture.

HAHAHAH WHY ALEX SAD AH. HAHAH KIDDINGGG.

pinli says:
its good to talk to flowers they say
pinli says:
haha
pinli says:
: )
KIMBERLEY(: says:
HAHAAHHAHA
pinli says:
IF YOU TALK TO FLOWERS THEY'LL GROW FASTER
pinli says:
SO THAT MEANS IF YOU CONFIDE IN ME I WON'T BE SHORT
KIMBERLEY(: says:
.. thats a lie i swear
pinli says:
HAHA
pinli says:
haha damn

HAHAH OHWELL FLOWER. ITS OKAY. HAHAH FLOWER POWER ALL THE WAY! :D

HELLO PEOPLE. i dint go to school again. i am so so so damn tired i swear. i dont know why. not enough sleep i guess. plus all the shit on my mind the past two days ate up alot of my energy. hahah. im one tired man. pinli calls me the best tranny. HAHAH. what the. nice.

anywayyyy, yesterday was tuesday and tadah i went to school. met up with alliance in the morning for abit. then it was school. contact time and then GP LESSON IN THE VOID DECK. HOW COOL IS THAT. HAHAH. lisa li like stuck paper on the vending machine and we learnt bout poverty there. cool rightzzz. hahah. marc was like "mdm i wanna buy drink from the machine" HAHAH. so we were like eating and learning which was pretty cool. hahah. math after that was quite funny. i sat in between aveil and anna. woah eh we AKA. HAHAH. and like WE ARE ALL THE SINGLE DIGIT-ERS. HAHAH damn funny. so like we were all doing shit. aveil was like smsing the whole time. i was cleaning my phone and aveil laughed at me. HAHAH and anna was like playing game on her handphone. so like we were all wishing mdm will release us early. then right, she said "once you finish the two questions, you can go" SO WE HURRIEDLY TRIED TO DO. damnit we all dont know how to do HAHAH. so by the time we tried so hard and all, we dint even finish and the bell rang already. so like dont need to do anymore, release already. hahah. it was quite funny. we are such losers lah. HAHAH. the single digiters.

so like it was an hour break after that. pretty okay. then had bio i think. then had break. then i spent like an hour plus with the ruggers talking shit. HAHAH. han, titi, jonah, weiarng, darius?, tingle, bryan and stupid jonwoo. hahah it was quite funny. titi bought veet to shave his leg hair, and sheep's. hahah. then like han talked alot of shit that was damn funny. hahah. so like at 2plus. tingali came and we had lunch together with jiazhi and celeste. and at like 315 we walked across to acsi. then while walking, christina just so coincidentally was returning home and saw me and she came over to say hi. hahah. damn coincidental! and she actually called me but i dint know. hahah. see you soon okay (:

so it was to acs i for the polo match. tingali and i sat by the poolside. it was like damn exciting and my heart was pumping like crazy. i felt so scared i dont know why. i really wanted the polo boys to win so super much. well.. the boys lost but i thought they really could have won. like seriously. no joke. i thought nicky's goal was really nice. and the goalkeeper was like gooddd. ohwell.. nevermind! cheer up polo people! so after the match i cabbed down to jj with jacq and mr lau for the soccer match. met up with like kengheng hosea bryan kong yongzhi aaron joaquina valeria joshua blahblah. xiaohua was there too. then like jem wesley nicolette julia cuifen gina all were there also. alot alot of fairsians. hahah. and matin and sat came too! anyway I DINT KNOW LEON TEH WAS PLAYING FOR JJ SOCCER TEAM. WHATS THIS BESTFRIEND. NEVER TELL ME CAUSE YOURE BOTAK RIGHT. HAHAH the whole jj team shaved. and SO DID IAN CHANG OF COURSE. hahah but he looks alright lah. and leon you too, not too baddd. hahah. AC WON 1-0 (: congratzzz soccer-lers. waited for ian after his debrief and then talked for abit. poor guy cramped during the game. takecare you! then talked to mr ong and mr lau for awhile. wahlao you know mr lau was like "eh i thought you filling water for them thats why i paid for your cab fare" MAYBE YOU DONT WANT TO TAKE MY MONEY. and im not watergirl for soccer okay. hahah. he says i should go fill water for the swimmers. what the. maybe i fill for my girlfriend only. hahah. then matin said im AC's MASCOT. woah champion. hahah and mr ong was damn funny. eh HALF BAKED WAFFLE, nice lingo. HAHAH. okay okay so said bye to all of them and our superstar dricee and everyone else then went for dinner with kengheng val jacq aaron and yongzhi. zicha at some coffeeshop nearby.

AND ANYWAY IM DAMN HAPPY NOW CAUSE IM EATING THE CEREAL. HAHAH FINALLY. i told my mum i wanted milk, cause i wanna eat my honeystars. and then she bought four litres of HL milk. she thinks im gonna eat cereal my whole life i think. hahah. yay im so happy. okay random. hah.

and yes, after dinner i walked back home. cause its rather near my house. i walked super slowly and i felt like my life was damn screwed up. cause like i havent been training and im obviously losing touch with netball and thats damn sad i know. i have a chance to go for training and yet im not going. and like i also felt damn loserish for breaking so easily under pressure last year. like i have zero mental strength. like if ever i am in a coma, i'll never wake up cause i dont have a strong will. aiyah whatever. and somemore my studies are like shit. and like i just wanted to devote all my time to training and studying. HAHAH. okay fine whatever. studying is just an excuse to leave all commitments. its like the best excuse really. aiyah but i really should start studying. i can just foresee myself fretting over nothing, because theres no uni i can go to after i collect my results. and then i'll be like DEAD cause my mum wont ever send me overseas. woah shitz. ohwell. OKAY SHIT WHAT THE. the HONEYSTARS ARE EXPIRED. ZZZZZZZZZZ. i eat eat eat then like ehhh why so weird. i went to check the expiry date. ZZ. WAHLAO NATALIE BUY FOR ME WAN LAH. again, everything thats food that she bought for me, i all keep until expire. woah ]: i is very sad now. ]:

okay whateverrrrrrr. so like i was sad last night. cause i was thinking about what i should do with my life. in the end i came to a conclusion. hahah. but i was really damn sad last night zorzz. no joke. i ate my dinner with the people so silently lah. hah. and for the past two days i have been one troubled kid. so like the long walk home did help clear my mind abit. and so i did what i wanted to though i felt it wasnt exactly the right time to do it. but aiyah just whack lah. anyway, everythings okay nowww.

so i went to bed pretty late last night. like near one. maybe thats why i couldnt wake up this morning. hahah. and stupid got construction on the rooftop i freaking cannot sleep zz. woah and i dont know why my left big toe hurts like crazy i cant walk propsly ): meow. woah im tired. im gonna sleep again. hahah. or maybe i should go out and walk walk myself. hahah. actually i like having time alone. im some loner. hahah. aiyah im lazy to go out. i think i go sleep now. hahah. and im like talking to myselffff. zz.z.z.z.z.z.zzz

and LEON says he misses my tagboard. HAHAH and he went to redo the friend test thing and he got 100 and he's some proud shit. HAHHA. cheaterrr! and i know ALEX LEONG YOU DID THE TEST also right! hahah alex got 70 not bad! and some QWERTY person i dont know who got 80 hahah.

and i suddenly remember the bedtime story that pandhi told me last week or something. it was such a bad story. HAHAH. what one special pig met a bad pig HAHAH. then what all became square pigs! hahah. tsk go polish up your storytelling skills okay. i want more bedtime stories! hahah.

i know jemjemjeweltian tells very good bedtime stories that make me cant sleep cause i end up laughing. HAHAH. so actually theyre lousy bedtime stories. hahah.

and jem! you finally got the stupid thumbdrive from me. HAHAH after months ah. champion you are. INSINCERE sucker hahah. okay kiddinggg!

hah. alrightttos, shall go zzz now. goodnight peepz. (:
3:26 PM '

My heart has never ached like this in a long while.

i really felt so so pained for him.
and later on, a bit for him too.

i hope theyre both okay.

takecare of your leg okay s.a.m.
9:31 PM '

Violets are blue
Every color brings remnants of you

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im rather tired i dont know why. today is like how slack im still so tired. im just not cut out for school. tsk, i should quit school now and be a full time couch potato. im getting so damn lazy to do everything. and how bout im so damn unfit i think im gonna fail my napfa. i better start doing pe. this whole year i only attended one mass pe, week two -_-" and zero double period pe. im freaking fat and unfit now i feel sad for myself. ohwellz.

okay anyway quick update bout my weekend.

SATURDAY
stayed home the whole day. pandhi wanted to meet up at like midnight. but i decided to stay home and be a good girl. hah. i slept at like quite late. maybe 4 plus am.

SUNDAY
woke up pretty late, watched munich on dvd. its so damn freaking long i was quite bored. hah then by the time i finished the show it was already 430. and i was supposed to meet jiazhi at 5. HAHAH. by the time i left home it was already 530 and i met her at 7. IM SO SORRY ALLIANCE. now you know how we feel right, when yall are always late! but i let you study i how kind. hahah. so it was dinner at great world's foodcourt for us. and then island creamery for me and her favourite yogurt for her. we went to get TT(yini) 's cake and then we went to get her a huge HELLO KITTY BALLOON. HAHAHA cause we wanted to embarrass her. how sexy right hello kitty. hahah i made jiazhi bring the balloon home and like less than an hour later she called me and told me that the balloon was half the original size. like got holes everywhere. i was like what the !@#$% nice what can last five days! BLUFF PEOPLE WAN. idiotz. hahah. i cabbed over to pandhi's house and helped him with some stuff. woah, you owe me your life. HAHAH. seriously, no joke. hahah. i left his place at around 11 plus and cabbed home. nice spend like 30bucks a single night on cab -_-" zzz. came home and used the computer for abit and slept at 1 plus.

MONDAY
SCHOOLLLLL. ohyeah you know for the first time today, i opened my herland textbook and it freaking stinks. zz the book is damn smelly i swear and joanne loves the smell... RETARD. hahah. i went to school so early today! like seven. and sat at the gate waiting for jiazhi. hahah first thing in the morning saw dricee's ugly hair. HAHAH. jiazhi came at like 7.17. LATE. hahah. so we went to put the cake in the fridge all and went up to the LT to surprise yini. how bout that loser was late on her birthday. -_-" and we couldnt find her. HAHAH ANYWAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY THUNDER THIGHS BIG BUTT CHUA YINI :D you know i love you so! hahah. chapel was okayyyy. nice "God told me to marry you" HAHAH. then it was contact time and then it was break! break was spent eating and holding yini captive while celeste sprayed whipped cream down her back. HAHAH. im freaking sure yini wont ever forget her eighteenth birthday. she found whipped cream in her pencil case too. HAHAH. so like the day went on and all. i spent most of the day stoning. quite abit of stuff on my mind. zz. bio lecture was spent gossiping hahah. after bio tutorial, marc and i left super quickly and briskwalked/ran to acsi. we caught the third and fourth quarters of the polo match. the boys won, yay! [: congrats polo peopleee. and marc seah is a bastard boy. asshole! HAHAH. after the game, i followed marc to meet his friends to sell his funfair tickets. and then i went back to school. i missed the cake smashing session, AGAIN. hahah. then just sat around with the netballers talking. caught up with ugly for abit then walked out of school with weiru. and then tadah back home i came. uglycalves wanted to meet for a movie but like i dont know, i was quite tired so i decided to go home. hah. sorry. so came home, and slept for like two hours. yupppzz.

tomorrow, im supposed to fill water for the ruggers. shit i told renhan already. hahah sorry titi! watergirl cannot accompany you tomorrow! hahah. i must go for the ac vs jj soccer match. MUST. how bout dricee's gonna play against ian. how excite really. alot of fairsians will be going down (: yay, i smell fun! its gonna be a blast like last year! just that last year all the jj fairsians sat with all the ac fairsians and all of us cheered for ac. but now.. i guess the jj fairsians will be cheering for jj.. hmph. but well nevermind. everything's coollll i guess. school ends at like 2 for me tomorrow yay! then i'll be going to watch polo with joshua and tingali and then we'll cab down to jj for the soccer match! exciting :D

anyway, i know tomorrow's like a damn big game/the most important game for the polo doods. so good luck yall! i really really really hope yall win! go to the finals! (: all the best and good luck!

and to the soccer boys too! jj eh. hahah beat them like how yall did last year! go warrick go dricee go dennis! and go ian and go hosea too! (:

yay will see the jj fairsians tomorrow. cant wait (: i misssssszxzxz yall so much!

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"i'll be here"

thank you (:

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ive decided. im sorry.
and she says "youre too naive and innocent to face the world"
maybe thats why.

well, i rather stay this way and not know or find out anything.
i guess reality is too harsh and scary for me to accept.
i wanna stay floating and drifting around in my own perfect world, where theres no blemishes and everything's all right. where everything's all that it should be. i wanna stay away from any horrifying truth or any shocking facts. i guess im really too naive. i'll just die if you throw me into the world now. i'll just freaking drop dead and die i swear. i guess i'd be better off as a kid, where im safeguarded from the horrors of the world. where there's no worry or concern or anything. where life's carefree and im happy everyday. where i know nothing, nothing at all bout how terrifying this world can be. life's too unpredictable, to the extent that it scares me, alot.

i dont know what im typing -_-" theres like so much on my mind. i think i think too much, or im just freaking naive, or im just retarded. maybe its all three. hur.

jaclyn i miss you, hurry back from camp ):

alright, i should end it off here and go to bed. still damn tired -_-" random but i love tingali jiazhi and j1bestfriend!

AND ANYWAY, CLEMENT CHOY JIALIANG JUST SHOWED ME THIS LINK. ITS SUPER BLOODY AND GROSS AND GORY AND GRUESOME AND DISGUSTING AND EVERYTHING BAD. SO IF YOU CANT TAKE IT, PLEASE DONT CLICK ON THE LINK. THE LINK CONTAINS SUPER ALOT OF PICTURES OF VICTIMS OF CAR CRASHES AND ACCIDENTS. ive never seen so much blood and such disgusting stuff ever.. clement choy, thanks ah. if i get nightmare, i'll hate you. :/

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okay, g'night yall!
11:37 PM '

I know everything changes
All the cities and faces
But I know how I feel
About you

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WHARRRZZZARRPPP YALL :D

i just woke up, omg im still damn tired i dont know why. how bout i was messaging just now, then my mum walked into the room and said "why cannot sleep ah?" then i said yeah. and she slapped my forehead. and im like !??!?!? WHATS THAT FOR. and she said " SLAP ALL YOUR CONFUSION AWAY" -_-" maybe im not even confused hahahah. what a retard.

okay so i shall blog from monday.

MONDAY 17th MARCH
i dint go to school. spent the whole day sleeping and using the computer and on the phone.

TUESDAY 18th MARCH
i dint go to school too. i was kinda expecting pandhi to come and visit me HAHAH. then like he said he was on the bus already all. so i thought he's going home. hahah like a few minutes after i came to that conclusion, my grandma came into my room and said "eh your friend come and visit you" hahah. guess who! pandhi bought me vitamin C hahah. thanks youzzz. sat around in my house for awhile. before going downstairs to rent dvds. then he walked me back home and he went home.

WEDNESDAY 19th MARCH
dint go to school too. hahah actually everyday i feel better until right before i sleep, i eat some rubbish and i wake up feeling worse the next morning. hahha. so like i dint go to school. but at like 3, i met pandhi at fairfield's bus stop. and we went to fairfield to sell funorama tickets. how bout my juniors donated twenty bucks to me and refused to take the tickets -_-" and in the end, technically, i only sold two ticketz. and pandhi sold three. he went to flirt with all the girls to get them to buy HAHAH. jaclyn came and then i went with her for dinner before making our way to AC for arts night. sat with titi weiarng mandeep suj davin and jd. hahah it was hilarious lah. how bout mandeep said "YOU CAN GET UP NOW" when the dancers ended the dance on the floor. and next he said "HER CLOTHES GOT HOLES" and suj went "SHE MUST BE POOR" HAHAHAH eh shit it was damn funny okay. and like they kept sabo-ing wei arng to go up for the games. hahah shit funny i swear. anyway arts night was alright. i dint go for last year's so i cant tell which is better. but i really liked s.o.s and the black society. i think the angmoh girl is freaking good. hahah. and how bout mandeep that sheep went up for some game and i was in the toilet. i came back and saw the whole bunch of them going to the toilet and he rubbed all the gel on his hand onto my arm !@#$% idiotz. hahah.

so like after arts night, JACLYN THAT FFC(freaking frequent clubber) went to club, AGAIN. hahah. and pandhi wanted to meet me. but in the end dint lah. cause like quite late already all and got school the next day. hahah. so i went home.

THURSDAY 20th MARCH
my first and last day of school for the week. hahah. went to school all, and my dear classmates were like WOAH FINALLY hahah. eh maybe i sick right. hahah. and like tingali told me that jeremy said what RETURN OF THE KIM -_-'' hahah. so like lessons went on and all. i went for my second lit lecture of the year. hur. anyway i got back all my results and im freaking in ssp. hahahah what the hell. along with royston and titi also. stupid denise, passed like almost everything lah. hahah asshole. we are gonna make our oh-gee-elle ass-ass-pee gang shirt manz. hahah. and ohyeah reena came to ac, so like spent two breaks with her jz and all. how bout i saw the joy of my life after so long, hahahah and the first thing i did when i saw her was laugh. qingyun, marry me lah hahahaha. anyway, i missed my classmates and everyone else man. i should start going to school everyday. hahah. and ohyeah during math lesson right, wesley sat beside me. so like we were talking all and he was playing with his pen. then SUDDENLY, he dropped the pen on the table and he looked down. and like 5 seconds later, i heard snoring. and i was like EHHH? and i turned to him and said ARE YOU SLEEPING. and he woke up looking dazed and replied I WAS DREAMING. HAHAHAHAHHA. so sudden and quick lah he fell asleep. bio was okay. i was like EH HI MADAM I HAVENT SEEN YOU IN AWHILE and she replied I HAVENT SEEN YOU AT ALL. hahah. and then she said she's disappointed with my bio results and i should do far better than that. wahlao i thought was damn good already i got D lor. zz. ohwell. i just apologized and said okay okay. and my gp teacher's rather funny. hah.

OHYAH I SUDDENLY REMEMBER SOMETHING. how bout i received a message on saturday night DO YOU SHARE TITI. from some unknown person and i got a shock of my life. HAHAH. in the end i received another message, SORRY BOUT THAT MESSAGE, ROYSTON HERE. DO YOU WANT TO SHARE TITI's PRESENT? hahah. what a retard. okay random.

so after school. eyebag monster followed me back home and waited for me to get some stuff. and jaclyn came over and borrowed shoes. and my mum was being retarded zzz. she actually took the thick directory book and hit my head in front of them okay hahah. although not painful lah but still!!! hahah jaclyn left and eyebag monster and i went to town. headed to pepperlunch to look for my ezlink card. but ): then we went to crystal jade for lunch because we were two sick children who cant eat alot of stuff so we settled for congee. hahah. and we drank alot of water. hahah. so after that, headed over to his house. he played the organ. so coolzzz. hahah. and he played the guitar and sang for me! hahah :D then after that he was hungry and all and asked me to cook maggimee for him. idiot hahah. and maybe he dint even know where the pots are kept hahah. i guess im not that good a cook at maggimee.. cause like i added too much water and the noodles were REALLY bland but he finished it anyway. hahah. then we watched shutter, which is really not scary at all. and then we watched some random channels on the tv and watched edward scissorhands! i think edward is FREAKING CUTE! like seriously!! hahah he's damn cute lah. hahah. then like watched anime all. then i left at 2 plus and cabbed to ben's place. met up with jaclyn and him for abit. then ben cabbed us to jaclyns house where i stayed over.

FRIDAY 21 st MARCH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN NG :D
woke up at like 12. then tried to sleep. then like got up at near 2. then jaclyn and i went for lunch at the market near her house and she was so eager to leave me to go and meet her boyfriend. ASSHOLE. hahah. so i headed home and used the computer till like around 9. before having dinner and then i headed out to meet ugly calves. we went to plaza sing there cause at first like wanted to catch a midnight movie. in the end, we decided to go on an adventure. HAHAH. oh yah how bout we ran all the way to the red line to discover that the next train comes in 5 minutes. HAHAH bet people think we are some retards. so we went to aljunied and then to geylang. cause we wanted to see like the gangsters and prossies. and like ben said its quite exciting there cause got the real-time gangsters all. in the end i called him to ask him where to go he said got nothing much to see wan -_-" idiot. hahha. so like we got there. it was rather excite but then like got nothing. then finally we got to the right place. and started seeing prossies around. hahah. then like we just walked on and on looking for exciting stuff. but like all we see was food and food. then we walked walked walked till lorong 16, and EHHH. woah happening man that place. hahah. got like gambling dens all and like a fight almost broke out. and that lorong got many trannies. hahah. rather scary. and got like alot of pimps around. hahah quite funny. and ohyeah the funniest thing was i made uglycalves walk down a stretch of road on his own cause i wanna see what the prossies will do or rather how they attack him. HAHAHAH. he refused but in the end he did it. HAHAH so i walked a distance behind him. and omg i almost died laughing and choking on my water. HAHAH. how bout like he walked past, then all the prossies grabbed him and like pulled him and talked to him. HAHAH. it was funny seeing how he break away from their hold and walk away. omg it was super funny. HAHAH. but poor him was traumatised. HAHAH. they asked him "xiao di yao an mo mah" HAHAHAH. and how bout ALL the girls that walked past him all stared at him! hahah. even old aunties lah! hahah. so like after that nothing much to do. we just stood around looking at all the pimps and girls. hah wanted to go to town to catch a movie but missed it already. so like we just sat at some random bus stop and talked. then we took nr7 and changed to nr5 and he sent me home. he was so so super tired lah. got home at like 5am.

and TODAY SATURDAY.
i dont know. supposed to go over to reenas but plan's cancelled. i guess i'll stay home today or like go out for dinner later. see howz. i need to remake my ezlink card zzz. and im hungryz.

hahah alright. nothing much to blog aboutttt. OH I HAVENT GOTTEN MY CAMERA ]: and ohyah i missed my og's outing at botanic gardens yesterday. i think i missed three outings in all lah ): zz.

> R, CHEER UP DOOD :D everything's gonna be okayyyy (: we'll go for sushi and sashimi soon okay! hahah.

alright taas peeps! ._.
7:52 PM '

He's the sweetest drug.
12:20 AM '

I've got my eyes on you.

I AM SICK ): again again again again again ))))))))): but this time its worse. my fever was rather high. like 39 degree celcius. no joke man. luckily my brain dint get fried. im feeling better now after the whole lot of medication. i hate taking medicine and like pandhi said "less fried food. chocolate and heaty stuff" -_-" then eat what siaaaa. woah i really hate being sick. i feel like some weak shit manzzz. maybe like i couldnt walk properly this morning and banged into the stupid pillar. damnit. hahah. and the worst thing is that i dint even know ive got fever cause my forehead dint feel that hot but like i felt quite hot. thats when i decided i should take my temperature. and somemore i woke up and bathe all and was preparing to go to school already. stupid shitz. okay i should stop complaining. at least im feeling better already (: i just really hope i dint pass my sickness to anyoneeee especially pandhi.

okay so so i shall blog bout my weekendddd.

ohyah i saw azmi and sat on friday! hahah it was quite funny. i dint know they were leaving bk already and they actually stood at the entrance for quite long waiting to say bye to me. HAHAH.

SATURDAY 15th MARCH
i woke up at around 12. got ready and all and went to town. met up with reena and queued for tickets. xian came and then we bought tickets for step up 2 (: then we walked towards the foodcourt all and bumped into marcseah nicky and rochelle. so sat at the foodcourt for sometime talking all. then we decided to go to billybombers but it wasnt in operation. so we went to balcony. sat there for two minutes, got up and decided to go village. HAHAH. and what the, it ceased operation since jan or something. i think we are one bunch of laggers. hahah. of course we dint want to go back to balcony so we went to nydc instead. ate and all and just sat there talking bout stuff. soon it was 5 and JIAZHI AND CELESTE WERE LATE AS USUAL. maybe supposed to meet at 2. they came at 530 when the movie is at 520! THEY MADE US MISS THE FIRST PART LAH. deserve to die ah both of you. FOREVER late. TSK. so it was step up 2, the lead actress is so damn mother hot. really woahhhhh. and shes damn pretty! especially when she wore the white dress that time. WOAH. hahah the movie is better than the first, i feel. hahah. i love dancing shows. reena says that i should watch you got served. hahah theres so many movies i wanna watch! like edward scissorhands! and i havent watched sweeney todd and L ): i wannnaaaa watch. hah. anyway next time we are all gonna stay together and build our dream house! with a home theatre with super good sound system hahah. so after the movie we walked around for abit all. and ohyah fatty took out her braces already! hahah. jiazhi, you still have 23 years to go. ohwell. hahah! so then i left them to meet cocoa pops. we walked around aimlessly not knowing where to have dinner at. actually wanted to eat paper and wood at artfriend. HAHAH kidding. finally, in the end, i decided to eat at pepperlunch. hahah. after dinner we just sat at some random bench outside wisma and couldnt decide where to go or what to do. and we saw jasmin! hahah ahpui! ohyah saw sarah too! hahah. we considered going to timbre or wala but like dint really wanna go also. hahah. so then like around 11 i decided that we should go home. hahah. and guess what, i lost my ezlink card. woah best. and i just bought concession lor ]: wahlao now i got no ezlink card ): maybe i'll go back to pepperlunch and check if i dropped it there or something. hurrr ]: and i just remade the card like in december can. damnit. tsk. and i tried calling pepperlunch a few times but no one picked up. tsk.

anyway cocoa pops sent me back even though i really dint want him to. he just anyhow board the bus with me lah. i "please" him like one million times to alight and go home and he refused. tsk. so like when we got to my house here, he already missed his last bus back -_-" wahlao i felt so bad lah. means he had to cab home. hur. so he came up to my place for awhile. he wanted to say hi to my mum but my mum refused to see him HAHAHAH because she says that shes very ugly cause shes already sleeping. hahah. it was rather funny. so like we just sat around looking at fairfields yearbooks. and actually honestly i think my mum likes him HAHAH. and my brother might turn gay for him. HAHAH. kidding. but hes like so nice to entertain my brother. -_-" hahah. we went downstairs and sat at some random void deck and talked. HAHAH i made him feel bad and guilty and all bout stuff last year. HAHAHAHA. then he kept saying sorry HAHAH. its okay lah retard, i forgive you i how nice! hahah. then he told me like i showed him some cheer up sign while he walked past the netball court last year. then im like ??? huh have meh. hahah i cant remember. i can only remember all the bad stuff. HAHAH. and he kept laughing at me.. idiot. hahha. we talked till like almost three and then he walked me back home and then he refused to go -_-" he wanted me to shut my door first before he leaves. but i refused and wanted him out of my sight first before i close the door. hahah it was quite funny. i tried to act angry. but cannot, i kept laughing. hahah finally, he left and he took a cab home. i slept at like near 4.

SUNDAY 16th MARCH
woke up at ten plus and was half sleeping half texting pandhi. that poor pandhi dint sleep for very very long and was like a zombie. HAHA. i went over to his place at around 2 plus i think. i was walking in a light drizzle then halfway it started raining. omg i was like !@$#$# luckily i was near his home already so not so bad. so had lunch with his parents and then we watched some anime. i took some cough medicine and was damnnnnn sleepy. so i slept while we were supposed to watch death note 2. hahah. so he watched alone HAHAH. and then there was this dinner at my relatives house cause MY FREAKING MAD UNCLE JOSEPH LAM GOT FIVE A's AND THREE EXTRA CREDITS(??) FOR A's. what. a. retard. i then dont wanna go for the dinner lor. later they keep saying my results and all. hahah. pandhis mum came in and asked us to go for dinner. and like both of us were in shorts and tee shirts. hahah then his mum tried to get clothes for me to wear and asked me to wear pandhis old pants or something. hahah. quite funny. and pandhi actually said i was flirting with his mum -____-" hahahah. the both of us ended up playing some slapping games. idiot he slapped damn hard lah hahah. then he tried to plait my hair which was a failure. hahah. so we went for dinner at liang court, some jap restaurant. pandhi and i just wore tee shorts and slippers. hahah. anyway i think his mum is damn cute and funny hahah. so after dinner, like they were buying chocolates and i suddenly remembered that chocolate lady conned me last time. HAHAH. wahlao she anyhow wan lah. ask me try chocolate then just packed and weighed and charged me. champion. hahah so after that his parents dropped me somewhere and pandhi waited with me for my bus and then i came home and slept pretty soon afterrrr.

MONDAY 17th MARCH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITI :D
woah i just realised i owe alot of people presents still -_-" shitzz. anyway i woke up at like 530. so super early. hahah my eyes were like burning i swear. damn hot i dont know why. tsk. anyway yunting messaged me to tell me that i passed bio. HAHAH yay. and jobasan messaged me to tell me i failed geog. hahah expected but aiyah whatever. hahah. i think im in ssp already. ]: royston dont sad okay! we oh-gee-elle ass-ass-pee gang! :D and tingali told me that emily switched class -_-" woah emily, you the best. how can you abandon us huh. but actually, nevermind. i understand. ohwell. poor us. hah. and i havent done the essay that was supposed to be handed up long time ago. i think my gp teachers gonna slaughter me -_-" i am damn sad ): i wanna eat the dark chocolate that christina bought for me ): but i cant eattttttt. and the whole day i only ate what a piece of bread and sweet potato soup. anyway my appetite had been really bad these few days. ]: oh yah anyway christina! thanks for the stapler you bought me, its really cute (: and my grandma wants to throw beardy away omg. what a retard. and then my mum asked me to hug the wombat that pandhi got me. its new name is womby. hahah cute right. better than jiazhi's toys. all the names like what, PRINGLES, FATTYBOMBOM, AHMAO. HAHAH. okay lah quite cute :D hahah.

anyway im not going to school tomorrow also. hah. shall like go rent dvds and watch :D

alright take care people, do not fall sick! hahah. taas! (:
4:10 PM '

He's my Wonderful (:

HELLO EVERYONE.
the holidays so far have been really good (: really enjoyed myself thus far, and i know i'll enjoy myself alot too the next two days. im just sad that holidays are coming to an end already ): ITS WAY TOO FAST. they should give us like at least three months holiday please. one week's not like a holiday at all. its just like normal school days for me actually. HAHAH. whatever. everyday's filled with plenty of fun and love, and im very very happy (:

okay okay bout my week so farrr. lets see.

TUESDAY 11th march
i woke up at 10 plus to call jiazhi. THAT IDIOT. i gave like maybe ten missed calls and she either dint pick up or rejected them. i gave up calling. -_-" so called jaclyn ng. she woke up. BUT SHE ONLY CAME TO MY HOUSE AT ALMOST TWO. NICE AND GAY ASSES. hahah. when jaclyn came, i was cutting my hair. was quite funny actually the hairdresser. he's rather nice. hahah. so so to my house it was. grandma cooked quite alot of food. and i was so lazy to chew so i dint eat alot. just like one bowl of rice all only. hahah. then we just like lazed around using the internet and talking and blasting music and all. i kept blasting clubbing music HAHAH trying to make her dance in light. HAHAH. but she dint, damnit. hahah. so then so then we left my home at bout 5. she went to meet the rest in town while i went to hougang. had dinner with my daddy and a whole bunch of strangers whom we met randomly there. it was rather funny. hahah. they all spoke in some dialect that i dint quite understand but i tried my best. hahah theyre all quite nice. how bout they ordered quite alot of food and i had to finish all when they were all full. i really ate alot. and i ate CRABS. hahah after exactly one month of not eating them(okay actually i ate soft shell crabs) hahah. so so after that i went to town to meet up with jaclyn ben baohan and zenji. we went to bk and ate. then we went back after that. i felt quite bad cause like they wanted to play pool but i wanted to go home. hmm. came home and used the com till like around four plus i guess. anyway HAHA ALLIANCE MY STORY IS MORE TRAGIC. ohyes in the end jiazhi dint come over cause her tragic story of sleeping at 9am caused her to be so tired she couldnt come. she wanted to come cause she felt bad. but as a good and nice alliance i asked her not to. HOW BOUT MY TRAGIC STORY OF WAKING UP AT TEN PLUS TO CALL YOU SO MANY TIMES AND IN THE END YOU DINT COME. hah i win. HAHAH. tragic right, now you owe my yupi burgers :D HAHAH.

WEDNESDAY 12th march
i woke up at 11 plus and replied pandhis message. then couldnt really get to sleep after that. hahah. and while i was using computer halfway SUDDENLY EVERYTHING IN MY HOUSE THAT HAS A PLUG STOPPED WORKING. freaking forgot bout the power stoppage. idiot, means that lifts also not working. maybe i stay 12th floor. hahah so in the end i tried going back to sleep instead of going to jaclyns. but couldnt sleep. zz. mummy asked me to go and see the cameras. so i got up and all. in the end also dont know why i got pissed off with her. i just went out without her. went to jaclyns house and just slacked around. she took so long to get ready cause she refused to get off the stupid computer. in the end we were late and we had to cab. IDIOT. so met up with ben(tp), ben and bao(TRIPLE B) hahah. got the stamps from phuture and went for dinner. i wanted to eat zicha and we did. HAHAH eh ALLIANCES, i finally ate my zicha. HAHAH. so like around 11 we went to phuture. like the music totally sucked.. seresly. it got better for like 10minutes at like 1 plus. and then it sucked again. and got better for any 10 minutes at like 2 plus. wahlao i was so bored and stuff i wanted to just sit on the floor. HAHAH. and they finally played two good songs at the end. so it ended off well. but throughout it all, was like so-so only. tsk. boring. hah. so so after that all of us minus ben(tp) plus eugene went for supper at happyvalley. eugene has a car. so after supper, he fetched all of us back. then DRAMA. first, jaclyn left her stuff at happyvalley. so after dropping baohan, we went back to happy valley. on the way there, eugene realised he lost his phone. so picked up jaclyns stuff from happyvalley then went to meet baohan again, cause jaclyn left her stuff with him -_-" then finally we could go back. i was rather scared and thank God ben followed me back home. woah. thanks man bro. ben and i sat at the coffeeshop over coffee and milo hahah and just talked. some quality bro-sis time eh. like maybe hes damn bad to me, only care bout his girlfriend(erherm) hahah. we talked bout quite alot of stuff, just like ol' times. and like yes, we just realised we are yet similar in another way. hahah. but this similarity is rather retarded and like we're just weird. hahah. the chat was pretty good. and then he left at 710 to fetch his girlfriend for camp. hahah.

then i went home, used the computer till 730. bathed all and went out at 8am. reached fairfield near nine. coached the cdiv for their game against commonwealth. and watched the bdiv played c'wealth too. till like 11.30. it was good cause i saw my angel :D hee. hahah. went to town after that, met up with my og kids for lunch at seoul garden. pretty good fun (: thanks for peeling the prawns and cooking stuff for me. i was pretty tired. hahah. it was fun making the icekachang but it was like not nice cause the ice clumped together and all. i threw the huge chunk into the pot. HAHAHA. lester did the same and we went to get icecream instead. we wanted to make ourselves icecream floats lah. hahah. then while we were about to leave, the waitress knocked over the pot at the other table and we saw like its icekachang inside also. HAHAHAHA then we laughed. maybe they saw us doing that and copied us. hahah. we went over to aunty ani (lidya)'s house after that. just behind cairnhill. played bridge and all and i was like dying. hahah then went to some underground place in the condo with a pingpongtable basketball hoop and squash court. the whole place was ours. i played pingpong with my slipper cause i had no bat hahah and we played basketball all. hahah was really fun (: left at around 6. a few of us walked to paragon. then i went to take the "please take one for your umbrella" that plastic and blew it up. peter did the same too. so we were like clapping those things together. then suddenly peter whacked kejun with that thing and BANG! everyone got a shock. omg it was seresly FREAKING loud. i hurriedly deflated mine and ran away HAHAH. how bout i was in school stuff! idiot. so i walked them to lucky plaza. and i left for novena. it was really good fun (: and i know div had alot of fun too! hahah :D ginaaaa where're you! hahah. i love my og, (:

so after that, i went to novena. elis and i were the earliest. yay bestest! :D so we walked around and all and talked and stuff. so met up with hosea joash and jtoh. then went to bungalow(mediterranean cuisine) to wait for the rest. yongzhi joshua and lissa came. so we were like discussing if we should eat there and all. hosea was like "come guys! i saw a very nice toy, i bring yall go see!" and they tried to run away. hahah. so we just stood outside the restaurant. after a long while, i couldnt take it anymore cause i was damn hungry. joash too. so i just went in and said 12 seats. HAHAH. then alex cheryl tiff aaron kennethOng kengheng and jiayi came. hah i hope i dint leave out anyone! so yes we ate. the food was good (: SORRY JOASH HAHAHA. yknow cause the person came with this pasta and put it in front of elis and i. we ate it. HAHAH then when we were about to finish, we realised EHHH HOW COME ONLY GOT CLAMS. i thought we order got shrimps squids all. in the end, WE ATE JOASHES FOOD. HAHAHAH. and he was super hungry somemore. then in the end his food came when we all finished eating ): sorrryyyy. hahah. elis and i shared like two main courses. the foods really pretty good. hah. so it was catching up time with charkoh and alex. alex is as funny as ever i swear. i remember saying "he's so big his arm is like twice your thighs" and he said "I HAVE SMALL SEXY THIGHS" HAHAHAH. thats alex for you. and he said alot of rubbish also. ko, chark and alex kept me alive lah. hahah.

so after dinner, the bill amounted to around 400 bucks. hah. we went to take the train. and i wanted to go supper with the rest at the cheeseprata shop. i already said i was going but i dint have the energy to get out of the train with them. HAHAH. sorry. they were like "i bet you wont go", "you sure wont go" in the end, i really dint go. what happened to "i'll prove to yall i'll go!" HAHAH. sorry! so i went back with ko, elis, lissa and jiayi. and how bout hosea nearly died cause he got "kiap" by the train door. aaron pulled him out and saved his ass lah. hahah. so we all alighted at the next stop and waited for the next train which aaron and hosea were on. hahah. i got off at jurong east and took a bus back. i was so unlucky to have no seat and i slept standing up. omg so embarrassing lah. hahahah. so got home all. used the com for abit. before showering and crashing. THATS 36 HOURS WITHOUT SLEEP hahah omg madness. i woke up at 6plus am for dont know what reason -_-" and couldnt really sleep after that cause of the damn construction. again again again. ]:

FRIDAY 14th march
i got out of bed at like eleven. then went to bathe and all at like 12. and i panicked when i received pandhi's message. HAHAHA. wahlao i was in such a rush i just anyhow put on a teeshirt and jeans and just anyhow whacked and i went out and forgot to bring the letter and chocolates -_-" i only realised after 10+ busstops. so i got off, took a cab back home and get the stuff and went to pandhis place. i reached his place at like 1.50. and i just stoned.. and stoned.. and walked around.. and looked out the window.. and stood in the toilet for the longest time ever. HAHAHAH. wahlao i was dying lah. in the end, he only came back at 3pm -_-" hahah it was rather funny. i left a letter on his desk and wrote like "by the time you read this and all, i'm with my friends already" blah blah something like that. and i was texting him the whole time, so i said like im out already also and like i have stuff till very late. hahah. and he really thought i was out with my friends. hahah. so maybe at like 3 when i heard him open the door and stuff, i was like quite scared that he'll spoil his own surprise. HAHAH. so exciting lah. then he was reading the letter when his mum went around looking for me. HAHAH it was quite funny. cause i told her that i'll be waiting for him in his room. but i was hiding in the toilet. then like the mum went into his room to look for me, but i wasnt there so she opened his toilet door to look for me also. omg i got a shock cause i was behind the door. HAHAH but she dint see me lah. then like she continued looking for me! hahah the things his mum said while looking for me were really funny and i wanted so much to laugh. she said something like the maid bluff her HAHAH. his brother helped to save the situation by asking what his mum was looking for. his brother said something like "whats happening" then his mum was like "i dont know. hes smiling all the way"or something. hahah!! then like his brother sort of showed his mum that i was in the toilet and i popped out and said hi. then she was like a bit shocked and suddenly the whole commotion just died down HAHAH. then she whispered to me "youre waiting for him to read the letter is it?" hahah! the whole thing was really quite funny. so like he kinda expected that i was somewhere in his house cause if not his mum wont be looking for me HAHAH. i wrote in the letter that he must call me immediately after he reads the letter. and he did. then i went out of the toilet to surprise him. though it wasnt that much of a surprise after all the drama. HAHAH but still, i know he was surprised and happy! HAHAH. [: yay im so sweet HAHAHAH. then he told me that he was sad cause he thought that he couldnt see me at all today. hahah! and said i lied to him. HAHAH i dint lie okay! like i really had the whole day filled up actually. hahah. but im so nice, to surprise you! :D :D hahah! im sucha good actress! hahah. okay i should stop praising myself HAHAH. so then it was present time! hahah he bought me quite alot of stuff (: havaianas, wombat soft toy(very cute), this pig keychain -_-" idiot, soap HAHAH and many starbursts :D thanksszxzx :D hahah. ohyah! when he took out the havaianas i was quite shocked cause like EHHH, i thought he doesnt know my size cause i only replied the message that he asked bout my size long after he finished shopping. then i asked him "how you know my size?" and he said "i tried it on" HAHAHAH. cause like we exchanged slippers and walked in them before. hahah. then i was like" you remember?" and he said "yeah of course" HAHAH. yay :D and oh yah he bought havaianas for himself too. and he bought the same colour as the one i already have. COPYCAT. HAHAH. okay lah kidding! now we can wear together! HAHAH. hello stupid pandhi! i sweet right! HAHAH. although i had to wake up so early and rush and stand in your toilet for so long TSK hahah, it was worth it! (: my surprise surprising right hahah. im how nice to you you tell me. HAHAH. okay okay enough of praising myself seriously, hahah. you're very very nice and sweet also okay (: hahah <3!

then around 5 his mum dropped us off at fareast. he followed me to meet joanne and yunting. they kept complaining bout me being late for 2 hours. HAHAH. shit im so sorry. but not my fault!! hahah. spent only a bit of time with them but im glad that i got to see them anyway. so like walked around with pandhi after that. he was very nice and accompanied me till bout 8, till ben came. then he left for home. thankz pandhiiiiii:D

so met ben for dinner at bk. sat there for like almost 3 hours. sit until my butt pain lah. then went to gloria jeans for like around 40minutes or something. talked about alot of stuff again. hah. yknow this brother of mine is a retard. and i know he thinks that his sister is a really good advisor and very mature and smart and sensible. HAHAH right not! okay whatever hahah. it was a pretty good time. so left at like near twelve. and mum picked me up from clementi at 12 plus. and i just showered and all. hah.

you know just now i was just thinking that "yay, life's perfect now" then i received a message -_-" yknow shit really happens. whatever, im still a happy girl (:

(:

TOMORROWWWW IS STEP UP TWO WITH REENA JZ CEL XIAN AND NAT WHOO I CANT WAIT :D

and shit im damn hungry again -_-"""" hahah i shant eattttt. i shall go sleep soon. the soccer boys just came back and truefriend's asking me retarded stuff ugh. zzz.z.z.z.z.z.z. idiot. youre not cool at all sucker. hah. gotta wake up at 11 later. i shall go sleep now. goodnight peepz :D :D

and ohyah you know there are people who actually get to my blog by googling WARRICK WEE, MARC SEAH, EKATANU, MR XU, AND KIMBERLEY ACJC -_-" and jaclyn thinks that i have a stalker -_-" hur.

and jaclyn ng, i hope you die in camp. HAHAH okay kidding. see you soon bestfwen (:

alright, taas! :D
3:49 AM '

Cause its love tonight.

i haven't slept a wink in the past 36 hours. im really dying and my eyebags are really horrible. talk about yall not being eyebag monsters and now im one myself -_-" shitz. i am really so mother tired. was supposed to go for supper but i really cant take it anymore. sorwiez peepz. despite this fatigue and slight fever and stupid eyebags, im really really happy [:

today's really really Awesome, with a capital A (:

im so glad i dint forgo any of my activities for sleep (:

and i'll carry out my plan tomorrow, even though i dont really feel like it anymore. but i cant possibly back out.. and i really dont wanna wake up tomorrow. but tsk, i have to. alright. i shall go and bathe now. im so gonna crash straight away after showering. i couldnt even stand properly in the train(i kept losing my balance) that ko has to constantly hold me. and i actually slept standing up in the bus. im that tired. waking up at 1130am, to dinner to phuture to supper to breakfast with BB to coaching to og outing to thursday dinner gang's dinner. im really exhausted. tsk im so weak. i really wanted to go for supper. i still said "i'll prove to yall that i'll go!" when they kept saying that i wont. shit. zzz. sorry! ): next time okay!

alright. goodnight people. taas. have a good good good weekend. (:
8.1.11.0, unexpected through it all.
11:30 PM '

Forever in your eyes.

hello.

i've decided to remove my tagboard cause i dont wanna reply the anonymous taggers anymore. sorry. i know thats not very nice of me. but im really quite lazy to reply already. hah. actually im lazy to reply everyone. HAHAH. thanks for taking time off to tag my board people. its only right if i reply. thats why ive taken it off, so i dont have to reply anymore. HAHAH. i am so lazy. yknow i am so lazy that im even lazy to chew my food -_-" i cant believe myself sometimes. hahah. anywayyy, i just wanna thank all the people who have been encouraging and nice on my board. and to the not so nice ones, well, thank you too, for bothering to tag and for your concern. and for i dont know. hahah. i hope yall will be happy for me! because im happy tho my life is pretty retarded hahah. i think im really quite retarded -_-" HAHAH shit. i dont know what im typing anymore. i think im not thinking properly. hah. well, thank you everyone for reading my retarded blog that contains pretty much alot of retarded stuff. hahah. i think i might stop blogging. like stop. like never to blog again cause im damn lazy to type. HAHAH. but aiyah, sometimes i like to type. hahah. and its for memory sake! hah.

so before i decide whether to still keep this blog, i have a wish to make! and it is "i wish that everyone will be happy no matter what! (:" i love seeing people happy and smiling, it warms my heart. like this special tingly feeling! hahah. and i dont think anything's sad or bad enough to kill happiness or joy. so be happy people! hahah. and smile more! :D hahah. oh shit i think im sounding more and more like a mad man. hahah. okay time for tag replies!

TAG REPLIES

JACLYN : you retard i cant believe you read the whole shit. its so damn mother long. and you were so super late today! ass. but i still love you (: hahah

anon. : hey, thank you so much! really means alot to me (:

anonimon : yeah i guess. i'll be careful. thank you so much for understanding [:

# : hi there. are you sure you know who i like? hah. and i have no idea why you tagged that on my board. if it was meant to serve as a warning, i sincerely thank you. i'll be cautious. but no matter what it is, i dont think its nice to tag that kinda thing regardless of it being true or not. thanks anyway for your concern.

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and i spent so much time travelling today, all because of the stupid jams and super long journeys. hougang is a faraway land i swear. hah. and i spent so much time waiting for people today. and i do get super grouchy sometimes when i have to wait for people for very long. well, mood swings. hahah. sorry for being rather quiet and moody today, P ]: and alliance! my tragic story is more tragic than yours HAHAH you better feel bad i tell you! and i want my gummies!

wed and thurs and fri and sat are packed (: yay. its gonna be mummy, jaclyn, ben, zenji, zhihua, etc, cdiv, hanos, thursday dinner gang!!, joanne, yunting, netballers, reena, jiazhi, celeste, xian, avis and nat. [:

yay (: and i wanna carry out my plan! :D secret secret! hahah. i shall discuss the details with one special lady tomorrow night. hahah! but im kinda.. a bit the nervous and scared HAHAH. shit im damn loser. hahah.

okay im really quite tired. gotta wake up early and pack somemore. im leaving home and never coming back. HAHAH kidding lah. but im really not coming home wednesday night hahah.

okay good night people. sleep early and dont end up being eyebag monsters(inside joke) !! (HAHAH okay kidding kidding! )

yknow this is the first time i wish holidays come to an end quickly. not like i wanna go to school also. hahah. i dont know why. im retarded. okay taas! (:

and i apologise for sounding like one mad person. HAHAH. goodnight!
2:39 AM '

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you

HAHHA that song was ringing in my head the whole night long. i wonder why. hahah. i went to bed at slightly past 2am and at 4.31 am. i got up and walked around cause i was wide awake and couldnt get to sleep. tsk. probably cause my bedtime is 4-5am. but i wanted to get more rest cause i had to wake up early today. in the end i only slept for like 5 hours. woke up at around 8plus to a message (: yay. hahha.

okay SO this past week has beeeeeen awesome. because i bought four dresses, 3 shorts, and 2 bags. HAHAH. shit thats why im as broke as a bucket. ]: but im still happy (: hahah.

time. to. blog. bout. everything.
its. gonna. be. pretty. long.
but. the. reason. why. i. blog. out. so. much. stuff.
is. because. they. are. memories.
and. i. wanna. look. back. next. time. and. recall. and. smile.

hahah. okay here goes.

16th feb saturday
had OGL VID at 8 till 2 plus. it was good seeing all the ogls. hahah. then went to valleypoint myself. pandhi came to find me although he was running a fever. i cabbed him home after awhile. stayed around for awhile and his brother fetched me home before fetching him to the doctor's. got home. used the com for abit and went to mum's shop for pool. slept for a bit. and went to thomson at 4 am for prata which sucks. came home, used com. and slept.

17th feb sunday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINGALI! :D
i was late to meet jiazhi. and i was late for AN HOUR. HAHAHAH im so sorry alliance ): but my excuse for being late is good right. LET YOU STUDY. hahah so we caught PS I LOVE YOU. awesome and duper sweet show (: after the movie, we hung around for abit. alliance told me bout her dream "eh you know i dreamt bout you. i dreamt that i saw alot of LGM. like really alot. one whole mountain all different ones! then i was like OH MA GAWD IM GOING TO BUY THIS FOR KIM. then i searched for the price tag, ONE MILLION DOLLARS. then i AH FORGET IT" HAHAHAAH. thanks alliance (: ohyah thanks for the gummies although i dont eat them. HAHAH. alliance waited with me for my bus and i left for kap after that. met up with my og kids before going over to bukit timah plaza for dinner. then we walked to peter wang's home for the farewell party. nice peter stays like in a maze. HAHAH. then we were walking then we were like OMG THIS HOUSE DAMN NICE, and we thought peter lives there. in the end, he stays in the house right next to the damn nice house. awww. hahah. so like everyone played cards and stuff while some people set up the laptop and all. then we played the farewell video on the tv. like 20+ minutes long. damn touching and alllllll. i left pretty early and went to visit pandhi. SURPRISE! hahah. yknow i actually went to the wrong house, no wonder looked so weird. HAHAH shit. luckily i called him to come out instead of knocking on the door. hahah. we spent some time together at the playground and walked around the place. and he actually "bowled" a huge rock over an army of ants. HAHAH. quite funny. went home pretty soon after that.

18th feb monday.
went to school together with paul hong and showed him a new way to get to school. hahha. took a pink slip cause i wasnt feeling too well. but i dint go home. hmm yupp. went to meet jobasan and tingali at holland at seven for tingali's birthday dinner. bought her this carebear balloon that she likes alot (: hahah. dinner at sushi tei it was. we bought her a cupcake cake hahah. then we walked around the place and we walked past guardian/watsons and they had the 1.95 sale. HAHAH and we bought alot of stuff for CHINAMAN cause it was his birthday the next day. we bought him like SUPER UGLY BATHROOM SLIPPERS, SHAVERS. FACIAL WASH, WOMENS SOCKS, TOOTHBRUSHES, TISSUEPAPER, FAN COVER, CABBAGE, POTATO, SALT AND SOMETHING ELSE. HAHAHAHAH we laughed like mad while choosing the presents. i almost died laughing. everyone stared at us as if we were crazy. omg damn funny. HAHAHAHAH. and yknow i actually wanted to wrap a huge rock up and said that he can only open the present when he gets home. HAHAH cool right. then he would have lugged a rock around the whole day and he would be cursing me when he got home. HAHAH. but i dint go to school the next day so i dint have the chance to carry out my plan. hahah after shopping for the presents. we went home. yupp.

TUESDAY 19th feb
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINAMAN CHARLES YAP! (:
dint go to school. woke up pretty late. went to ac's gate to meet j1bestfriend for my valentines day present. its a really damn sweet gift (: thanks! then i went to valleypoint and stoned. omg so much was on my mind i could die. pandhi came to find me around 5 plus. went back at 7.

WEDNESDAY 20th feb
tingali told me that girlfriend walked past our class's booth on friday and tingali asked her to buy stuff. "you buy, i tell kim not to break up with you" HAHAH and girlfriend really bought. then girlfriend asked "wheres kim?" and tingali said "whats surprising? she ponned" HAHAH eh wahlao say until i always pon. i never okay! hahah. and oh i went to school with paul again. omg we reached acsi bus stop at 7.27. WE RAN ALL THE WAY TO THE HALL. and reached at like 731. I ALMOST DIED. HAHAHAH. shows how unfit i am lah really. the day went on and all. and i really cant remember what i did after school. OHYES I REMEMBER. the ogls were released early. and we went to practise our dances and our march ins. then we took the gp package test. then girlfriend carey and i went to the cafe for abit. then i left to meet jaclyn ng. she waited for me at ac's bus stop. we took a bus down to our hangout place and ate icecream and lasagne and pizza. it was a good time as usual (: left pretty early that night cause that ass went to club. hahah

THURSDAY 21st FEB
ORIENTATION TWO !!! :D it was greattttt. mass rallies were so so so good (: i had three new kids. the day went on and all with a lil bit of drama here and there. hahah. but at the end of it all, everything was good (: that was the day i fell down with auntie lidya and got the stupid wound on my chin. hahah. the mass rally at the end of the day was really WHOOO WOAHH VERY GOOD (: hahah. and i was having a headache and div went to get panadol for me. THANKS! and thanks kenneth! for cleaning my wound for me! (: haha and thank you everyone who were concerned over the stupid wound. hahha. it was debrief and clean up after that. yay the ogls redeemed ourselves for the stupid attendance thing. hahah. clean up was alright. then it was water bomb tying time. the ogls sat at the water trench and tie and tie and tie. it was like a water bomb concentration camp according to someone. hahah. and oh i remembered saying "eh nicole you look damn sexy. maybe i wanna date you" HAHAH then she was like "what maybe. you mean definitely?" hahha. cannot lah. my girlfriends all there know. hahah. GG took some photos after that with david loo as our photog. washed up and all after that and went to holland for dinner with del eden nicole and ariel. thai express it was. i dint know that pineapples are the heat-iest thing on earth.. i ate pineapple rice.. saw senior nana working at frolick and chatted with her for abit. hahah. went home shortly after.

FRIDAY 22nd feb
DAY TWO. omg i woke up with no voice. stupid pineapple rice. i sounded like a duck. hahah shit lah. was really damn bad. walked around with marc and david loo after assembly. bumped into mr lau and he said that i had syphilis cause of the wound!! idiot. hahah and marc had to go and tell tingali and jobasan about it. ass. hung around in the void deck for abit. before having mass rally! then it was og time and all. i had another new kiddd. and a few other people. it was tough juggling a group of 24 with no voice. somemore div wasnt with me most of the time. luckily my kids were rather cooperative. hahah. they kept making fun of my voice and kept laughing at me! i taught them this hanos cheer and it was somewhat bimbotic. and they kept using my screwed up voice to say it. hahah but was quite funny. they kept teasing me lah. hahah mass rally was really good. then we danced on the track! it was so gooooddd. hahah. and then it was og time! gina came to join us (: so we cabbed to holland first to reserve seats for our kids. i had 26 kids by og dinner. hahha. div gina and i did some hand signal thing and said WE LOVE YOU ALL to our kids. hahah. my kids wanted balloons again so gina and i went to get them for them. after dinner, we went back to school. went to the cafe then went down for campfire. did 07's mass dance. which was quite bad. hahah i couldnt really remember! then like it started drizzling and we had to hurry everyone to the bleachers. the ogls all ran up to the hall and stacked the chairs. we did it damn quickly and like everyone was working hard and in unity kinda thing. it was really heartwarming. good job ogls! next, i rushed down and brought my kids up. got them the front seats again. i swear i became damn kiasu for them. hahah. campfire in the hall was not bad. it was still fun and all. with the mad dancing and all again. after everything ended. it was debrief and that was it. the end of orientation.. we did a seres cheer and the hanos cheer for the last time before i let them go. then it was cleaning up and moving back the chairs. and i demonstrated my tranny walk. HAHAH. eh quite cool okay. then it was debrieffff. then the end.. really the end of orientation. ]: ]:

went for supper with titi royston dennis ashley sara and zoe. it was pretty okay. everyone left except titi royston zoe and i. we stayed at swensens till like 3am talking and laughing. hahah. then we went back after that. it was a pretty fun time.

23rd feb saturday
woke up pretty late and stayed home the whole day.

24th feb sunday
i seresly cant remember what i did i dont know why -_-"

25th feb monday
schooollll. HAPPY BIRTHDAY APRIL! yinli got caked with april's birthday cake HAHAH. i had super alot of breaks. hahah. i think there was bio lecture. and miss tan asked "whats a mutation" then i laughed and said 'eh charles you leh mutant" (class joke) and then miss tan went "CHARLES YAP" hahah we just burst out laughing. so it was like WHATS A MUTATION? CHARLES YAP. hahah! charles ah charles. school ended at 330 due to extended bio lesson. i dint even know. like 250 i packed up and sat there waiting for madam to release us. in the end tingali told me that lessons ending at 330. i just died. hahah. after bio. hung around in th void deck with jz, kao, ao and marc. talking all then we played "i spy with my little eye" jz went "i spy with my little eye, the letter starts with E" then ao was like " I KNOW!! APPLE!" HAHAHAHAH omg we just like WHAT THE AND LAUGHED. hahahah. then later on we kept making fun of her. it was quite funny. 430 came and we had make up bio spa. omg was so damn difficult what the hell. tsk. after that, met alliance in the voiddeck and headed over to the cafe with fatty and TTBB. ate a bit cause like there was no more food left. then went home after that.

26th feb tuesday
err i think i dint go to school again. hahah. went to valleypoint to study. and pandhi came to find me! [: then we went for dinner with jiazhi (:

27th feb wednesday
dint go to school also. met joanne yunting jingwen at 3 at cine. went for sushi buffet (: i was the first to start eating and the last to finish eating. hahah. then we walked around. bought some stuff here and there. then the rest went off leaving tingali and i. then we walked around town. we went to wisma and they had this "bing tang hu lu" thing. i was so fascinated. cause like they always show it in the ancient chinese shows. then ive always wanted to eat it. so i was so tempted to buy it until the auntie told me its a fruit. and i was like... red fruit.. hahah all those who know me well enough will know why.. so i asked tingali to buy it. in the end it wasnt nice HAHAH. and we wanted to keep it till the next morning for joanne. so walked and walked and i was so tired from walking. and we went back at 8 plus. hahah

28th feb thursday
gp paper. it was like a sai. hahha. what the hell lah. so tough zz. went for breakfast at holland after with tingali. then headed over to starbucks to study. and i slept instead. hahah woke up, studied a bit then left to meet pandhi. we went to valleypoint to study. it was not very productive cause we kept distracting each other. cutting the serviettes into different things and throwing rubbish at each other. hahah. he's an ass. went for dinner around 8 plus. then went home after that. i was feeling pretty unwell. i think my body's super weak. i got to start training!!

29th feb friday
dint go to school. headed out at like 4 plus to great world. spent sometime alone. then alliance came and meet me. barely studied cause i just couldnt concentrate. left for serene after that, because alliance had to go to fang's place which is near serene. i dint want to eat macs but i had no choice. shit you jiazhi. hahah. she came to meet me at macs after that. talked for quite sometime before she left for home and i left to meet someone at around 12. left him at around 2 i guess? cabbed to town and met up with ben and jaclyn. zenji and baohan came after. sat at balcony and they talked while i ate, six chicken wings -_-" then went to play pool after that. then dramamama. till 5 plus. jaclyn and i took the first bus back. got home at 7 am. and crashed.

1st march saturday
woke up at 10am. got changed and all and went to meet xinyi xuening salad nicolette julia miss lee and mrs ang and baby lynnsy for lunch (: miss lee is retarded. and baby lynnsy is so tall and pretty grown up for her age! hahah. lunch finished at 2 plus. xinyi xuening salad and i caught leap years after that. rather impractical but pretty sweet. i like wonglilin. then after that, i came home for 30minutes. before heading out again. hur. then i went to town alone first. waited for alliance for an hour. actually 30minutes. cause i was early. ate chippys before reena came. we cabbed to holland then to changi airport. the cabfare was 26 bucks. and during the whole cab journey, we couldnt stop laughing i bet the uncle thought that he was fetching a bunch of looneys. hahah. i was tearing and i was really dying lah hahah. met up with fang xian and gerry at the airport. then talked and all. before fang left for aussie. then gerry fetched all of us to holland where we waited for celeste to come and we celebrated xian's and celeste's birthday at swensens. avis came too. hahah. it was a good time(: waited for nr5 alone at the secluded bus stop, was quite scary. hah. got home like 3 plus.

2nd march sunday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTE, XIAN, YINLI & PINLI!
i woke up pretty late and spent the whole day at home. eating using com and sleeping. i feel like a pig. studied for math at around midnight when i found my notes empty. gave up, used the com and slept at 3 plus.

3rd march monday.
math paper. was like a shit. hahah. i drew so much lah. wahlao had so much time to kill. lunch at dover market with tingali and jacq and josh after that. hung around a bit with oka and friends and the netballers. qingyun's a joke :D hahah. I MISSED THE CAKING SESSION YAY. hahah i totally forgot bout it and went for lunch. thank God seriously. hahah. if not i'd have gone for lit stinky. hahah. lit was bad. really bad. zz. after lit, i went home. studied for geog at 1 plus am and slept at 3 plus am.

4th march
geog paper at 1. was almost late. paper was okay, okay shit a lil bad. hahah. went back with chinaman after that. used com and all and slept at 4plus am.

5th march
no paper. stayed home the whole day. slept alot and used the com alot. studied for bio at night. slept pretty early.

6th march
bio paper. and tadah terms were over! went for lunch at holland v with tingali. and spent time with her till like 2 plus? hahah it was quite funny. we met this guy who kept singing M-A-N MAN. HAHAH and he was like offering free advertising and taxi services lah. damn scary but funny. hahah. we went back to school hoping to find something fun to do. our plan failed. had a pretty long chat with the ruggers especially edmund that gay. hahah. and true friend lost his whole shoebag HAHAH. loser. then walked out with tingali. and went to vivo to meet jiazhi. bumped into marc nicole alvan and kao. met jiazhi at toysrus. bought some stuff and walked around. bumped into like marc and gang. and in the end we decided to catch juno with them which was actually the original plan but we backed out last minute. hahah. but in the end we caught it with them still. them = marc nicole vivian weilin cheryl ethel hoiyan bala kao alvan szus jeanette . yuupppp. it was pretty alright i guess. walked around after that. then jiazhi and i left for bukitmerah for her dental. i am so super scared that my wisdom teeth will grow out. i'll just die because im such a weakling i cant take pain at all. ): im really damn scared. like really really really omg zzz ): ah shit. tsk. went for dinner at macs before leaving for home at around 9 plus. good time spent with my dumb alliance. hah.

7th march friday
went to school for chinese results. hur. then went to play mahjong with tingali pakkee and jobasan at temasek club. then girlfriend called and i realised that i have to go back to school. cabbed back with yunting. then went to do some stuff. then cabbed back to the club. three people mahjong and then pak's mum came to join us. shes really good man. hahah. im not bad too! pak's mum and i won joanne and pakkee! hahah :D went home at 6 plus. came home changed all and went out to meet jaclyn ben and baohan and ben(tp) at zouk. they spent a pretty long time trying to get me to club. wanting to pay for me and all, trying to make me feel bad and stuff. but in the end i dint club. i was damn insistent but i ALMOST gave in. i memorised the id already somemore. hahah. but still, i resisted and said no. HAHAH. waited for them while they went to drink. saw mindy sam ness reuben and benlim. then its dinnertime finally at like 10pm. pandhi kept saying that theres a possibility that someone will ask me out after dinner. hahah maybe thats why i dint wannaaaa club cause i was hoping that pandhi will ask me out. AHAH. zenji the birthday boy thinks hes damn cool and can be late. he was so late lah! and i felt bad for not clubbing cause it was his birthday and cause ben they all said so much shit. assholes. after dinner, pandhi asked me out ! [: hahah. left them at around 11 plus and went to town. met pandhi at ps at 12 plus. caught no country for old men at 1am. woah the show is so freaking long and rather complex. hahah. i was quite boreddd. but i had good company (: walked around after that. asked him to go back but he dint want to. so we walked from ps to swensens for EARTHQUAKE -_-" hahah. then we tried throwing paper from a distance into the rubbish bins. we're damn retarded. hahah. then we walked to fareast then to lido then to forum. wanting to see trannies. hahahah. in the end, we saw zero trannies. went to forum macs and sat there for abit till like 5 plus. before going to wheelock's bus stop and caught the first bus. he was so insistent on sending me home but i refused. that poor pandhi was like dying lah. he was like so tireddd. hahah. thanks for staying out all night with me (: he accompanied me on the phone till i got home (: got home at 7plus and slept straight away.

8th march saturday
woke up at 2. and wasnt feeling well so decided to give wan's party a miss and went to sleep instead. woke up at bout 9pm? and used com till like 3 plus i think.

9th march sunday
woke up at 1130 cause of stupid pandhi hahah. he actually knocked on the door for quite long but no one opened the door so he called me. hahah loser! okay kidding (: hahah. he bought me a box of dove amicelli and ferrero rocher. hahah. and he gave me a letter! hahah. he came in for awhile. then my brother came home. and we actually watched my brother play maple story and we helped him abit. HAHAH. then we went out wanting to go to the funfair. but pandhi is a jinx and the funfair was gone -_-" so we went to kfc for lunch. dint feel like eating and he kept forcing me to eat. idiot. bluff me one lah what last one last one. hahah. and then we started shooting ice at each other and kept blowing air at each other's faces with the straw. hahah we kept laughing it was so funny. and pandhi laughed till his stomach hurt and he was like tearing! and he couldnt stop laughing. omg i was shocked HAHAH. never seen him like that before and i was like err shit HAHAH. went to find my grandma for abit then his mum came to pick him upppp. thanks for everything pandhi! thanks for making me smile and for smiling and thanks for being so sweet! (: hahah. so i came home, packed up my sofa. and like used the com all. was too lazy to meet jaclyn and gang for dinner hahah. then i read the letter and i teared. hahah but the letter was really sweetttt! tahah talked to true friend on the phone around 9 plus. and used the com. then went to bed at 2 plus am. and woke up at 4 plus. got back to sleep at 5 and woke up at eight cause of a message (: then back to sleep and up again at 11am.

MONDAY 10th feb
the soccer boys left for thailand at 6am this morning! byebye warrick dricee and dennis! seeyall soon! (: hah. i woke up at 11 plus. went out. met jaclyn at clementi that idiot made me wait so long! hahah. then went to town. lunch at bk then to bugis. cause baohan and zenji wanted to go there to buy caps. hahah zenji that legal boy went to mos for the first time and got himself a girlfriend(zhihua)! HAHAH. and baohan had a munity(sp?) as ben calls it. HAHAH cause he helped me to carry my bag the whole day on the account of the promise of not jagging him at all. omg i was dying i wanted to jag him so badly lah! but i couldnt cause of the stupid promise. hahah. but in the end i couldnt take it anymore i just jagged him. hahah! and jaclyn was dying the whole day cause her love dint contact her. HAHAH. and everytime baohans phone rings, jaclyn thinks its hers and goes crazy when she realises that its not. hahah! and she was so agitated when i received a message from pandhi(yay (: ). HAHAH. it was dinner and then it was to town again. ben came after that. then we went to xinwang. for dinner again. then went back near 11. came home around 12 plus.

im quite tiredddd. not enough sleepppp. and im like running a fever. shit my forehead's quite hot -_-" damnit. jiazhi and jaclyn are coming over to my house tomorrowwwww. okay laterrr. i should go to bed soonnnnnnn.


TAG REPLIES:

ANONIMON : everyone's like someone's ex right. so are you saying that we can only date people who has never dated before? so that we are not "moving onto someone's ex"? wouldnt the world be loveless if thats the case? love strikes anyone and everyone. i dont think we have a choice over who we wanna like. i dont think we can control anyone's feelings. everyone deserves a chance and has the right to love and be loved again. i think its fair. people do move on and find new love, and eventually the right one. someone can have a couple of ex-es. but he or she is just in search of true love. do we stop loving just cause the person of our dreams is someone's ex? i dont think so right. any two people can be beautifully in love, at least thats what i believe in. i hope you get what im trying to say yeah. sorry if i sound kinda harsh. i dont really know how else to put it. hmm. thank you, if you bothered to read this. (:

DIGIMON: HAHAHAH nice and gay you are. (: thanks! i'll be pokemon and fight monsters with you! hahah.

POWDERFUL YINLI: hahah your nickname? yeah youre so powDerful! hahah. i where got badmouth you! i never okay! hahah. (: flower power!
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hahah okayyyy goodnight peepzzzz :D
3:18 AM '

My Sugar High.

HEYLO EVERYONE. IM A VEHHHREEEE HARRRPYYY GIRL :D

cause today at 1130am, i received a call and i woke up to a pig's voice. i think im the smartest person on earth. i knew he was at my door. HAHAH. telepathy maybe! HAHAH. so got up, brushed my teeth and all before opening the door to the sweetest pandhi alive ever. thanks for everything today! the chocs and the very sweet letter and the surprise and just you (: thank youuuu (: you were the first person i saw once i woke up! a perfect start to my day (: thanks for wanting to surprise me by my bed when i was still sleeping! but too bad no one's home to open the door for you! HAHAH. but still, very very very sweet of you![: <3!AND I CANT STOP LAUGHING AT THE PHOTO IN WHICH YOU WERE TRYING TO LOOK AT YOUR EYEBROWS. HAHAHAH (:



and i talked to true friend for like 40 minutes just nowww. finally ah true friend. hahah. please come back in one piece and dont die there or bring back AIDS okay. hahah. okay fine, even if you do come back with AIDS, i'll still be your true friend. cause true friends dont abandon each other! hahah. right right. have a nice time sleeping at the airport tonight. hahah. seeyaaaaa soon! <3.

and JACLYN NG AH JACLYN NG. GOT GORILLA ALREADY DONT WANT YOUR BESTFRIEND RIGHT. NEGLECT ME!!!!! I SAD I COMPLAIN. HAHAH. kidding lah. see you tomorrow retard (:

and ohyes i have somethings that i must blog about. HAHAH.

firstly. MY MUM DOWNLOADED MAPLE STORY AND IS PLAYING IT. !@#$%^?!?!?!?
secondly. I DREAMT THAT SOMEONE SAID I LOOK LIKE A BUTTERFLY BABY. HAHAHAHAHA WTH thats like a caterpillar!! i woke up and i could only remember that. HAHAH
thirdly. i dreamt of celeste jiazhi jonah sheep titi, ksl, sparklers and police -_-"
fourthly. i dreamt that i bought a remote controlled cockroach and i was hiding in a corner maneuvering it towards jaclyn. and she was screaming her head off and running all over the place. HAHAHAHAHA omg, i woke up laughing.

i dream every night. but these few nights my dreams are WOAH HAHAH funny dreams. and i remember them hahah.


and presenting PINLI

pinli says:

because i know

pinli says:

one day someone will prove all my theories correct

pinli says:

and then i will be smart

pinli says:

and i will run to the top of the highest hill in the world

pinli says:

mount bukit timah

pinli says:

and i will laugh at all you stupid assholes

pinli says:

like this

pinli says:

HAHAHAHHAHAHA

pinli says:

HAHAHAHAHAHA

pinli says:

HAHAHAHAHAHA

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pinli says:

okay if i use ah beng slangs again just nudge me

pinli says:

i must weed it out of my system

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pinli says:

don't la

pinli says:

SHIT

pinli says:

I SAY LA

pinli just sent you a nudge.

pinli says:

SAID LA

KIMBERLEY(: says:

WHAT

KIMBERLEY(: says:

HAHAHAHAH

pinli says:

you didn't nudge me so i had to nudge myself

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pinli says:

kim is very nice, every single day

pinli says:

thank god for kim

(the only truth 1800PINLI has ever spoken)

hahahah.

yin li says:
i used to be damn scared of these curses
yin li says:
last time
yin li says:
my brother
KIMBERLEY(: says:
really..
yin li says:
called me possessed
yin li says:
i beat him up
KIMBERLEY(: says:
then
yin li says:
like seriously
KIMBERLEY(: says:
HAHAHAHAHAH
yin li says:
hahaha
KIMBERLEY(: says:
yeah that just showed that you are
yin li says:
YEAH HE SAID THAT
yin li says:
then he told on me
yin li says:
to my mom
yin li says:
):

i swear the flower brothers are jokes!! HAHAH.

okay i shall stop blogging now. maybe i'll blog bout like EVERYTHING since 15th feb tomorrow night or somethingggg. when im free basically. HAHAH its so damn hell alot. i shall summarise everything! hahah. okay im pretty tireddd. shall sleep earlier tonight. goodnighttt yall. happy holidays! :D

12:16 AM '

Suga suga how you get so fly?

You got me lifted shifted higher than a ceiling
And ooh wee it’s the ultimate feeling
You got me lifted feeling so gifted
Sugar how you get so fly

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got this from ROYSTON's blog.

Guys..
realise that the girl holding onto you
is GREAT in her own special way

The way she laughs;
the way she sleeps;
the way she loves you;
the way she tries to please you..

Always remember that

She can always get up and walk away
getting someone else who can love her more

For all you know,
there is someone out there wooing her already,
but she is rejecting,
a maybe perfect love for her.

There might also be someone out there
who is willing to love her more than
you are loving her now
fufill her every need
and love her as much as she loves you

Understand that

Imagine this. guys.
When you are holding her today
and then you cheat on her by hugging
and kissing another girl
and then you run back to her
and you do the same
but do you see love in her eyes
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?

She loves you not because you are
good looking
you have money
buy her things
make her parents happy
or that you have a car.

She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say,
everything you do.

Guys.
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of
that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
the least you can do
is to give her unconditional
love as she has given to you.

WOAH. HAAHAHHA NOT BAD AH ROYSTON. NOT BAD NOT BAD. YOU'LL MAKE A GOOD BOYFRIEND. HAHAHA


AND GIRLS

From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and
some random guy walks into the room and
you jump up and tackle him, without even
introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and
talk to him for ten minutes without even
acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at
2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.that
it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/
beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.

One the sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.

let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" about it

We enjoy doing it. It's expected.

Smile and say "thank you."

Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's
looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first
place, you don't have to feel the need
to wear the shortest skirt you have or
put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not
what you wear.

honestly, i think a girl looks more
beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
or my tshirt and boxers, not all
dolled up

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the
beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don't talk about how hot Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney
is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

REALLY.. HAHAH MAYBE ITS ONLY YOUR POINT OF VIEW! HAHA OKAY KIDDING. TAKE CARE IN HOCKEY CAMP YOU RETARD :D

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and i wanted to go send my army of mutants(the ruggers) off tomorrow. HAHAH. but shit their flight so early. HOW TO WAKE UP. tsk. nevermind, yall know your hydration specialist wishes that yall have a good and safe trip righttt. please try to keep the water clean for consumption. HAHAH. and please stay safe and take care and do not injure yourselves okay! and dont disturb the trannies! HAHAH. (: see yall soon! :D

and gerry went back to aussie today. sorry couldnt send you off ): takecare and see you soon! (:

oh and i gave wanpin's birthday party a miss ): im so sorry. i was feeling quite sick in the afternoon so i decided not to go.. hope you had a blast and super fabulous eighteenth!! happy WAN EIGHTH (:

and happy belated birthday zenji. sorry that i dint club with yall yesterday. hope you had a good time (: youre FINALLY legal shuffler! hahah.

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jeremy. says:
walao
jeremy. says:
u know
jeremy. says:
i fail all my tests
jeremy. says:
lol
KIMBERLEY(: says:
ALL?!?!?!
KIMBERLEY(: says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAAAHAHAHAH
jeremy. says:
retarded
jeremy. says:
cause u curse me fail i really fail all
KIMBERLEY(: says:
MY FAULT AH. HAHAHA.
jeremy. says:
yes
jeremy. says:
i blame u

OMG PANDA YOU ROCK. HAHAH. MAYBE YOU CURSE ME FAIL EVERYTHING ALSO!! hahahahahah

and omg im as broke as a peanut man. HAHAH. and im as tired as a rocket. okay doesnt make sense i know. hahah. yay im gonna get a new digicam by the end of the holidays! like how long lah, the last time i used my digicam. that spoilt crap hahah. nevermind new one! i shall go check out the cameras like on monday or something tahah. (:

okay and the last time i blog proper was like 15th feb. omg the next time i blog bout everything ah, the post is gonna be FREAKINGGGG MOTHER long hahah.

TAG REPLIES:

DENISE! HAHAH i was just being retarded when i said blogspot friends. hahah okay lah i'll go get a lj. so can friend royston and you. hahah.

JEWEL! hahah forced?!? i slap you ah! hahah idiot. the sun and the skies! how bout rainbow and light! hahah. yay yes i know that (: (:

okay shall enddddd off nowwww. this morning was <3. hur. okay bye.

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i knew it

12:01 AM '

Hostage to thoughts of you

HAHAH shit. my precious alliance said that im not nice enough to her. and i should write her seven letters, one for each day of the week cause i told her bout my letter plan. HAHAH. no wayyyy!

i stayed home the whole of today. couldnt sleep very well last night zzz. woke up at like every hour. wasnt feeling too good in the afternoon so i forced myself to sleep. sleeping's the best remedy (:

AND OMG JEAN NG WAS ON TEEVEE JUST NOW. HAHAH i received christinas message and sprung out of bed and glued my eyes to the tv for like 15 minutes. ahh my love :D

and ohyes i think my oh-gee-elle ass-ass-pee shirt idea is very cool HAHAH.

last night i was up till very late. like four am? hahah and i was reading through some old messages and was smiling to myself. and i suddenly missed four people alotttt. KC, JEWEL, BUCKET AND BOWL. i think only like maybe two of you read my blog but still.. i have some stuff to say to yall i guess. anyway, nice nicknames right. HAHAH.

KC! hmm firstly.. SORRY FOR HOW I TREATED YOU IN SEC TWO HAHAHAHA I HOPE YOU DINT BEAR ANY GRUDGES AGAINST ME. HAHAAH. those were the days man. hahah. anyway, im really glad we became like super close. i cant really remember how and why we started talking again. but thanks for being so so very nice to me. hahah. i read through the messages and i realised like you reassured me many times and you were always always there for me. hahah thanks for like accompanying me to school via messaging at like 6plus am although you dint have to go to school. for coming down to kap to pass me my present. for even searching for my present. hahah. and for cycling to school when i have netball camp to pass me cupnoodles at 1am HAHAH. i climbed down the second floor parapet thing. if i fall i die know. hahah. okay whatever. its not bout me. hahah. and shit you. i remember on the morning of my bio o's paper, you called at 2am and we talked for like 1 hour plus. in the end i was so tired i dint study for my paper. HAHAH. okay fine. not really your fault. you know i recalled how much you love to eat chicken and macwings, i couldnt stop laughing. HAHAHHA. i swear youre one big joke. and like i remember meeting you at like 4 am at the super ulu stretch of road. omg you suck i was so damn mother scared! hahah theres so so much things for me to laugh about. and i remember you made me cry twice! ): hahah. but ultimately, i really thank God for you. really really. i hope youre doing well (:

JEWEL! hahah my amazing jewel who says that he will run to wherever i am to save me if ever i run into any trouble. HAHAH. hello jewel tiannnn [: youre really one big ass retard. hahah but you've been really really wonderful. thanks for sticking by me and never abandoning me though i was such a wreck. thanks for helping me through my lowest (: i remember how we used to emo together and how we laugh at every single thing. and i remember how you always talk bout your retarded bear when its not even cute! hahah. and your super small and straight teeth HAHAH. please stop playing soccer so much and even if you do play alot still, please dont injure yourself okay! i miss your spastic smileeee. AND YOU STILL HAVE TO PRINT RAYNA THE BIRTHDAY THING. HAHAH omg, late for what four months already! TSK. hahah. lets go out soon okay. havent seen you in quite awhile already. hahah. my crazy ass bestfriend, thanks for everything (: diamond loves you many many [:

BUCKET! HAHAH remember how bowl bucket and bottle came about? i really miss the times when the three of us hang out together last time. everytime im with the two of you, i feel really happy. cause i can never stop laughing and smiling. especially when bowl is sucha freaking retard. hahah i remember us laughing till we were almost rolling on the floor and all bowl did was giggle. HAHAH shit i miss us alot actually. although we dont hang out in a trio anymore, its okay. bestfriend, i know we havent been talking much and we've always been talking bout going out and catching up but it never really happened. buttt, i hope youre doing well okay. and please do not think too much and make yourself confused over nothing okay! hahah youre one of the craziest person i know. and thanks for being there for me when i was an emo piece of shit. hahha. i remember your super smelly kenzo and how you always go on and on nonstop bout everything. hahah. i remember the times when we had to secretly hang out. hahah and i remember us playing the darts and yall throwing me off the chair and pinning me under it! assholes! hahah ah. i miss those times. hahah. be happy okay :D

BOWL! hey, though like we dont talk anymore after all the shit and all. but honestly, i was really shocked but rather touched when you messaged me that time. i really really miss hanging out with you and bucket. how we go over to each others place for dinner and staying out late and stuff. hah your sleepwalking stories never fail to make me laugh whenever i think bout them, or tell my friends bout them. hahah i remember always making fun of your hair, and how gay you are. hahha and all the retarded things you do. the way you laugh and giggle or try to act serious. hahahha. and i miss all the late night suppers. and even the stayover at bucket's place. i remember how you always say DONT CARE and in the end you care so much. you really bring joy to peoples lives and even if youre sad, you try your hardest not to show it. i remember how you always fart and how you slap people. hahah. all your stupid antics. i really do miss them. i remember how you slap your forehead and how bucket and you always bully me. hah i miss laughing at you. and just everything. well. i hope youre happy whatever youre doing now. (:

and theres one person whom i have alot to say to. but i know i'll never say these things to him. hmm. but i really feel damn asshole bout this whole thing when i think bout it. to this really special person, thanks for being by me all the while, standing up for me and protecting me and everything. sorry for hurting you so badly last time. i guess.. i dont know. im sorry. and thanks for everything, every single thing you've done for me. being all so concerned bout my dislocated toe, buying me all the candies chocolates and stuff, taking notice of everything that i like, taking note of the songs that i like and burning me a cd with all my favourite songs, being happy and sad with me, texting me everyday just to make sure im fine, showering me with so so much concern, and accompanying me wherever i wanna go. for staying up late to talk to me, for writing me all the letters and always telling me how important i am. for every reassurance and all. thank you. you really are the best. and i guess i kinda ruined this whole friendship. im really sorry for tearing up one of the letters right in your face, for making you cry, for saying hurtful stuff, for neglecting you, for everything bad ive done. i dont expect much, i know i screwed up. but im glad that at least we're still pretty okay friends now. and i was really happy when you texted me "hey, lets hang out more okay. kinda miss you (:" i wish i hadnt done all the shit that i did. but i guess theres no room for regrets. whatever it is, thanks for everything okay, really. see you soon (:

ah. i dont know if im feeling happy or sad. hahah. and, theres something on my mind constantly and i guess its slowly getting to me. hur. sucks. im losing hope.

TAG REPLIES:

> DENISE! hahah YAH LAH WHAT MISS SINGAPORE ! hahah its okay, i got owned by all my papers. its alright we are the oh-gee-elle ass-ass-pee gang! hahah (: anddd why you go switch! hahah dont wanna get a lj lah. damn troublesome. hahah how bout you get blogger and we can be blogspot friends! hahah!

> LEON! yes, five minutes and it never happened! (: hahah. AND YES I REMEMBER. YOU used to buy icemountain for me when i had sorethroat! happy now! i credited you! hahah (:

its been three days.

10:59 PM '

A loud silence


I don't want to have to say goodbye
Hold tight
I just wanna stay and hold you tight

You're like heaven to hold
And you're the flame when I'm cold

Love me like the rainbow loves the light

-

GOODNIGHT.
hahah. i just woke uppp. and im down with flu again. i think i never ever really recover lah. tsk. suckzxzx. okay today i went to school at like 1250. i thought i was going to be late for my paper! hahah met tingali and jobasan. and tingali gave me present! she made this LGM hair tie for me! ah damn cute! (: hahah thanks!! :D i think my friends really dote on me alot. like 95% of all my LGM stuff are given to me by my friends! thank you yall i feel very loved (: hahah.

yay tomorrow i got no paper. to all you losers who have papers tomorrow HAHAH SUCKERS. okay i was just kidding! hahah good luck! (: for the first time in my life, i dint leave the physical geog questions blank! hahah. although i stoned for quite awhile while i looked through the questions, i still wrote some stuff. hahah. shit damn tough lah. even though i might fail the paper, but its gonna be my best geog paper ever. hahah. i remember last year i left like 3 essays blank and i got a comment on every page "please study" , "please study again" and "please study once more" HAHAH i laughed when i saw the comments. rather funny hahah. chinaman was very nice and accompanied me to take 198 home. hahah. and my j1bestfriend is very nice. HAHAH. he messaged me at like 12 plus AM to encourage me to studyyyy hard and offered to buy food for me when i was gonna be late for my paper. yay (: hahah. i was actually stoning and when i saw your message i started studying know! hahah. SPEAK OF THE DEVIL! he just came online. tsk. honoured not j1bestfriend! hahah!

AND I KNOW THE EVIL FLOWER BROTHERS WILL SEE THIS. so to you losers, GO AND DIE. HAHAH. i was so nice to wish yall happy birthday okay! how can yall say my words are hurtful! hahah

woah my nose is really killing me and im like tearing like maddd again. hahah suddenly i remember me having flu during season time two years back. and my angel bought me flu medicine! [: [: hahah. shit i miss fairfield netballlllll! ]: i should start training soon zzz. but im so lazy. and i really like my life now. damn carefree! hahah. im like some super unfit piece of lard now. its damn sad. hahah i really should go trainnnnn. woah imagine if i never ever play netball again.. hur. i should get my ass down to friday trainings. like this week! hahah. shit but i bet i wont lah. and i think i blog rubbish hahah. whatever.

okay i got nothing much to say. except good luck for the remaining papers everyone! anddd i wanna eatttttt brownie temptation from orangejulius and salsa nachos!! hahah. okay im nice and random. and i downloaded the new live messenger eeyer i dont like. hahah. ohwell.

alright taaasssss (:
9:27 PM '

YAY I AM SO MOTHER HAPPY. HAHAHAH CAUSE I GOT TO EAT MY CHOCOLATE TUTU THING! YAYYYY AND CHEESE TOFU AND LEMON CHICKEN WINGGG (: HAHAHAHAH food makes me really realllyyyyy happy, along with colourful things! (: and all the one-da-full people i have of course!! :D :D

oh anyway, i got owned by math today. HAHAH big time man. last night i took out my math notes and wanted to study. and when i flipped open my normal distribution notes. i was like EH? why only got two pages filled. the rest of the many pages were blank. woah i just died. HAHAH. then i realised that i havent been to math class for like maybe 2 weeks? hahah valentines day was the last. hahah! and like two out of five questions were on normal distribution. woah best. hahah. we started at 9am. 915 i was stoning already. and then i drew a whole lot of stuff on my question paper. and i still wanted to show tingali then SHIT i realised need to hand up the question paper. i just.. died again. HAHAH. i think my teacher will flip over and faint when she sees my paper lah. hahah

and finally! lunch at dover market after like a million years! ah i miss fairfielddddd and the retarded fairsians! ]: tingali and i were talking when suddenly some retard banged her bottle so loudly on the table. HAHAH jacqueline! she and joshua joined us. and they started talking bout lit and i seriously, no kidding, know no shit bout anything. i just... stoned. hahah. and i told joshua "can you please tell me to go for lit?" and his reply was "i have been telling you that since last year" and i just went "oh." hahahah. okay okay i'll go for all my lessons next term! please motivate and remind me friends. hahah. oh and the lit paper was quite.. bad? like got nothing to write maybe! and how bout i dint even bring my lit book! hahah. tingali taught me what soliloqy right before the paper. and it came out! just that i spelt soliloqy as solilogy DAMNIT. hahah i was still so proud of myself. i thought i was right lah! HAHAH. until after the paper i thanked tingali and she laughed at me! wahlao i thought you said GY okay! hahah whateverrrr!

and ohhh! oka gave me a cute pen before my paper today. and its really rather cute. hahah. he says that if i use it, i'll pass. BLUFF ME MAN. hahahah. thanks retard! (:

and i wanna marry qingyun! HAHAHA no i was kidding. marry her?! i'll just laugh till i die. HAHAHAH she's the joy of my life i swear. REALLY. i so wanna tell the whole world what happened to her on saturday. HAHAHAHAHAHAH omg. im laughing to myself now. all you people who know about it, i know yall are laughing with me now. HAHAHAH. she's really a joke, worse than jiazhi know. HAHAHAH

and this cracks me up i dont know why
"And the fwreaking lump on my back is killing me. Like wassup with it man I really wna find out. I'm so angry about it everytime I think about it HOW CAN A STUPID LUMP GROW OUT OF YOUR BACK FOR NO REASON RIGHT?! ZZZ."

HAHAHAHAHAH. guess who :D

andddd HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO FATTY CELESTE LEE! XIAN! YINLI AND PINLI THE GAYS, SCREW UPS AND FLOWER BROTHERS! :D

okay two more papers to go! (: cant wait for friday and saturday! :D allll the bee-ass for terms peepos! :D

(:
4:57 PM '

time will tell.

someone turned up at my doorstep with a bouquet of my favourite blue roses. i was dumbfounded. he asked me a whole string of questions that got me thinking. it all brought me back to the promises i made, my choices and what is happening now. maybe all that he said was true.

"maybe he loves you. but no one loves you more than i do"

speechless, i dont think i deserve any of that.

-

i spent a great deal of time stoning on friday. thinking bout stuff. feeling so down and all, i just had all the memories running through my head, with all the "what ifs" of course. regrets too, no surprise.

three hours of sleep starting from 7am on a saturday morning, and an hour of solitude at 8pm later on rendered me one moody person who sat alone in the midst of hundreds of people with a crashing mind, feeling pained, stupid, unloved and very unappreciated.

the leftover feeling of being unloved and uncared for from thursday snowballed into feelings of i-dont-know-what. i felt pretty awful from then till now. maybe all that he said was true. and the yet again reminder of the promise i made fourteen months ago just propelled me towards a certain direction. hearing all the love stories and sweet acts and all dint make me feel any better. in fact, perhaps, worse. envious, possible.

amidst the whole load of fun i had yesterday, i couldnt get it off my mind. constantly, like an hot iron rod it struck me, bringing with it much pain. i thought bout my plan and felt even more stupid. i feel so damn dumb, really. now that ive gotten an idea about my significance and worth, i wish i can turn back time. i just wanna hide under my blanket and sleep my whole life away. maybe i'll feel better that way.

why did i allow it to start, change, and fail.

and i know i always say "nothing will ever be the same again, just better or worse"
i know which it is for now.


please do not assume what or who im talking about, cause i dont think anyone knows.

alright, i recall the five-minute rule. leon, do you still remember? hah.
2:08 PM '