"Once an OGL, always an OGL"


i drew it! nice rightttt hahah!

ORIENTATION ONE.





GINA!!


after campfire



HANOS :D :D





















I LOVE ALL OF YOU!




SERES OGLS!





some of seres ogls


SERES! :D

O2!


KENNETH! yellow sissy boy! hahah


valerie


jane




can you spot my kids? hahah theyre the ones with the balloons!


gina


lester


jonathan, he has a twin!


jocelyn tan


hui pei


michelle


luong


kejun


bryan


donavan


jiayin


oka


jocelyn koh


xueqi


cassandra


ben, who left for hc.


thanasak


peter peter he's our man!


april


nicole who left for nj




aunty lidya


vanessa


jayne


6/9 of GG


girlfriend and my dirty hair. hahah.


astrotwig


og dinner



love triangle minus jj


my girlfriends and me!



GIRLFRIEND!


(:


SERES OGLS!


we love each other so much, we tie water bombs together hahah




we are quadruplets hahah


nice zheqian hahah



look at how shaolin monk spoils every picture hahah!







<3.






















the greatest and seresly bestest og (:


Orientation just ended. two days just flew past like that. all the ogls were sad and all.. seeing the red eyes and tears rolling down faces and stuff.. i wish orientation never ended. but thats just retarded i know.

im just really glad that ive an awesome bunch of kids. and great ogls to tie water bombs, and stack chairs and get dirty and have fun with. i love everyone who has made o2 a success. its really really a great deal of difference from our own o2 right ogls. hahah. im really happy that ive done o2. all the friendships forged and all the ties built. and seeing my og grow from a group of really retarded and asshole kids HAHAH to a bunch of really- super-bonded-like-superglue kids. i seresly love hanos alot (:

i love seres too, all the ogls and all, kenneth and joanne.
and of course all the clan heads who have put in so much effort for orientation.
and the council plus adhoc plus miss kwan our bigboss hahah.

thankkkk you everyone (:

i really really superduperwhooperly miss orientation. morning briefs, rushing about, mass rallies, games, mass dance, doing retarded stuff with the ogls, GG, seres, hanos, mud, starch, water, cleaning up, debrief.. just everything. every single thing bout orientation. i really never ever regretted signing up to be an ogl. never. im really happy that the school gave me the chance to be an ogl. i believe that every single ogl has changed or has been transformed in one way or another. orientation was an experience that is so overwhelming and unforgettable. it will stay in my heart forever and ever. and i know that everytime i look back, i'll smile and be filled with a sense of joy that ive gone thru orientation, especially when i went thru it with a fantastic bunch of people. thank you to everyone for making this part of my ac life so damn memorable.

i really cant believe its all over. and i know every single one of the ogls wishes that orientation never ended. we could go on and on all day everyday cheering and playing games and cleaning up. orientation has come to a full closure. no more o3 or whatsoever. and we're the last batch of ogls that did o2. there will be no more o2 from next year onwards. and im glad that we ended this whole system on a high note. its definitely one of the best o2s ever. as so many people have told us. and im really glad im a part of it (:

i remember margareth telling us bout her og kid messaging her. something bout the ac kids being so fed up with some school's dance that they sneaked away and danced ac's mass dance. hearing all the stories bout how impactful and good ac's orientation is. im really really touched and im really proud of all the ogls and of course the kids, for being so cooperative and wonderful. i wont forget the all time high and hype during mass rallies and campfire. we never expected such a good response. but the response that we got was so mind-blowing really. hahah. and im so glad my kids came back for campfire. and my og grew from 18 people to 26 people. hahah. ahhh looking at all the pictures just makes me feel so nostalgic. i really really miss orientation. i wanna go thru mass rallies and games and everything again. i wanna be with all the ogls and my kids again. ah i wish i can relive orientation..

im really thankful that my kids are like superglue. so im not afraid that we wont hang out. i know we definitely will (:

hey all ogls, seres, GG.. im really glad that we went through orientation together! yall are really the best! thanks for everything! (: we must still hang out okay! outing soon! (:

anddd we are seresly the bestest batch of ogls ever (:

AC OGLS 08, I LOVE ALL OF YOU <3!

ah i hate the fact that its all over ):
3:11 AM '

OMG YINLI IS A JOKE. hahahahah and he's GAY AND SUPER VAIN!!

pinli yinli and ruixiang actually went to bathe before mass rally on thursday! so i kept saying that theyre vain and gay! and pinli actually remembers that i called him gay four times. HAHAH.

yin li says:
wanna hear the story now!
yin li says:
haha
KIMBERLEY(: says:
OKAY!
yin li says:
i had a zit on my forehead
yin li says:
HAHA
yin li says:
its true
KIMBERLEY(: says:
....................................
KIMBERLEY(: says:
i knew it, you and pin li are super gay
yin li says:
what does pin li have to do with this
yin li says:
but no seriously
yin li says:
if you saw a guy
yin li says:
with a zit on his forehead
yin li says:
your impression would go done what
KIMBERLEY(: says:
NOOOOOOOO
yin li says:
logical not?!
KIMBERLEY(: says:
its just a zit omg
KIMBERLEY(: says:
HOW SMALL ONLY
yin li says:
haha
yin li says:
its quite like
yin li says:
outstanding k!
yin li says:
its like a zit
yin li says:
geez
KIMBERLEY(: says:
but so?
yin li says:
zit
KIMBERLEY(: says:
not like its forever!
-

yin li says:
come lets bet
yin li says:
HAHAHAHA
yin li says:
i keep betting
yin li says:
i think i have a gambling problem
yin li says:
i bet wira my life already
yin li says:
i dont know what to bet you

-
yin li says:
PISS ON MY GRAVE
yin li says:
I DONT CARE
yin li says:
THE GRASS GROWS FASTER
KIMBERLEY(: says:
HAHAHAHAHA woah so you want your grave to be covered by grass? then no one can find your grave then everyone will forget you! hahah
yin li says:
NO?
yin li says:
like
yin li says:
more grass
yin li says:
more flowers
yin li says:
more of that
yin li says:
then my grave will be a freaking garden
yin li says:
how romantic
yin li says:
hahaha
KIMBERLEY(: says:
flowers.. you dream lah. why will flowers want to grow on YOUR grave
yin li says:
cos people throw the flowers down onto the grave site what
yin li says:
then the water from the rain come
yin li says:
HAHA
yin li says:
this is very bad
yin li says:
i dont take bio
yin li says:
but ANYWAY THE POINT IS
KIMBERLEY(: says:
HAHAHA YEAH
KIMBERLEY(: says:
AND I DO
yin li says:
yes.. flowers will sprout out!
yin li says:
HAHA
KIMBERLEY(: says:
HAHAHAH im sure new flowers grow from existing flowers lah!!
KIMBERLEY(: says:
hahah they grow from seeds maybe
yin li says:
yeah lah as in
yin li says:
the flower stalk
KIMBERLEY(: says:
NO
yin li says:
might have seeds you know?
KIMBERLEY(: says:
DONT HAVE
KIMBERLEY(: says:
HAHAHA
yin li says:
WHAT ARE YOU BOTANIST AH
yin li says:
HOW YOU KNOW FOR SURE?!
KIMBERLEY(: says:
YEAH !!
KIMBERLEY(: says:
im a botanist!
yin li says:
i have you know ah
yin li says:
in p6
yin li says:
i got the stupid
KIMBERLEY(: says:
SAME
yin li says:
young botanist badge
KIMBERLEY(: says:
i got in p4
KIMBERLEY(: says:
I WIN
KIMBERLEY(: says:
HAHAHA
yin li says:
NO
yin li says:
THAT MEANS YOURS IS EXPIRED
yin li says:
like
yin li says:
renew it already maybe?!
KIMBERLEY(: says:
HAHHA that means im experienced not expired!!

hahahah hes one funny retard.

and look at my caring brother!

KIMBERLEY(: says:
and somemore i have a hideous scar on my face
KIMBERLEY(: says:
hahah
ben . says:
huh?!
ben . says:
what happened to u/
ben . says:
who scar ur face
ben . says:
never die before ah
KIMBERLEY(: says:
HAHAAH no. i fell down
KIMBERLEY(: says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
KIMBERLEY(: says:
and ONLY
KIMBERLEY(: says:
injured my face know
ben . says:
i seriously dont get how u do it
ben . says:
haha
ben . says:
eh not funny la
ben . says:
u alright nt?
ben . says:
fall down laugh at urself somemore
KIMBERLEY(: says:
HAHAHAH eh quite funny what the way i fell

hahah my loving brother wheet. hahah. alright, im pretty tired. and like i lost my voice yesterday morning, i have a really bad sore throat. and cough and a bit of flu. woah can die. and somemore ive got a wound on my face. like what the! hahah aiyah whateverrrrrr. thanks to everyone who was concerned and who fussed over my wound! hahah its quite funny to see everyone so shocked and "WHAT HAPPENED!" hahah. especially sarah jauw! hahah. and stupid girlfriend laughed at me lah! but del dint! hur girlfriend later i dump you ah. hahah. altho the wound a bit the painful but i got special care from someone! :D made me one happy person, really! (: (: (: so its rather worth it. hahah! (:

alright, i guess i should go to bed soon! goodnight peeps! (:

P.S. i miss orientation ):
1:15 AM '

my heart melted right there and then(:

im really really really happy :D :D

and orientation 2 was sucha blast and success. thank you everyone, hanos, seres, ken, joanne, clanheads, all ogls, council, adhoc, misskwan and yes mrc, photog, and first aiders hahah.

tahah (: i'll blog bout o2 tomorrow or something! i just got homeeee and i shall go and bathe and sleeeeepppppp now (: goodnight!


4:19 AM '

ORIENTATION TWOOOO TOMORROWWW :D
I AM FREAKINGGGG EXCITED! :D :D :D
I LOVE MY HANOS AND I KNOW ORIENTATIONS GONNA BE TRUCKLOADS MOUNTAIN LOADS OF FUNNN :D ITS GONNAAAAA BE SUCHA SUCCESS AND AN EVEN BIGGER BLASTTTTT :D :D

to all OGLS : "LETS DO IT!" -quoted from yellow sissy boy HAHAH.

WAHLAO I WANNA UPLOAD PICTURES OF HANOS, BUT STUPID BLOGGER KEEP SAYING CANNOT. GO DIE GO DIE!

HAHAH okay whatever, cant wait for o2 tomorrow! :D yay :D :D :D

GO SERES GO SERES GO!

and to yuenteng, ben, nicole and grace, hanos will miss yall. come back for campfire okay! <3!

remember what our aunty an ni said :
"they can take you out of hanos, but they cant take hanos out of you"

LOVE YALL! (:
10:10 PM '

This may never start.

so many thoughts and questions were crashing about in my head the whole night long
everytime i opened my eyes, the same things flashed in front of me.
everytime i shut my eyes and tried getting back to sleep, the same things repeated in my mind.

and theyre still running in my head.

ugh. i dont know.
theres so much, too much on my mind.

i hope i'll be able to sleep everything off tonight.


11:36 PM '

P.S. I Love You

I just want to see you
When youre all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I cant escape
I love you till the end

I just want to tell you nothing
You dont want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why dont you just take me
Where Ive never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end

I just want to be there
When were caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
Im lost for words dont tell me
All I can say
I love you till the end

" What do you want? I know what I want, cause I'm holding it in my hands. You."

P.S. I Love You is a really touching and super sweet movie. go watch it! (:

12:13 AM '

EDIT.

arhloh im really hungry now and im like not feeling exactly very well. shit lah, i dont wanna fall sick before o2 zz. anyway the VID today got me super excited for o2! i cant cant cant cant cant waitttt :D tahah. anyway, im really proud of myself. i finally like studied respiration. although only 15 pages in like maybe 4 hours HAHAH and maybe like its the very first chapter of the year. means i have a freaking long way more to go but still, at least i know something nowww. aiyah shit lah. whatever, i know i confirm fail terms wan lahhh. damnit wahlao but i really dont wanna go for stupid ssp ]: zzzXZxzXZXz. i should freaking study. ZZ. haiya whatever. tsk. and ohyah, HAHAH today nicole and eden kept singing "hey hey you you i dont like your girlfriend, no way no way think you need a new one" to me, in front of my girlfriend. and so, due to extreme peer pressure, i said that im gonna date del. and girlfriend was horrified. HAHAH. i know del wants to date me too (: HAHAH. girlfriend dont sad lah. i consider only okay. hahah. but again, nicole and eden kept saying that i date the lonely and unfabulous people(del). okay, maybe i shall find someone else. HAHAH kidding kidding.

anyway, i just wanna say that im very very extremely proud of HANOS. like everyones saying that their ogs are dying and all. but i know MY HANOS is very very strong and really close and bonded. from the many og outings to the mass convos on msn every night, to the things yall do for the ogls and each other, planning each other's birthday surprises and even the farewell party for those leaving ac tomorrow. yall are seresly the bestest best (: i know o2's gonna be an even bigger blast than the first cause of all of you (; and im super looking forward to it, just like all of you are (:

oh. anyway, today i went to school at 8 in the morning for ogl stuff. freaking early. so practised march in and all the stuff. and i was dying of hunger. i ate like a cup of instant noodles and a burger after and was still freaking hungry. then i tried to be cool and went to valleypoint to study alone. HAHAH. i was falling asleep lah. and only like what, did 10 pages. ZZ. and and pandhi came to meet me altho he was on the brink of death. hes like really sick and running a fever ]: get well soon okay! and your teeth very nice now [: hahah. yay for you!

i think i blog in a really weird way. like damn incoherent or something hahah. okay im like gonna go out soon and may not come back until maybe like 3am. HAHAH my mums gonna bring us to her pool shop to play pool. damn retarded. hahah. ah im damn hungryyyy. and i swear my mums really retarded. shes playing like racing on her handphone with my brother. and theyre so excited over it. hahah.

oh and im super excited for tomorrow! :D hahah.

alright goodbyeeee peeps (:

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edited.

i secretly wished that the words wont fade.

IM HOMEEEE. its 5.10 am. HAHAH. playing pool with my brother sucks. firstly, cause he cant even like play cause hes not tall enough. secondly, he doesnt know how to play. i got bored and went to watch tv at like close to midnight. HAHAH. and i ate like a whole plate of dried maggi plus egg, plus a sandwich and nuggets and icemilo. then just talked to mummy and all and felt like "what the hell" ZZZ. ohwell. so i slept and woke up at around 4am. we went for prata at thomson and omg, the tissue prata is like !@#$%^ seriously. the most most most awful one i have eaten in my whole life. reminds me of my puking incident at pasir ris during the holidays lah zz. hahah. okay i should go and sleep nowww. pretty tired. gotta wake up at 11! thats veh earlyyyy. gonna catch PS. I LOVE YOU! hahah and then the farewell party at ROBERTS house. HAHAH robert! alright, its gonna be really fun today (:

anddd. im down with flu ]: reow. sucks man. hope i'll feel better when i wake up. hah.

OH AND I CALLED TINGALI AT 12 TO WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hahah i sang her a birthday song and she couldnt stop laughing. i bet shes like super touched! HAHAH. love you tingali oreo jellybeans (: HAHAH. dont think you eighteen already you very cool okay. not cool not cool. hahah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3! :D

alright, good morning yall [:


and she said "love's a big word"
5:17 PM '

HARRRRRLOWWWWW. yknow i realised i have so much to blog about. like since 31st jan can. hahahah. so i guess this post is gonna be superduperwhooper mother longggg. hahah.

OH, but first. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO EVERYONE. tho its yesterday but still! hahah. AND AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE AND ONLY BELOVED GIRLFRIEND KAREN LIM CHUNTONG! :D and of course HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TWINNIE CAREY LIM CHUN ZI! :D hope you both had a wonderful and smashin' good eighteenth! lovelove! (:



as quoted from her blog "boyfriend and girlfriend (:" hahha

okay okay. so so lets see.

THURSDAY 31st JAN
oh. i freaking woke up super late and had to take a cab to school. i shouldnt have lahhhh. why did i do that for. i must be mother crazy. the cab fare was a dear 14.20 T_T ohwell. hahah. so the day went on and all. with many many breaks hahah. so so right after school. i left and went to nus. coached the cdiv for their match. yay they won. like 40-2 or something like that? hahah i was so happy cause i got to see my angel (: yay. hahah. and stupid ahma kept trying to bully me. hahah. so nmao came then we went to watch the rgs match for a bit. hahah omg, puipui fell down while umpiring. HAHAHAH damn funny i swear. hahah. she was like laughing at herself after that lah. hahah. so then nmao and i went to plaza sing for abit. then we trained down to expo. saw like quite alot of people. kalai who gave me a donut and saved me from starvation. hahah. cheryl lee, titus, caleb, david, hosea, clarence, yinli, pinli, weijie and STUPID CHERYL LIEW who didnt see me when i was RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER. and smacked my forehead when i shouted her name. ASSHOLE. hahahah. and ohyes, cheryl was like saying she dont have to queue and all and was so happy bout it. in the end she had to queue. loser number one i swear. hahah.

so so, switchfoots concert was pretty good. nmao and i sat down cause we were too tired to stand. hahah. school how tiring. hahah anyway the part when they stopped in their tracks for quite long was damnnnnn cool lah. hahah. the concert ended at like 11. then we took a train back. nmao was like on the brink of death. HAHAH. he looked as if hes gonna die, like seriously. so got home at like near 1 and crashed immediately after showering.

FRIDAY 1st FEB
i went to school surprisingly. hahha. school went on and all. then i was in the void deck when i saw jz cel they all caking each other. i took my bag and tried to leave before they spot me. but sadly, i dint make it. fatty and ugly cornered me and i got caked by stupid ugly!! wahhhh then i reeked of the stupid cake smell the whole day. damn smelly!! hahah. and its damn tiring to laugh at qingyun and jiazhi. cause you cant stop laughing at them. i cant believe qingyun sewed like 6 animal thingys onto her shoes. HAHAHAH its damn retarded. and after that i pretended to be her stalker by messaging her and stuff. damn funny. she was like asking around who's her stalker and all cause she doesnt have my number hahah!

then had pe sian. it rained while we were going to the sports com. so like the teachers asked us to go the the LT instead. yunting was damn nice, she ran in the rain to the sports com to tell everyone to come back and guess what, she came back super pissed cause some puny ego shit pissed her off. and all of us off. wahlao cant stand her. yunting wanted to slap her, so did all of us. okay we watched some damn retarded swimming video till like 4. and the teachers wanted us to go swim when it was 4. 4 4 4 4 4 4 . like what... but i dint do pe lah. but i was in such a foul mood cause some major asshole unreasonable bitch pissed us off big time. omg, i couldnt take it i talked back to her. then she dint want to let me talk. i was so tempted to just walk away but the thought of getting the rest and myself into hell stopped me. im rather glad that i dint walk away. hahah. ugh but i was so damn angry!! !@#$% okay whatever. i left for home straight after pe ended.

SATURDAY 2nd FEB
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PETER WANG! (:
peter peter he's our man, if you cant do it, mocca man can!
hahahah thats hanos' cheer for our superstar. hahah hanos met early in the morning at buona. i was late and had to cab. again. ): so we all got to acsi for the rugby match. i filled water with han. see im such a good water girl! i kept the water so clean. then when i went away and came back, the whole cooler got grass and mud already i was so angry. hahahah. no lah. not angry but like whattt. hahah so so after the whole thing, my og celebrated peter-who-was-so-muddy-and-gross's birthday and did the peter cheer for him. hahah then some people left for stuff while a few of us went to clem sumo's house for lunch. went to jaclyn's house for abit after that. helped her to buy groceries and all. then we took 198 together with her mum. so came home at like 5. and showered all and slept.

lovely one came to meet me at like 12 midnight. hahah. it was really really nice of himmmm (: it was a short maybe three hours or less? hahah short to me okay. hahah but i love it. as usual, he looked as if hes gonna die but he still refused to go home. and the best thing was we found out that 5n was one directional HAHAHAH. i was like so sorry bout it but he kept saying its okay and dint blame me. hahah sorry okay! then that idiot cabbed home after sending me home. (: hahah. talked on the phone for abit before i slept.

SUNDAY 3rd FEB
was late to meet reena jiazhi celeste xian and gerry. had lunch at spageddies. eeks. hahah. not like damn nice all and somemore the service is like a shit. hahah. but the fudge cake was yummy tho. hah. after that, they agreed to go balcony cause i wanted to eat the chicken wings! hahah. ohyah nat came also. hahah it was fun laughing at jz and cel, as usual. especially cel's "how much is he" and jz's "THAT IS HE?!" with her shocked and retarded expression, and of course her engRish. hahahhaahahha it was an awesome time spent with them [:

met airpork after that. had dinner at newton till like around 10 before we went home.

MONDAY 4th FEB.
school was as per normal. ended earlier. and met jaclyn to go to ikea. ate there. and went to queensway where we saw our heartthrob (: hahah. then we went to fareast. bought quite abit of stuff, and im really broke like SERESLY. hahah i cant wait for o2! okay, thats random. hahah. so so we went back to queensway to collect our altered jeans. before heading home. and ohyes so many things happened! like this old man who was like drunk came to me and kept talking to me. omg i was like scared all and dint know how to respond. i dint understand what he was saying also. then he said something bout chopping someones head and cooking and eating it. omg i was horrified. one of the times when i wished ben was with us. hahah. and ohyes. at queensway the curry chicken stall closed before we could order. so we went to eat some currychicken baked rice set that took million of years to come. and the attitude of the man was so baddd. what the. and there was like hair inside the rice. zzz. how gross. hahah.

TUESDAY 5th FEB
dint go to school. went out in the evening to meet my alliances for dinner. ugly was so annoying! she doesnt want to go holland neither does she want to suggest anything. she just kept rejecting our ideas. in the end we just grabbed her bag and board the bus to holland and she was so grumpy HAHAH. pizza at la pizzaiola was good (: talking bout everything including dream dates ahahha! [: we went for icecream at icecream gallery after that. left them at around 10. and went to meet pandhi for a short while. my alliances are love (:

WEDNESDAY 6th FEB
met marc in the afternoon for icecream at islandcreamery. it was a good time (: catching up and talking bout funny stuff and weird people and all. hahha. smelly little marc seah! and he finally told me the story that he thought i forgot bout. never! hahah. left at 5 plus and went home for reunion dinner.

reunion dinner was alright. pretty much the same as the past. just that the people present were slightly different. like uncle has a new girlfriend. hahah.

THURSDAY 7th FEB
first day of new year. i woke up like 3 and lazed at home. HAHAH mum and i refused to go visiting. we were both so lazyyyy. hahah but i got up and met pandhi for a movie. his mum fetched us to cathay and we caught kungfu dunk. hahah it was quite funny. then we went to play arcade after that. the stupid basketball thing hahah. made my right arm damn tired lah. hahha! and pandhi looked like hes 25 years old. HAHAH kidding lah. so after that, we tried to walk fast fast to the bus stop. and realised that he missed his last bus by 2 minutes. HAHAH. and we were like waiting for my bus for years and it dint come! dont know why also. he refused to let me cab home and got his brother to send me home. damn ass lah. i really really dint want. but hahah he was so insistent. hahah. thanks anywayyyy.

FRIDAY 8th FEB
went visiting! hahah. and again, all the relatives surrounded me and started making a fuss over all the younger people being my uncles and aunties cause im one generation behind them. im the oldest in my generation. and like my oldest cousin's primary 3 or something? and like i have at least ten uncles and aunties younger than me. zz. they always laugh at me wan lah. funny meh! and they like to make me call the young kids uncles and aunties. evil people. hahah. but i'll never call them those stuff manzzz. hahah. so angpows angpows and i lost alot of money ): not my year to gamble i guess. hahah! so played mahjong after that. i won mahjong! but lost all for blackjack hahah. left at like 7 plus to meet pandhi. his brother fetched us to esplanade. and woah got so many people there. where got people go esplanade during chinese new year wan! hahah. but like it was really so crowded there. ahhah we went to marina after that. played a bit of arcade and stuff. and i took the last bus back. alighted at clementi and met kenneth ong and shengkai. sat there and chatted with kenneth for like awhile. he looks pretty good that night. one of the few times eh. HAHAH kidding lah. kenneth can dresssss. right right. hahah. took 5n home after that.

SATURDAY 9th FEB
jaclyn and porkie came to my house for visiting. my mum was so retarded i swear. hahah but thats just her. hahah. so had steamboat all. and like just sat around and stuff. then changed and went out. jaclyn went to her aunties house. while i accompany porkie back home. in the end, we sat at the bus stop for like an hour plus shooting pearls HAHAH. was supposed to leave at 530. left at 630 instead. so to kengheng's house i went. yunxing and i were on the same bus, and we were the only two people on board. and we dint even know. HAHAH till i turned around and we EHHHH. hahah. so bbq at kenghengs house! ian alex kengheng norman aaron yongzhi jiayi joshua hosea kenneth cheryl lissa jacq val yunxing tiff mel. i hope i dint miss out anyone. haha. it was funnn (: the food was nice. the girls just got served by the guys like always. hahah chef goh wasnt around tho. hahah. dint go to mos / holland but went home with ian after that.

finally told porkie some stuff that ive wanted to tell him since some time ago. and then i made some retarded decision at like 4 am in the morning. zz.

SUNDAY 10th FEB
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GODBROTHER BENJAMIN SONG YONGPANG [:
so woke up at like 12 plus. got ready to go to reenas house. when we received news that everyone has to go to my greatgrandma's place. reached there near two. it was like so.. i dont know. i was just silent the whole time, and i just couldnt stop crying when i looked at her. shes so so so skinny. a bag of bones, literally. she left us at 4.37pm.

dint feel like going out after that. so just went home and slept.

MONDAY 11th FEB
went to school. it was okay. left school at 3. went to meet jaclyn. headed to ikea to buy stuff and then to queensway to see our heartthrob again. but shes no longer our heartthrob. just dint seem that cute anymore. met ben at ikea. then went to delta gym. i was like so high all. hah. then when i got to the gym. i just hugged the cushion and slept. HAHAHAHA. on the sofa. jaclyn was saying that i looked so gentle. hahah what bullshit. hahah. ben jaclyn baohan gymed till so late lah. was supposed to meet christina and jasmin at 730. ended up meeting them at like 9 plus. so sorry. steamboat for dinner. and i ate like maybe 10 crabs and 20 prawns and i swear never to eat crabs in a long time. hah. and oh zenji came also. i just kept eating and i wasnt even thinking straight zz. hah but it was nice seeing christina and jasmin and it was pretty fun. hmm. cabbed home myself at around 1140. sorry peopleee. it wasnt a very good night.

TUESDAY 12th FEB
went to school. had alot alot of breaks. left school at like 2.20 with marc. went to fareast. he wanted to cut hair but the salon was closed. we shared a large waffle with 3 scoops of icecream at gelare. and i had chippy. then bumped into yunting and shuqi hah. went to taka's cold storage and bought quite alot of stuff. thank you smelly one for helping me carry them. went over to paragon then went back at like 6. (:

anddd thank you pandhi for the lgm toy and letter [:

WEDNEDAY 13th FEB
was busy the whole day. met jaclyn at clem for abit at like 5 plus. then went home and went down for the funeral.. there was so much we had to do. the incense was killing me. anyway godgrandma and godgrandpa came down. THEY BOTH WEAR CROCS. how cool is that! hahah! and mum was saying that im not scared of her and all. and later i cant get into uni and stuff. and my godgrandma said "you so small. who will be scared of you. she cant get into uni then send her overseas lor' then i was like YEAH! hahah then my mum was like no no and all. then my godgrandma said "nevermind. grandma bring you okay" how cool is she. hah. the funeral ended at like 11. saw the biggest fire ive ever seen in my life. got home around 12. did the vday presents till like 4am. and my mum cooked maggi mee for me! like WOAH, first time in ten years? hahah.

THURSDAY 14 th FEB [:
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY [:
it was a good good day, with much love in the air (: thanks for all the presents people! i got alot of presents im very happy! (: hahah! i have like 9 flowers 2 balloons and a whole bag of chocs, sweets, cards and stuff (: yay! thank you peeeepppss (: and yknow girlfriend and i actually got each other the same thing! hahah damn cool lah. i love my girlfriend! hahah. the day was good. with lil lessons. and much hanging around with my loved ones (: and selling jellyhearts all. hahah. and everyone who received sunflowers from smelly lil marc seah, must thank me okay! i psychoed him to buy them. at first he wanted to buy chocs wan lor. hahah. my credit, thank you thank you. HAHAH.

went to essential brew after school with jobasan and tingali (: we took a cab there. HAHAH cause we had so much stuff to carry and they were so heavy we were like dying. hahah ate and all and it was a good time with themmm (: hahah. couldnt hang out with jz and cel cause their ssp ends at 6. so much for wanting to date me! hahah. there was thursday dinner at 615. but i dont know why i just dint really feel like goinggg. so i just wanted to pass cocoapops his present and go home.

so met cocoapops for abit and wanted to go back. he wanted to catch a movie and all but i wanted to go home. hahah. in the end, he accompanied me back home to put down all my stuff. and we cabbed to suntec. the cabfare was like 20 plus bucks. hah. bought tickets for jumper and we played daytona. hah. he couldnt stop complaining that he crashed. HAHAH. not my fault okay! you lousy :D hahah. kidding! so jumper was pretty cool. i wish i can teleport also! hah. walked around the place dont know how many times cause we couldnt decide what to eat. in the end, finally. we settled for nydc. cause like everywhere else was closing. hahah. he refused to talk to me cause i dint want to tell him something! hahah in the end he talked to me first loser! hah so after that, we were silent for a damn long time. hahah. throwing capsicum into each others food, stealing each others water, ruining each others food, and trying to stop each other from eating. hahah. and i poured cheese into his glass HAHAH. the person refilled the water and saw us snatching over the clean cup and he's like "oh its dirty?" and gave us a new glass HAHAH. then he refused to let me eat the mudpie! and took away my fork! hahah. i think the people around us think we are retarded lah. hahahah. so finished dinner at ten plus. and we still dint talk, just kept whacking each other and doing hand signals. hahah! in the end, i talked first cause i really wanted him to go back home. hahah and he said that i lost! what an idiot. hahah. i dint talk for so long that i dint really feel like talking after that. HAHAH. sooo, he sent me home and i waited with him for his bus backkk [: the bus came at like near twelve. i felt so bad lah. hahah.

hey cocoa pops, i thought i wont be spending valentines day with you but i did (: in fact, until the very last moments of the day! hahah. really enjoyed myself (: thanks for today and everything [:

the best valentines day ever<3.
an unplanned and totally unexpected one. but it was really good (;

FRIDAY 15th FEB
woke up at 3 plus. so im at home nowww. hah.

alright. i just received my phone bill. i die. i die. i die. how bout i have like $249 for local calls. luckily $185 free incoming. and $41 free outgoing to 3 m1 numbers. and $15 free local outgoing. WOAH IF NOT I DIE EVEN MORE BADLY. and my messages. 2678 messages. ZxzXzxzxzxzZx. actually not that bad. plus the plan everything. total 128.80. i die. my mum's gonna deduct my pocket money for real. zzz. ]:

hurrr. im so bored now. i shall go sleep somemore. hahah. gotta wake up so early tomorrow lah. and i cant go fill water for rugby tomorrowww. and theres actually training at 7 today but im not going. hahah. theres like something i have to do tomorrow and on sunday but i just cant remember. zz. and i still havent watched sweeney todd ]: booo. ugly how! hahah.

okay shall go offffff now. taas peeps. have a good weekendddd. [:
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its a barrier.

; and i see history repeating itself.
6:28 PM '

some sense knocked in.

"its time you stop thinking for others and start thinking for yourself. if you carry on like that, you'll never have what you want. why are you so optimistic about everything regarding other people but so pessimistic bout things regarding yourself? youre making yourself worth much less than what you actually are worthed"

its time i wake up and stop making the same mistake over and over again.
5:56 PM '

if you were me,
maybe you would understand.

it rendered me speechless, and i felt ... horrible.
i screwed up, big time.
but i've got no one to blame but myself.
8:09 PM '

symptoms of you.

i've finally done what i had to do.
i'm feeling... a lil better.
and a lil .. i dont know.

its gonna be tough but i know everythings gonna be okay.
its for the better anyway.

i wish you well.
thanks for everything everything everything.

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i've never been so close to death.
my greatgrandmother passed away this afternoon.
having someone leave right in front of you is scary.

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my eyes are hurting really badly.
11:10 PM '

HELLO EVERYONE.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D

i just uploaded like super alot of pictures but i dont wanna post them yet. cause i realised that it will make my blog superrrrrr laggyyyy. hahah. and after uploading so many many many. theres still like alot more. its like neverending manzzz. hahah.

and my girlfriend is super cute(eerrr) hahah!

Karen Lim says:
boyfriend! happy chinese new year!

HAHAHAH.

"boyfriend ponned school. met up with her after school for the ogls talk."
"then boyfriend said if i dont want must str8away break up. wa then stress."

HAHAHAHAH thats taken from her blog. shes one funny woman. hahah. anyway reunion dinner was fine. heard quite a number of stories about my god-grandpa. hahah nice and funny old man he is.

oh and met up with marc seah for icecream today. we shared a tub of fresh banana. and i still ate tehtarik after that. oh and i made him wait this time round. HAHAH. so, it was a nice catching-up plus spill-everything plus bitching session (: we are the normal ones man. hahah! and he insisted on me telling him bout my whole family tree. he got so confused and he went "yeah youre right man. really need three mahjong paper" hahah! thats how big my family is manzzz. huge, humongous ginormous i tell you. hahah.

alright, theres like lotsa visiting to do the next few days. and sat is the cny party at kengheng's house yay! :D and will be celebrating benjaminsong that gorilla's birthday at night (: and ive got to go get valentines day presents and presents for my girlfriend and twinnie on sunday! okay okay many many things to dooooo man. hahah.

alright, shall end offff nowww.
goodbye and goodnight! (:
1:33 AM '

MAN NEE MAN NEE PEEK CHERS

all these photos are from 2007. i still have like hundreds to upload -_-"

MATCH AGAINST BDIV(and some random pictures at nydc)



I SWEAR THESE TWO PICTURES ARE THE BOMB. HAHAHA




















bdiv


hahah stupid spider!









SNEAKERS CARNIVAL(played for jjc)





xinyi, our p6 coach and me!

SHU's BIRTHDAY SURPRISE!












she was sleeping.. HAHAH



the nicest picture i have of jzzz.

SENIORS FAREWELL


i was like the emcee.. nice and gay. hahah








my pretty alliance :D
























everyone looked gorgeous and the party went well (:
love them all (:

KITE FLYING WITH JOBASAN AND TINGALI!

jo looks so damn cheeky!











we were supposed to wear different coloured collegiates. stupid jobasan! hahah




can you see our names on the kite.. hahah

DRICEE's BIRTHDAY DINNER AND POST-DINNER AT HOSEAS HOUSE.

look at hoseas carebear collection..


nice and gay ian chang. hahahah


[:


dricee who looks super triumphant..


over his birthday present : jellybeans


look at how happy he is. hahah


alex and norman are gay.








1SD2 BBQ AND STAYOVER AT JO'S HOUSE!


theyre so going to kill me..



this doggy is super cute!


we went crazy..



my cute beardy!




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it rained and we built a shelter!





hello jingwen, nice and glam and dry you are. hahah






i set up the fire! i how pro! hahah


okay im so mother tired after uploading all these pictures. and ive got like damn mother alot to upload still.... zzz. somemore all these from 2007 lah. still got 2008 ones. can die can die.

okay i shall go sleep already. anyway, today's dinner with alliances was good. finally, some quality alliance time (: and i swear celeste's dream date on valentines is crazy. hahah! alright, shall blog in detail bout my week soonnnn [:

i love my alliances, my jaclynfatpigassholeng, my jobasan and tingali and my maomao (: (:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALLLLLL (: may yall collect many many many alot alot alot of angpows and feel rich and donate money to my "kim wants to go shopping" fund. HAHAH okay kidding. i think im starting to talk rubbish. i should go and sleeppppp nowwww.

and ohyah, yesterday i saw the cutest cutest cutest person alive ever. omg, seresly. damn mother cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. my heart was like beating quite fast lah. i how shy. hahahah. somemore when we talked then woahhhhh. hahahahah. jaclyn also!! but she was much more kanchiong! hahah.

and i bought new pumps, a new bag and two teeshirts yesterday yay (: and i altered my jeans and punched holes in my new belt finally! happy happy [:

hahah okay buhhhbyeezzz!
3:58 AM '

If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well

i guess i'll never have enough courage.
and im feeling really really awful about it.
i know theres something that i should do
but i really dont wish to.
but im being really selfish if i dont.
but i cant bring myself to
i dont want to.
i'll hate to.

but i guess i have to.

my conscience is devouring me.
5:38 PM '