wahzaarp ahloh ahlohhh peepos.
i am like a mother sad kid now.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i cant believe that i stayed home for three days this week
seriously a waste of my mother hell precious holiday ]:
sianzzzzxzxz
i feel damn shit when i stay at home.
not like i dont like being at home
but theres just this thing in me not used to staying at home.
like ive been going out almost everyday for the past weeks.
and now wahlao three days at home zz. THREE DAYS know.
its mother alot lahzz.

supposed to go to zouk tonight
i actually felt like going cause i wasnt going chompchomp with panda and ass anymore.
but then i knew it lah.
confirm plus guarantee plus chop cancel.
zzzz.
now im stuck at home. and my whole body's aching like mad, from yesterdays game.

i shall blog about my freaking boring week thus farrrrr.
sunday night, we went for dinner at the yacht club at changi there.
omg uncle ant went to like the airport twice zz
we were like lost for dont know how long -_-"
but finally after like 40minutes plus, we arrived.
i ate like super alot.
i shall not say how much, i feel fat by naming the things out.
but anyway mummy ordered two crabs, and one crab is like OMG SUPER BIG.
we were shocked.
and in the end, i finished one whole crab by myself.
and i wanted to eat dessert somemore.

dinner was alright, the food was okay. quite fun luh. the waiter guy damn entertaining and sporting. and ohyah we went there to celebrate my gran's birthday cause it was like rather peaceful all and the ambience was okay. somemore next to the sea there. yupppers.

monday, i went to school early in the morning for the ogl meeting. then i was like so damn mother sad. how unlucky can i get really.. then after that, went to christinas house instead of meeting jz they all at vivo. so i ate curry maggi and slept at christina's house. then i left. was at the bus stop waiting for bus when han came along and suddenly sat next to me. gave me a shock lah. hahah and he said " i hope youre my ogl" hahah so nice right! (: hahah. so i went up 74 and saw viv. hah. then i went to fosters to meet reena jz cel xian and gerry. sat there for abit then gerry fetched jz and i to reenas house. we watched white chicks!! hahah i love the show despite watching it so many times. hahah. and we wanted to watch norbit but the dvd was like quite err. so we stopped halfway. then we watched dude, wheres my car. hahah damn funny the and then part. then we ate curry maggi. AGAIN. hahah. and then rockmelon and many gummies. hahah. it was a nice time with them (: lovelove. reena walked us out (: then jz was like damn kanchiong to catch her bus. then i saw suweijie! hahah.

tuesday and wednesday were retarded days spent at home.

thursday. woke up damn late. went to town. saw mindy! she shouted KIM! i paused and stared at her for like damn damn damn long. then she ITS MINDY LAH! then i ORH! then i walked over. HAHAHAHAAH sorry. i couldnt recognise her at all! hahah. but close up can lah. hahah. then met jz. then we bussed to kallang together. so reached all. only viv and weizhen were there. so then only like the four of us. then christina jaclyn and jasmin were late. hahah i was like freaking high! cause i keep doing the and then thing. hahah. anyway grace sim came and played for us. ohyah yknow the mens team. omg theyre like all at least 20cm taller than me and so big sized -_-" and like we knew we confirm plus guarantee plus chop lose one. hahah. but like i had damn alot of fun! i was so mother high i couldnt stop laughing. and then after the first quarter, we all punchek already!!! all no stamina, except for jz and weizhen the eetards! hahah. weizhen is super goodddd lah! hahah. and the whole game i think i said like 20 "omg, jz im damn tired. i cannot take it anymore" I WAS SERIOUSLY DYING!@#%^ panting likeasai. what bad stamina. but well. the last time i really trained was like april. hahah. im just trying to comfort myself. hahah well. i think the mens team think that im some cock up shit lah. HAHAH no stamina idiot. hahah. i played like WA, GS, GA and GK. HAHAH tho i was really quite suck at everything except WA, not that WA damn good also. but then hahahah it was damn fun lah. playing shooter with grace and then christina was like freaking funny. but grace and i not bad know! hahah! but christina and i were quite bad. HAHHA she even kicked the ball lah! ohyah jz and i played shooters together too. DAMN FUNNY. HAHAHA. it was really fun all. like jz making retarded passes to jaclyn(LIKE MAKE JACLYN RUN OUT OF COURT AND CATCH BALL!?!) and she threw the ball at the POLE?!!?!? HAHAHAAHA!! and christina falling down after making a duper nice interception. HAHAHAHA. and weizhen being the HERO! hahah. it was a really good experience (: tho im aching all over now. but fun fun (: hahah after that was dinner at kfc with jz jaclyn christina and jasmin. was a damn fun time laughing all bout COUGH* hahah. we know (:

then we all took 14. and then jaclyn waited with me for my bus (: thanks ah bangsbangs. hahah.

so today. woke up at like 1o cause retarded W called !@#@$@% and hes damn spastic. i swear hes the stupidest SHIT ever. zz. hahah then he kept asking me to go meet him which is like zzz cause like maybe i sleep 3 hours only!@#$% hahah. so i went back to sleep. then bangsSQUARE called at like 2 and we talked for an hour before i went back to sleep again. then i woke up at like 4 plus. watched tv. then had dinner with my gran. then a surprise visit from some relatives. hahah. when we were like cleaning the house!! hahah. then like at ten plus, jaclyn called and asked me to meet them. of course i never go. ahhahaha.

warrick cycled over then we went to macs at near 11. i ate like a whole meal upsize. then i help him plan like the whole camp game thing lah!! like 75 % I DO LAH! hahah idiotic pig. he was like sleeping can. zz. hahah then after that at like 12 we went over to the prata shop. ate prata and had tehtarik. saw jiajun. hahah. planning for the camp continued. and SERIOUSLY WARRICK WEE YOU OWE ME BIG TIME!!!! so do YOU CEDRIC GOH! hahah. i came up with so many cool and fun ideas lah! whoohoo to me. HAHAH and mr ong you owe me also!! HAHAHAHA. kidding lah, i how nice (: hahah so then at like 1 plus, warrick walked me to my block then he cycled backkkk.

and tadahhh, im homez now. hahah.

anyway some unhappy shit happened yesterday. but like actually i still dont understand what the hell happened.

but hello viv, i read your blog at like 4 am this morning. and i thought for quite long like what happened. but actually i dont really understand. but anyway, i know tehpeng's off. but i just wanna thank you for the opportunity that you gave me to play with the u-21 peeps. and it was a good and fun experience playing for tehpeng for netballuxion and forca and even the game yesterday. thanks yupp.

alrightttt, i wanna eat askclim. HAHAHA. guess whats that.

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEON TEH!!!! :D dinner when youre back bestfwen! (:

horights, taas yall all all (:
2:13 PM '

"Im very sure that she's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with"

how sweet.

well but..

-

i have been stuck at home for two days. omg i feel so damn awful )))))):
yesterday's night dinner was cancelled so i decided to stay home since its my gran's birthday.
i ate like the whole time( late lunch, one huge bowl of rice, one whole ten bucks sambal stingray, rojak, durian puffs, satays and bubble tea) -_-'
and i used com for twelve hours. dont ask me what was i doing. i dont know also.
went to bed at 5 plus.
couldnt get to sleep again -_-"
by the time i finally slept, i think it was like 7 am already.
W called at 12 plus. talked for a bit and then i went back to sleep.
then i woke up at 5pm.
i should have gone for lunch with W!!!!
now i regret ): ):
ohwellzz.

theres a match tomorrow with the mens team.
zzz. im like so damn lousy i think i'll cause tehpeng to lose.

and im super sick of clubbing already.
and i only started like in june.
i super dont feel like going to zoooouk on friday.
i should just go chomp chomp.
zz. see how.

now how i dont know how.
):
11:12 PM '

MANY MANY MUCHY PEEEEKTURES (:
some pictures are like super jumbled up. here and there. sorelee. hahah

9th august, disturbia




lavande(?) from bakerzin! super nice! for darkchoc lovers (:

9th august, TIMBRE (:





at crystal jade. looks nice? HAHAH its like wet tissue plus everything that all of us dint want. eeew? yea. hahah


i wore lin's shades into hongkong cafe at 2am in the morning. HAHAH



i drew that with ketchup! hahah

TIMBRE,





lovelove (:

MATCH WITH NGEE ANN! (:



(: (: (: (: (:






ASSHOLES THAT SPOILT THE PICTURE! hahah




the evil twin tortoises. miss them ]:




unglam!


HAHAHAHAH thats me.









TEAM ROJAK FAIRFIELD! 4 juniors, 6 seniors (:










W finished all the muffins!

JZ's birthday celeb at NYNY!







HOW ugly. HAHAH

HAJI & BREKO.






















CHEEKYS 13th NOV (:


















CHEEKYS 6TH NOV (:







mr grumpy, three attempts. hahah


nice, jonah doing sit ups. hahah














jonah in ao's heels!



CHRISTINA's BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION, 2nd nov and 4th nov (:

i was cutting jaclyn out of the picture. HAHAH








jaclyn gave me that ! (:




she was so touched, she teared (:











this picture is damn scary! its me! if you can see. hahah










we forgot bout jaclyn and were looking if shes coming down the escalator. HAHAH.

liang court macs.



































love (:

B&J, cathay, 21st nov.




AHAHAHAHAHAH NICE RED PANTIES AVIS!


avis wanted to play the keyboard.

20th nov, outing with alex!
theres only these pictures of him. HAHAH
cause he refused to let me take a proper one!


my handsome friend (:


i painted his nails, thats why he sat on the bus with his hand clenched in a fist. HAHAHAH

i still have hell alot of photos to post. zzz. damn alot. hahah. but this is like alot already. hah. alright. have a good day peepos (:

ESMONDE (;

ET the Great Asian Dream.. beach full of Aussie Chicks!! says:
but de bitch is..
ET the Great Asian Dream.. beach full of Aussie Chicks!! says:
Bah gus sia!
ET the Great Asian Dream.. beach full of Aussie Chicks!! says:
de babes r lyk..
ET the Great Asian Dream.. beach full of Aussie Chicks!! says:
Sssssssss........HOT!
KIMBERLEY(: It warms the inside just like it should says:
BITCH?!?!?!?
KIMBERLEY(: It warms the inside just like it should says:
HAHAHAAHAHHAHAH
ET the Great Asian Dream.. beach full of Aussie Chicks!! says:
nah
KIMBERLEY(: It warms the inside just like it should says:
NICE BITCH!
ET the Great Asian Dream.. beach full of Aussie Chicks!! says:
Babes!
KIMBERLEY(: It warms the inside just like it should says:
NONO
ET the Great Asian Dream.. beach full of Aussie Chicks!! says:
bitch i dunno la
ET the Great Asian Dream.. beach full of Aussie Chicks!! says:
cos din get to tok to dem mah
KIMBERLEY(: It warms the inside just like it should says:
ET the Great Asian Dream.. beach full of Aussie Chicks!! says:
but de bitch is..
ET the Great Asian Dream.. beach full of Aussie Chicks!! says:
LOL
ET the Great Asian Dream.. beach full of Aussie Chicks!! says:
WTF
KIMBERLEY(: It warms the inside just like it should says:
HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA NICE BITCH
ET the Great Asian Dream.. beach full of Aussie Chicks!! says:
hahahaha

HAHAHA esmonde spelt beach as bitch! hahah but this isnt the funniest. the funniest one is

"i WENT to the freezer, FEEL my cup with water and ice and STUCK drinking until now."

HAHAHAH HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESMONDE! (:

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE, MY GRANDMOTHER! I LOVE YOU MANY MANY MANYYYYYYY!!!!!! (: (:

(:
10:05 PM '

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

-
a bad day turned good.
12:30 AM '

the beats my heart skipped, you wouldnt know
12:17 AM '

Wreckless Love

HELLO PEEPOS!

TIME FOR AN UPDATE!

THURSDAY
i woke up early in the morning at 11. then after that, the plan to meet up with joanne and yunting was cancelled ]: cause tingali has to pack her stufffff ]: boo X 999999999 so i was just lazing in bed the whole afternoon.

then i went out with PHP. we saw JOE thrice! HAHAH. we caught enchanted. its super nice! hahah i love the chipmunk! hahah i dint want to watch the show wan but there was nothing else to watch but im glad i watched it! :D :D i want a chipmunk as a pet! hahah

so at like 11 plus, reena and shu came in a cab and we went down to cheekys. waited for jz, cel, xian and nat who were veh veh late. hahah. so then we went in. i was like quite sian so i tried to see if i can get high. i drank 4 cups of coke + vodka and sprite vodka here and there.. zz. no effect at all. -_-" then the night was okay i guess. dint dance much.

so at like 3, hussein, mandeep shah and i cabbed down to shah's home to pick up some stuff then we cabbed back to hussein's house. shah was like wearing socks with havaianas. damn cute. hahah and shah looks really cute when he dances! hahahahahh and sheep has like a million moves. HAHAH im just lying(about sheep having many moves). hahah.

SHEEP PLEASE I WANNA CUT YOUR HAIR. ITS LIKE ON MY TO-DO-LIST. NO.1. AND ITS WILL BE A PERFECT CHRISTMAS GIFT. PLEASEEEEEEE.

hahahahah. so we were talking at the lobby while waiting for macs. so sheep was saying that i choose my friends and shah should be honoured that hes my friend. HAHAHAH YES! HAHAHAHAHA. no lah, i how nice (: hahah. and then sheep was rather shocked when i told him that i drank. cause i dont usually drink. hahah. so then macs came and then we went up to husseins house. we played rugby and soccer on xbox. i not bad eh. hahah! they said that okay! hahah

so at like near seven. i went back home. i was abit the scared cause some shit happened at bukitmerah interchange. zzz AGAIN know. wahlao, im just so damn lucky. zz. but i was too tired to care.

but anyway, so home. and i slept till like near 4. HAHAH so much for going haji ah jaclyn. in the end jaclyn jasmin and i went to island creamery at like 7. THEY WERE HOW LATE! asses. hahah and i was like super grumpy i dont know why. but jagging both of them made me happy (: HAHAHAHAHAH. LOSERSZXZXZXZXZ :D

we left island creamery for tiong where jasmin that timid pig pierced her tongut(act of bravery) HAHAHAH. so then we just sat outside tiong and talked. then i had cup noodles, again. hahah. then we went home.

SATURDAY
woke up at like 4. christina jaclyn and jasmin came over at around 6. went for a haircut. which i wished i hadnt gone for. it wasnt that bad, not as bad as the last one of course. the last haircut gave me a phobia of cutting hair seriously. thats why i havent visited a hairdresser in 4 months. hahah. but well, i dont like my hair now. but okay lah. they say no diff. hahah. so the three idiots came up to my house and we had dinnerrrr.

then we watched bee movie. then we just talked, laughed and surfed the net. it was a good time (: lovelove.

and this afternoon i spent a pretty darn long time taking out all the clothes that i dont want anymore. HAHAH. i anyhow anyhow take photo of them and i wanna sell them away! hahah.

actually i have many nice photos to upload. but im just lazy. nice photos of jaclyn (: HAHAH.

alright, i shall go do up my lj.

taas (:

; When forever was a minute, and eternity was a second
3:31 AM '

There's more to love than makin' time
The harder you look the more you'll find
It's never easy no matter what they say

Love's a hard game to play
The heart's the price you pay
Love's a hard game to play
No matter what they say
Win or lose, no matter what they say
Love's a hard game to play

The problem here is not my fear
The trouble is you can't convince yourself
For tonight, let's lose the past
Make love last
Put our worries up on the shelf

We can endure love's sweet pain
Remember, starting the fire is easy
The hardest part is learning how to keep the flame

Love's like walking a real fine line
You get too close and you'll go blind
Let go too long and it will all drift away

Just when I feel like I'm losin' you
I hear the voices call
They say it's better to have lost at love
Than never to have loved at all
Lose or win, stand or fall

It's never easy, no matter what they say

2:15 AM '

But things will never go back to how we were


heyloh (:

these few days have been really really really awesome, wonderful, cool, fun, freaking fun! hahah. there was quite a bit of change to my original schedule except for tuesday. but all in all, i really had hell of a rockin' good time :D :D

thursday will be meeting up with joanne and yunting (: and then cheekys at night.
friday will be haji with jaclyn (:

anyway. aiyah. i think i shall just blog bout tuesday and wednesday. hahah

TUESDAY
met up with alex at 2 at lakeside. IM SO SORRRYYYY. hahahahah. supposed to meet at one and i woke up at one. HAHAHAH sorry ah sorry. so when we reached cine at 2.49. the tickets for the show at 2.50 were pretty much sold out. so we bought tickets for the 5pm show. then i wanted to buy nail polish from thefaceshop. but alex insisted on going to sasa. HAHAH. that funny boy. then after that we went to wheelock for haato. shared chocbanana and hazelnut. hahah then i painted his nails pink and blue. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. and with a smiley face. so the whole day, he was walking around with his right hand in his pocket. then after that, we went to lido for gelatosimmo (??) applepie and cookiesandcream for us. then after that we went back to cine for the movie! GAMEPLAN! the show is super niceeeee! the girl is so cute and the rock is like so cute when he says those sweet things to his lil girl. hahah. the whole show is cute, funny, and super super touching! go go go watch it! hahah. so then after the movie. we both went back home. was a really really great day (: those who know alex, you'll know how fun it was. and how retarded he was of course. HAHAHAH. he's really someone who'll always give you the most retarded answers ever. he asked me "eh you retain ah" for like 20 times! HAHAHAHA. damn idiot. so we kept comforting each other for "retaining" HAHAHAHAH. damn stupid lah. it was just a really fun day :D <3.

so, came home, took the muffins and went to meet W. he said that my muffins are nice! (: of course lah! hahah. so walked around, talked and all. went back at 11.

WEDNESDAY
woke up at one. IM SO SORRYYYYYYYY. supposed to meet reena jz cel xian avis and fang at one in town. SORRYYYY. i reached at like 3. hahah so lunch at cafe cartel. i really dislike cafe cartellll. but still, i ate. hahha. then after that, it was more food at the basement. as usual, all of us were jagging JZ and AVIS. the loserszxzxzx. hahah! avis's the best seriously. all her "Womit", "i want to order the MALE" HAHAHAH still got alot more man.

then we went to play arcade! hahah was damn fun! fang's super good at the fighting game. i insisted on using some retarded puny cartoon woodblock like character. HAHAHAHA omg. when he appeared on the screen, EVERYBODY BURST INTO LAUGHTER and couldnt stop laughing. HAHAHAH including myself. but the character's super cute! hahah. then fang and i played daytona! hahah ive found a good daytona challenger! hahah. so xian left for trg after arcade.

then we went over to cathay B&J. avis wanted to buy dimsum so she ordered all and then she was about to pay when i stopped her and told her that 30more minutes and all the dimsum will be half-priced. HAHAHAHAHAH she was like "oh! oh! i dont want to buy now can. i come back later" HAHAAH shit funny. fang left after that. so we stayed at B&J for a very very very long time. talking and laughing all. avis was like sleepingggg like a log. and celeste went to pull her panty. HAHAHAHAH omg, damn funny. shu came and we started jagging her. like DUH. hahah yknow jz said something damn funny that day.

she said to xian : ARE YOU SURE YOURE NOT LIKE ME???!!!
then all of us just errrr and stared at her.
xian went : DUH!

HAHAHAHA what kind of question is that right! HAHAHHAHAHA.

then today

jz: i want to show off my assets okay
me: you have ah
reena: she must be a really poor kid

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA damn freaking funny seriously. hahah shit lah. the whole day we were like laughing like mad people seriously. with avis around, its sure a laughing-like-mad day. we just cant stop bullying her! hahahaha. shes really a JOKE. hahah! later she said something bout shu having a tattoo. HAHAHAHAHA that was damn funny. but this joke is confidential. HAHAHAHAHA.

after that we all went to town. then we sat outside fareast and ate. bumped into a couple of people. and then i took bus back with reena (:

hahahah, seriously it was a superwhooperdupergreatday (: i love those girls :D :D :D we're gonna crash reena's house for an ultimate dvd marathon soon! (: and hopefully the yacht party will be on! :D and we're gonna meet up like every week! yay!

hmmm. anddd celeste, reena and shu are going overseas soon. ]:
warrick's leaving for cambodia tomorrow, or rather, today. have a safe trip retard!

i wanna go on holiday too ): and mummy bought a new phone , n95 -_-" shes retarded. she doesnt even like it. now she wants to sell it. i think we're all impulse shoppers. hahahah.

alright, im super tired. gotta wake up at like 11 tomorrowwww. hahah.

and ohyes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHUAN! (: (: have a goodddd birthday! :D

taas yall (:

; I got used to living without you
3:16 AM '

WHAT UP WHAT UP!
today was a goooooodddd day (:
met jobasan to get my krispy kremes!
then i met emma! hahah. coincidentally. spent like a good 30minutes with her (:
saw shah they all too. the sneaklets. hahah.
soooooo. dint catch saw4.
met up with REENA! jz, cel and xian first.
CELESTE WAS LATE FOR LIKE AN HOUR. !@!##%%$^
bumped into pet, huishian and wanqi. hahah
so then nat came and then shu came.
dinner at pepperlunch was good.
i had the new cream salmon pasta thing! i like (: hahah
after dinner, we went to like the taka basement and bought more food.
venezia icecream and octopus balls for me. i wanted the brownie from brownie factory and beard papa's choc eclair and sushi lah. if only im not so tight on cash ): ): i seriously should rob a bank. and i really wish im not always hungryyyy. zzz

so then to cine it was. went to maestro bistro and spent quite a while there. just talking bout everything (: laughing all. then i went back with shuboobs. it was a great great day (: with the usual laughter and jagging the losers ( shu, jz and cel) HAHAH. just like the old times (: love all of 'em :D

anyhowssss, last week was okayyy.
wednesday was rest day.
thursday was icecream at islandcreamery with marcseah. and then meeting up with jasmin and christina at night then dinner at al-ameen. then we went to jaclyn's house. wanting to drag her out to go play. but in the end, we ended up lazing there. we surprised jaclyn's mum cause its her birthday! we how sweet right. hahah eh yall better celebrate my grandma's birthday. she cooked so much nice stuff for yall! hahahah. so i ended up going to lin's house. just slacked there for a bit then mummy came to fetch me at like near 3 in the morning.
friday was waking up at like evening time and then meeting up with W (: then baking then jaclyns house.
saturday was home, then baking. then sleeping. cel asked me to go down to cheekys. felt like it but dint. ao called and we wanted to go down. in the end, decided to go to town to meet sheep, weiarng and sujesh. then i took all my clothes then i didnt feel like going zzz. dont know why also. hahah so i ended up watching tv. sorry ao ): then sheep called and HAHAHAH hes the funniest shit(sheep) ever. hahah. he kept asking me to go down all. then said im SO UNEXCITE. hahah idiot. he made me feel baddd lah. he almost succeeded in getting me down. almost. HAHAH. sorrrryyy lahhh eh. meet up soon okay (:
sunday was outing with christina and jasmin. bestest christina teng gave me chocs wrapped up nicely! hahah. had yami at meridien then went to lido to find jaclyn. zzz. that idiot. she kept like teasing me zzz. ass go die. bought something for my angel. then jaclyn ended work. then we went to bk and had supper. wanted to eat icecream from haato and orangejulius but both were closed already. then we went to cine wanting to play table soccer. but the arcade was closed too. met daryl again!! HAHAH. it was home after that.

peeektures :D



JASMINNNN HOTTIEEEE LEH. SHE TIE HAIR. HAHAH



lovelove (:


please do not ask me what he was doing. HAHAHAH i was jokingly saying "eh! lets take picture. wait for the surveillance cam to take for us" then he stood there and waited..... ACT RETARDED ONLY hahahahah. then i walked away leaving him standing there. HAHAH.


this will be my xmas card to everyone. HAHAHAHAH





at lido's staircase. waiting for jaclynnn. we how poor thing ): HAHAH. and look at jasmin. HAHAHAHA



chocs that christina tenggg gave (:

FOOD MARATHON!

fried mantous, sambal stingray, chilli crab!


i said we must eat mantous like that. HAHAH


the big pincer that kh gave me!



food marathon-ers (:


bakchormee, charkwaytiao and currychickennoodles


satay beehoon, kambing soup and prawn mee


banana prata, honey prata, chocolate prata, 2 egg 1 plain prata and curry chicken!


banana dessert pizza


foster's baked mushroom with ham and cheese


fosters cheese fries


pluck's apple crumble with icecream


rocky's pizza. i ate 4 slices of that plus a zuppa broth. i felt like i was gonna burst after that.


my super glam bangsbangs (:


viv and her super swollen pinkie.


salmon cream pasta.


buffalo wings


mushroom soup with toast! and i like posting pictures of foooooood. HAHAH


after the underage underground B&Ls-filled party. HAHAH

thats all for now. bloggers being irritating. tsk. i'll post more pictures of humans next time. hahah

alright. have a good day tomorrow yall. im gonna watch gameplannnn with alex alex alex leong!! (:

taas

> and what i heard today totally changed my impression of you. you used to be so innocent and wonderful in my eyes. but now, i guess its not that way anymore. shocking? yes.
; ride the cliche
2:16 AM '

my internet connection has been really bad these past few days. and its starting to get on my nerves !@#$^%&. hahah whateverrr. anyway today was fun (: was supposed to meet W yesterday but i dint. then supposed to meet him today but i was like in town. oopsies. hahah. aye, your muffinsssss how. hahahah.

cant wait for the coming week (:

monday : saw4,(hopefully) and shoppinggg with ugly
tuesday: gameplan with alex(:
wednesday: outing with someone.
thursday : maybe og outing, play at night
friday: maybe cheekys.
saturday:
sunday: sentosaaaa with the backsides.

meetups with
1) reenaaa and peeps
2) jobasan and tingali

have yet to be scheduled. i guess i'll have to make some adjustments to my schedule but its worth it of course (: i misssss reeeeeeenaaaaaa so much! im so glad that her A's are over! yay! :D havent seen her in the longest time lah! hahah. and jobasan is finally back from americaaaa and she bought me krispy kremes! (: (: hahah.

its gonnaaaa be a week of rockin' good fun (: [:

anddd kh, es, hosea, and jy leftttt today. kh went on cruise and the other three tards went to aussie. have a safe trip doods(: see yall soon!

and i bought something for my angel! (: i wonder when i'll see my angel! my angel's the cutest shit seriously (: hahah okay not shit. my angel's the bestest best, the cutest thing alive ever (:

hahah, immaaa harrrpyy kid :D

horights, taas yall (:

have a good week! (:
3:39 AM '

WHATSUPPPPPPPP
i think im high on lack of sleep.

YESTERDAY
was such an eventful day -_-" first, i went up the bus at my house bus stop. ten minutes later, the bus dint move a SINGLE CM. because theres an accident upfront so like the whole road was jammeddd. i got off and went to take a train. went to jurong east popular and bought assessment books for my brother then i went to meet W. after i met him, he told me that theres actually popular at jp, cause it shifted. OMG I FELT LIKE KILLING HIM. he said he wanted to message me and tell me that but his phone hung. NICE HANGGGGG. i felt like the stupidest retard in the whole world -_-" i wasted like half an hour of travelling time. !@@$#%$#$#

so after i met him, i wanted to buy baking stuff. so we went to the supermarket all. only to find that theres only blueberry muffins mix left. as my loves know, i dont eat berries. so i bought the mix still knowing that the berries and the mix are separated. i bought a whole packet of hersheys choc chips. then i couldnt find the aluminium tray. i felt like slapping W. HAHAHAHAH. no lah. he was so nice to help me carry the books eh. OKAY ONE CLAP FOR YOU. hahah after that we walked around and went to the food court then we went to the void deck. and yes, i exchanged everything with him, like finally. resulting in him calling me a conMAN. -_-" hahah but actually i was guilty of it lah. SORRRLIIIEEEE LAH. DONT ANGRY. HAHAHAH. as usual, he got his much needed dosage of counselling from me. HAHAH. and he wanted so much to try and "counsel" me but he dint succeed cause hes bullshit and he doesnt know shit. HAHAHAHAH. so yes, honoured not. i told you everything already lehzxzx. dont call me conman already okay. i made muffins for you lehzx. hahahahah

so void deck it was. sat there and talkedddd until almost twelve then i went back home. ohyes and im veh veh honoured and happy that you trust me and that you told me everrrrything everytime lah orhkeh. hahahaha. not like you'll see this anyway. but thennnnn thanksss for everything okay kay kay. i know damn eeyer and i how man i dont say this kinda things. but still, hahahah thanksss man for last night. you made me feel so much betterrrr and im really glad i met up with you and we had fun -_-" and much laughter (: hahah. ty ty.

so then i came home. and then yay! bakingggg time. i mixed everything and started baking. okay three muffins on the first try to see if i added enough oil. THEN omg, the electricity trippedddd. THRICE SOMEMORE. then uncle was like going to scold me, so i decided to stop baking. so in a fit of anger/confusion/unhappiness/ and retardedness i packed up and went over to jaclyns. that girl was at holland and i swear shes the stupidest shit ever. cause when i reached clementi i called her and this was how it was

me: eh where you
her: at the bus stop, longggggggg ago
me: huh then why you never call me
her: i thought you'll call me
me: oh.
her: eh got nr5 pass by just now
me: huh how long ago
her: about 20 minutes
me: HUH! i waited for 30 minutes for the bus leh
her: hahah. where you
me: crossing the overhead bridge
her: huh where
me: here lah
her: huh
me: clementi lah wahlao
her: HUH CLEMENTI?! I THOUGHT YOU SAY HOLLAND?!?
me: omg, youre the stupidest shit ever. i told you im coming from home and meet at clementi right. why would i pass by holland?!
her: !@@##@$% omg
me: stupid.

thats one of my smartest bestfriends for you (note the sarcasm please) -_-"

so finally, after a veh long time. we arrived at her house. and we started baking. her oven like million of years never use wan. then right the muffins took like 20 minutes to be okay. and they were like !@@!^$ not edible please. in the end, i wasted like 23 muffins in all. and i decided to stop baking. and she ate all the muffins up. -________- they were not nice at all. so we just used the com all and then slept.

NICE SLEEP I HAD. i dint sleep at all can. cause that pig was snoring and sleep talking as usual. pangsai. then in the morning her sister came to wake her up, she flew into a rage. damn scary lah. gave me a shock. HAHAHAHAHAH. but her bangs still scarier. HAHAHHA

so then i came back home at 1023 am this morning. and i was preparing to go to bed with beardy in hand then grandma came back. and i complained bout the damn oven and she insisted that its new and i should try again. this time, the power dint freaking trip and i baked all my muffins.

conclusion, i wasted money getting to jaclyns house. i wasted my time baking inedible muffins and i wasted a night not sleeping............... !@!#^%& sianxzxzxz.

its not 3 yet so i wont feel tired as yet. but im gonna sleep now. im like supposed to meet W nowwww but aiyah later lah. if not later i walking halfway i suddenly drop dead and die. so, goodnight friends.

i hate my oven.

TO VENUSIAN, HAHAH LOSER JACLYN
TO MARTIAN : are you leon teh. -_-" OKAY BYEBYE TO YOU.

goodbye earthlings, martians, pluto-ians, venusian, and every living creature possible. goodbye to all non living things too.

actually i think i wont wake up until like at least eight. HAHAH. eh W W W W W, i meet you at your house later lah okay. i think im crazy. i think i should be messaging you that -_-"

okay. i think im going cranky. stupid oven.
12:55 PM '

i just woke up and i just received my handphone bill.
die i die die die. two months of bill, $239.
1621 messages last month.
omg, i think mummys gonna like scold me.
okay, maybe she wont.
she'll just ask me to pay for it myself.
ohwell.
but nevermind, im sure this month's bill will be much cheaper.
i'll control my messages.

alright, i was supposed to go out but i dint feel like.
so i decided to go to secret hideout today.
but i woke up too late -_-"
guess i'll bake later to cheer myself up.

okay maybe not, i just got a message.
i guess im going to meet W later.
i know he's gonna make me feel much much better (:

maybe i'll bake in the wee hours of the morning.
not like i'll sleep before 4 am anyway.

Be still my heart, This could be a brand new start

taas earthlings.
5:35 PM '

Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be gone

-

Goodbye, You
6:27 AM '

The opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference

- Elie Wiesel

11:49 PM '

HELLO HELLO HELLO!

hahahah i have been like M-I-A. but actually, NO! hahah i was just too busy having fun and too tired to blogggg. so since im pretty much awake now, i shall blogggggg :D

TUESDAY
after i blog, at around 1 am plus. AO called and asked me to go to cheekys. i cabbed down. met up with mandeep, weiarng, elvin, fangshen, jonah, kevin then AO came. didnt do much actually but it was fun just laughing at everyone. hahah jonah wore AO's heels and danced around, shaking his butt all lah. HAHAH. the whole club was like ours so we could do like everything we wanted. jonah even did sit ups please. hahah. the eight of us cabbed down to spize after that. weiarng was like quite high and hes a freaking camwhore. HAHAH. yknow he dropped his fork. and while trying to retrieve it, he actually stepped on it and the fork FLEW UP and scratch his eyebrow then and went over his shoulder. HAHAH omg damn scary but funny. AO and sheep couldnt stop fighting. hahah. ate. then everyone went off except sheep and me. it was like raining. we sat at spize for awhile before RUNNING to valleypoint. HAHAHAHHA. runnnnnn leh. damn far lah. then he stepped into a couple of puddles and he cursed me to step into one but he stepped inside himself. hahah then he tried to push me into the puddles lah! damn evil. hahah we reached valleypoint and were quite drenched. sat outside starbucks and just talked and talked and talked and laughed and laughed and laughed. i told him bout my TO-DO-LIST. hahahah. we laughed alot. it was a great time (: he made some UH sound when i asked him something. hahahah its freaking funny lah. after our man to man talk, he waited for the bus with me and went home. THANKS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME HOR HOR HOR.

took the first bus at 6 plus and met tingali. we trained to changi. she brought BINOCULARS FOR ME HAHAHAHAH. so that i could spot jobasan. so we finally reached changi and we called jobasan. she told us that she was eating chicken sandwich and so we walked around THE WHOLE PLACE trying to find her. in the end, we called her and she told us that she already went into the that place, the check in place already. LIKE WHATTTTT THEEEEE. we were searching for nothing all the while. hahah so we just stood at the glass there and waved to her. so nearrrr yet so farrrrr. ohwell, at least we got to wave to her. HAHAH. so then tingali and i went to eat macs breakfast. the whole night i was damn high, high on nothing. hahah. then when it was nearing ten, i suddenly like DIED. cause 24 hours never sleep already. then i think my engine just couldnt work anymore. hahah. after breakfast, tingali went off and i trained back home. came home at 1130, and really CRASHED. hahah

WEDNESDAY
after i woke up, got ready and was ready to go clubbbb. but was cancelled. wanted to go meet jaclyn and charlotte but decided not to. so i just stoned in front of the com. and talked on the phone with my two bestests. its rest dayyyyy.

THURSDAY
woke up earrrrrllllllyyyyy in the morning and went down to yao's place for mahjong with es chye and yao. the original mahjong peepos (: i wanted to go to vals house with the rest but see i so nice leh never pangseh! HAHAH. so mahjong. i was losing quite badly then suddenly i started winning many many! i pro i pro thank you (: HAHAH. so after mahjong, we just sat there talking for a bit. yao was talking bout not seeing alot of people in school so i was saying that "of course lah. ngee ann so big" then chye was like "yahlor. i dont even see her in school" then i was like "yeahhhh lor" then he went "cause she doesnt come to school" HAHAH nice dino. so we left yaos house then es and i went to meet ian, ko, dav, jy, hosea, joshua, jacq, jane, yunxing, lissa and val. had zica for dinner (: niceeee. had a good time laughing bout pretty alot of stuff. like obs all. joshua shaved his head lah! HAHAH what the! and hosea was saying the zhangfan calls him HOWS. HAHAH whattt dehhhh. and ian chang kept blaming me for not bringing his shirt. then he was like ACTING angry with me. I KNOW YOU ACT WAN LAH OKAY. HAHAHAH. then we kept arguing then he will keep saying that i never bring his shirt! idiot! i burn it then you know. hahahha. so we were talking bout "when you think of...., what do you see" so jacq said "when i think of kim, i see a collage of guys and girls" AHAHAH i thought that was quite funny. hahah. so after dinner, i walkeddd homeee and used com. was supposed to go to play but somehow we dint plan or anything. hahah

FRYDAY
woke up late. HAHA sorry BANGSBANGS. rushed down to shaw. had to cab ): so work began. we got a deal of 1.7k. BY SELLING TOYS. the lady bought so MUCH lah. then we had to like bring everything upstairs and wrap them. omg, it was freaking tiring. AND JACLYN DOESNT KNOW HOW TO WRAP BOXES -_-" hahah. work was really freaking tiring. closing the shop was like damn tiring and dirty also. ohyah, yknow we happened to wear almost the same colour by coincidence. and i wore like faded black pants and she wore black skinnies. and there were these TWO RETARDS from the other shop that called us twins. OMG, HOW INSULTING IS THAT LAH. INSULTING ME LAH! !@!#$@$@# HAHAHAHAHAH. okay okay. later bangsbangs sad. and OH! there were these two guys that walked past and they looked at bangsbangs and said "so cute uh" HAHAHAHAHAHAH shit damn freaking funny. HAHAHAH. and yknow we sell this helicopter thing that can fly. i was TOO GOOD AT IT. i flew it so high it got stuck on some tent thing and we couldnt get it down. so i went to borrow a ladder and umbrella to try to get it down. BANGSBANGS ACT PRO, SHE POKED THE HELICOPTER ONCE, AND IT BROKE. -_-"hahah sooooo after work, was supposed to go club. but was damn tired so i dint go. had purechoc from coffeebean and jaclyn and i sat at mccafe and chilled. and bussed home after that. got home at near 1

SATURDAY
work again. work starts at twelve and i got there at like 1158. SCARY. hahah. was supposed to go sentosa or to eat icecream with marcccc but had stupidddd work. well but work was more fun that the day before. went to buy food at fareast. came up of the escalator and saw YINI! HAHAH so coincidental. talked all. then i saw annabel. hahah. soooo work work work till 10. tiringggg. then after that, christina and jasmin came to find us. and then i was like superrr high i dont know why. hahahahah. we walked past this place which had some fashionshowdancingthing. hahah. then we were trying to get them to pull jaclyn up to dance. HAHAHAHAH. you should really see the way jaclyn dances. HAHAH freaking funny seriously. so i was like cheering and screaming then i ran away. HAHAHAH. then christina they all were like whacking me. hahah. i was really like superrr crazyyyy. hahah. so we went to cine. met daryl cai again! hahah. so we ate at pastamania tho i really hate it. hahah i dint eat any pasta tho. cause i ate like two packets of rice in 3 hours before that-_-. hahah. so had soup and drink and garlic bread and a banana dessert pizza. HAHAH AND OHYAH JOKE OF THE DAY. or RATHER, THE JOKE ALWAYS. JASMIN YEO! hahah shes like as loserish as jaclyn. or maybe worse. she said "EH LETS GO HANTU AND EAT ICECREAM" HANTU LEH HANTU! HAHAHHAAHHA. she meant HAATO can. HAHAHAHAH. then after that while eating at PM, christina kept shooting ice at her so she said "LATER I ASK THE MAGNETS COME AND CATCH YOU" HAHAHAHA OMG OMG OMG MAGNETS. HAHAHAHAHAH she MEANT MANIACS. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. SHIT SHES REALLY THE JOKE. then we wanted her to look some HURTZXZX face so she shook her head and like damn sian. then SUDDENLY, she did the hurtxzxz face. HAHAHA SHIT DAMN FUNNY. aiyah like that not funny. hahah. but nehmind, its still funny. hahah so after we ate, we went up to the arcade to play table soccer! hahah damn funny, we were screaming and making so much noise lah. then after that, i came up with an idea that we should block the goalposts so that we dont have to pay money to continue playing. so we blocked the goalposts and we just played. we kept laughing and screaming and there was this bunch of guys watching us and laughing also lah! hahahah. but it was really damn funnnnn (: wanted to go over to christinas to bake but decided not to cause i felt that i should sleep. took bus to clementi with jaclynnn and she waited with me for my bus. then we saw a rat! SO CUTE LAH! hahahah. one of the things on my to-do-list is to do with rats. hahah. then we saw many cockroaches and jaclyn was so scared -_-" maybe youre 1000 times bigger than them! and they see your bangs they then scared can. hahah. then we were talking bout bengs and lians then i nearly missed my bus lah. we suddenly screamed and ran and tried to flag the bus. HAHAH. luckily i caught it. so came home at like 2 plus. used a bit of com and went to bed.

and in the end, I COULDNT SLEEP THE WHOLE NIGHT. !@$@#%#$^%# -_-"

SUNDAY
woke up, or RATHER. OPENED MY EYES. i dint even sleep lah -_-""""" trained to angmokio mrt and met up with viv, christina and jasmin. then went to bishan park and met weizhen and peiqin then diana came. we were TEAM ROTIPRATA FOR THE DAY. hahah we competed in FORCA 07. some street netball competition. before the game, i ate fried rice -_-" then i ate pizza before another game. then i ate sausage and icecream and drank rootbeer float and drank coke and 100plus and eat wafflecrisps and ate icecream waffle -_-" so i gained more calories than what i lost while playing. hahah. soooo. we won every single match except one, WE LOST TO the FREAKING 189. OMG, theyre like 50 year old aunties who are like MEN. they think they playing basketball can. they anyhow anyhow anyhow WHACK lah. we were like FIGHTING, or rather, WE WERE GETTING BASHED UP. not playing netball lah. what the. that bung old lady snatched the ball from me when i had it can! then i nearly sprained two fingers lah. and we had the BEST UMPIRE ever -_-". he didnt even mother blow for any contacts lah. #$$%#$ gross shit. seriously, we were so pissed offfff. peiqin's coach was playing also. she play against peiqin she also so rough. what the. her player lah. then the coach right, she whacked viv and viv fell down. she like hit her kneeee, then got wounds all. then she sprained her pinkie, like baobazhang damn freaking swollen. she fell so hard that even her hair-tie came out -_-" damn freaking rouhg. theyre like more rough than... dont know. theyre the roughest ive ever seen. tsk. and i was like quite emo, cause i played like shitzzz ):

second round, we played against saf__. those *beep. they hate fairfield cause we always beat them in leagues. AND THEN RIGHT, this woman kept staring/glaring at christina and i cause we wearing the FAIRFIELD PVP shirt. BOO YOU LAH. idiot. but luckily the superwhooper rough person didnt play. yknow they always bully our juniors. this year national league right, the one that kept glaring at us scolded NATALIE LAH. she said "DONT BE A YOUNG BITCH" TO NATALIE. OMG. NATALIE. @#@#!$$%%#^$$#!@#@ she then bitch ah! assssssss.

ah whatever. next match, against 189 again. we were all fired up all, and we WON THEM 14-3. EAT THAT BITCHES. hmph. so last match, finals, against ourrr fwenssszxzxz. XNIJ. we won so rotiprata is the champssxzx.(: the prize is 150 dollars. hahah. so after that. everybody went off. viv christina and i went to tiong to eat kfc. then sheep called and asked me to go and find the movie gang. HAHHA. its the original movie gang that weiarng said if i join, i have speical privilege. so honouredddd. hahah. i wanted to go but then i also wanted to stayover at christinas house. so i dint know which to chooseeee. so in the end, i decided to stayover. so went back home, packed, i need beardy. hahah. then went to christinas house. we baked cookies! then we watched like 10 minutes of some movie and i fell asleep. hahah i always fall asleep when i watch movies at her house. hahah. so i slept for like 7 hours. longest ive slept in a long time man. hahah.

MONDAY
so woke up, watched blades of glory. viv cooked maggi for me (: then we made muffins! super nice! hahah. then we watched the reaping. then we ate dinner and played facebook. then i went back homeee.
used the com for a bit then went to yaos house at around 12. esmonde and i were being retards. we purposely went to buy fishballs from two stalls side by side to see which one nicer. hahah! so it was NIGHT CYCLING!! hahah. we cycled from yaos house to some petrol station to fairfield to pasirpanjang. we were like singing songs in weird pitches and screaming and having so much fun riding down super long slopes (: hahah. fun fun, i like. hahah. then tragedy struck! es's bike's chain broke and we spent a good 30minutes TRYING to fix it. in the end, it couldnt be fix so yao cycled while holding on to es's bike. damn cool lah. hahah. then esmonde had to run. HAHAHAHAAAH. so we reached the cheeseprata shop. tissue prata and mushroom cheese and milo dino for me. then after that, we were thinking of ways to get the bike back. so in the end, we took out the tyres of the bikes and we took a cab. but, only es and me. yao cycled all the way back himself. damn sian seriouslyyyy. i wanted to cycle. hmph. nevermind, theres always another time. so back to yaos house at like 4 plus. we watched death note. of which, i fell asleep while watching again. hahah.

TUESDAY
so woke up at 6.30am and came home. got home and crashed. woke up at 3. went down to fairfield to umpire the cdiv's game against the OFS. felt quite bad cause.... well. but anyway, im so happy that i got to see (: (: tahah. so after that, weiarng asked me to meet in town at 7. then jz asked me to go holland. then christina asked me to go kallang. i was like trying to go all three but wasnt quite possible. so in the end, I DECIDED TO MEET JZ. eh touched not! hahah. i took 198 all the way to jurongpoint cause i had to buy books for my bro. but the whole damn popular is gone lah! what dehhh. tskxzx. so went back home. and went out at 8.30. met jz in holland and we went to fosters. xian's working there. hahah so jz and i shared cheese fries and bakedmushroomswithhamandcheese. yummayeee. then after that, we went to meet xian and weiarng they all at cheekys. weiarng, elvin, jd, marc, vivian, sheep were there. soooo. i decided to drinkkkk. i drank ribena vodka and coke plus dont know what. but i dint even feel anything -_-" chey. i thought maybe can get high or something. but the party was alright i guess. a lil boring. i dint really want to dance. but marc pulled me up to dance. hahah. marc came and dance with us a couple of times after that. hahah hes so funny. hes a pimp! hahah. yknow i walked past ant chee and he used some beer bottle and kok my head. i got a shock lah! idiot. -_-'

soooo. at like 2 plus, jz xian and i got out of cheekys. then at like 245 we cabbed back homeee. i dint feel like going home but well, here i am. hahah. i spent so much money today ]: ):

alright. its like six already. i can say goodmorning to my bro who needs to go to school. HAHAH LOSER. hahah. anyway, i have been staying out late and coming home in the morning all. and i have been going out like everyday. even if im home, im sleeping. tsk i feel quite bad. i should spend more time with my fammerlee. and i need a job manxzx. mummy's still not home yet, and im hungry. maybe she can get me some foodddd. hahah

> alliance! hope youre feeling betterrrrr (:

actually, im quite sick of clubbing already. i just wanna eat all day long. hahah. okay okay. maybe i should go and sleep like now. i wonder what time i'll wake up -_-" hahah. i need much much sleep. i am TEE EYE ARE EE DEE.

goodnight/morningggg yall (:

; Im watching the close calls and catching my breath now
6:05 AM '

hello people.
I. AM. SO. MOTHER. TIRED.
im like a zombie and im going to die ):
okay maybe not die.
hahah. but still, i am SHIT tired.
living like an owl and having to wake up early is no joke, really.

i better sleep at twelve tonight.

nice meeting up with people these few days. i had much fun (:
will blog in detail when i am not so tired. hahah

taaaaaaaaaassssss.

somehow, i miss B3.
11:04 PM '

No rewinds, no second times
I won't break, I won't waste


HELLO HELLO HELLO! :D

these two dayssss were Awesome with a capital A (: allow me to start (:

MONDAY
okay, firstly i have to apologise to esmonde and kengheng cause i woke up so late. HAHAHA. eh sorry lah. i know my fault. hahah. yknow it was damn funny. i was dreaming about having lunch with someone and his grandpa. then my friend went away so i was talking to his grandpa. then the grandpa suddenly let me listen to 'the way i are' so i was like, ohmy what a cool old dood. then guess what, in the end, i woke up and realised that it was my phone ringing. HAHAHAHAHA. shit damn retarded right. so i hurriedly woke up and RUSHED out of the house.

hahah. took 51 from jurong east and kh came up the bus at his house. then talked to jz on the phone then esmonde came up the bus. so FIRST STOP, ohyah i forgot to mention that we went on our second food marathon! :D hahah. so, first stop! HONGLIM something. i forgot. hahahah. we had like barchormee, currychickennoodles and charkwaytiao. and right when we were eating, i mentioned bout the study group thing that we were supposed to form in june! hahah then i was like "eh eh seriously i really need to study. if not im gonna fail A's" then esmonde, MY EVER SO ENCOURAGING FRIEND WENT "you everytime also say, since when you started?" WAHLAO, encourage please! TSK. hahah. then we skipped one station and went to adam road. on the bus there, we were talking bout our future like what we wanna be all. then of course i want to be a taitai dont need work. HAHAHAH. then i was like "aiyah i just wanna strike lottery. like ten million. then i set up company" then kh was like "you got ten million still want company for what" so esmonde was like "she one day 10 million, next day 5 million already. so must have income wan" HAHAH NICE AH. and they kept asking me to do something related to environment cause I TAKE GEOG and I GOT U. -_-" asses. hahah then after that we talked bout our o's lit. HAHAHA damn funny. yknow the day before lit, kh esmonde and i went to west coast macs to study lit together. and esmonde studied the most. he got c6, kh got b3 and i got a1. HAHAHAHA. damn funny. he was like !#$#@$#2 hahahh. and right cause i dont have my ezlink card. then we needed to keep travelling they gave me like all their coins! so nice lah. thanks thanks :D

okay so we reached adam road. AND YKNOW WHAT. we dont even know why we went there for cause we dint know what to eat. SEE LAH PANDA! YOUR FAULT! HAHAH kidding! we had like kembing soup, satay beehoon and hokkien mee. then we went over to island creamery for icecream. tehtarik and cookies and cream for me. and the worst thing of the day happened. i walked in and i saw bangsbangsgirl -_________-" what a day. she called me to accompany her to buy jeans. i couldnt make it, but still had to see her. OHDAMN. just my luck. HAHAH

so next stop! casuarina curry! HAHAH yknow the prata really killed us. we ordered like chocolate prata, honey prata, banana prata, 2 egg prata and 1 plain prata and curry chicken. hahah eat until we were going to die lah. then we went for a walk inside all the bungalows there. then we just talked bout everythingggg and anythingggg (: then this angmoh guy was damn funny. he suddenly stopped in front of us and asked if we wanted to see snake. then of course we wanted! so he pointed to us and we stood there staring at THAT THING for a long time while he went away. that "snake" dint even move lah. so we threw stones and shone light at it. nice, it dint move a bit. ahah i think the guy conned us! hahah so we continued walking. then suddenly all of us need to go to the toilet. then all the petrol stations like no toilets or the toilets need keys. hahah. damn retarded.

we cabbed down to newton. we missed chomp chomp ): cause already like going to 9. so newton it was. we had a sambal stringray and two big chilli crabs and fried mantous. hahah. the funny thing was all of us cant really take chilli. HAHAH. we're just asking for it. hahah so we just sat there talking bout everything. from our childhood to our family esp my bro -_-" hahah. and of course we talked bout fairfield. hahah and oh, we were talking bout the weather and aircon then yknow what esmonde said

esmonde: last night. with the fan on plus the snow outside
kh and me: ?!?!? SNOW?!?!?!
esmonde: ... err i meant rain
kh and me: HAHAHAHAHAHAH

OHMY, esmonde actually experienced snow worxzxz. HAHAH. how cool is that! hahah. and kh gave me the big big pincer! hahah. we finished eating at like 11 plus. then we cabbed back. dropped at kh's house. and he waited with me for my bus then i went home. thanks! (: got home near one. (: had damn alot of fun. nice catching up, laughing and talking bout everything and of course enjoying good food. missed them both (:

went to bed at 3 but couldnt really sleep and i dreamt bout something -_-" its like answering what ive been thinking of -_-" damn retarded. haha whatever.

TUESDAY
woke up LATE again. HAHAH. oopsiesss. supposed to meet kh and es at 11 but i left home at 11.20 was talking to mummy all. then i went to make my ezlink. like FINALLY, after four months. hahah. im so happy i finally got concession! these few months, i have been so broke cause of transport lah! hahah. so so i met the doods at like 12 plus. i had to lug two bottles of 1.5L of water to meet them lah! asses! hahah. so went to clementi gym. i ran 2.4 and we just sat inside the gym and rotted. they did other stuff before i came. then after gym, we went to eat kfc. HAHAH we ate back everything that we lost lah. nice. then we went to kh's house after that. showered all. then we watched chuck and larry. hahah then we just sat around and talked. left his home at 5.30 and i went to holland to meet jobasan and tingali! we dint go to night safari in the end. we'll go when jobasan comes back! hahha. jobasan is going to aaaaamerlika tomorrow. in case youre wondering wheres that, its america. HAHAHAHA. yuppies. so we ate at yakun and we talked bout many many things. from tingali's ccaab to how poor thing she is to how unlucky she was to the old gossips to the latest gossips to everything. hahah and i told joanne that im going to work in a zoo all. and she really believed me. im a good liar. HAHAH and we gave tingali a new name! so its joanne, kimberley and lynnda! HAHAH see i give you special special one leh not linda. hahah. it later evolved to LYNNDUMB. HAHAHAHAH. and right, joanne was supposed to be called xiting not xifen! if shes xiting, then we'll be yunting, xiting and wan ting! how cool! we'll be the tingtings( HAHAHAH) hahah (: it was great just seeing them (:

i love them both :D and to jobasan! TAKECARE IN AAAMEHLIKA HOR. hahah. WE WONT MISS YOU! haha kidding lah. i know you'll say "hurt my feelings" BUT YOU DONT HAVE! hahah just kidding! (: see you when youre back (: cooking, baking, stayover and bbq when youre back! lovelove.

okay okay im tired. hahah i should sleep earlier tonight. cant wait for tomorrow and thursday! and sunday! friday and sat will be spent with jaclyn ng, working for her mummy. EEW. gotta see scary bangsbangs. HAHAH.

W was being an ass just now. hahah eh eh, yupppp we'll meet up soon (: and you better message me like you said you would to tell me what you have to tell me! hahah ass. you suck!

alright alright taas yall! :D goodthenight (:

; set adrift on memory bliss
11:22 PM '

Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all

It's over, look out below
and I'm wasted, I still taste it
Yeah it's so hard to let go
So breathe in now, and breathe it out
The forecast; A car crash
It's looking like another
Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You crossed your heart, I hope to die

-

heyloh (: i just woke up. omg, im motherrrrrrr tired -_-" hahah the past few nights have been spent living like an owl.

lets see.

WETNURSEDEH
woke up pretty late. went to meet jaclyn at clementi. then we went to fareast. dinner at ljs with calamari from chippys. then jasmin came to find us. hahah we were all together but we couldnt let christina know. we walked to heeren after that. shopped around till like 10. then they left and i went to find jz and cel at crown's swensens. SA7 was all dressed in uniform. hahah damn funny. jonah looked damn funny in his ij uni. edmund looked damn damn freaking pretty! like those typical butch. hahah edmund and jeco were in mg uni. ant chee shredded his uniform and he looked quite scary. hahah so after that, i helped them take quite a number of photos. and they just went about the streets shouting trick or treat and happy halloween. got people ask for jonah's number lehhhhh. HAHAHAH. so then about 11 plus almost everyone left.

our original plan was to go trick or treating but we dint. xian didnt join us either. so jz cel and i were like stranded with nothing to do ): then we met feroz and adam and we just hung out for a bit at cine. then we just went home after that. cabbed home at bout 1 plus. was quite a wasted night ]: but still, i had fun. hahha.

THIRSTDEH
woke up quite early. PURPOSELY, WENT OUT OF MY WAY TO GO DOWN TO NGEEANN POLY for JASMIN YEO. to pass her my surf's up card -_-" ass. then after that, i cabbed to jobasan's house. im so broke T_T. so then reached jo's house. then we started cooking. omg, i was making the corn right then she added SO MUCH salt. i think im gonna get kidney failure. ahxzx. so we cooked sausages also. then we just slacked and talked in her room till tingali FINALLY called. so we cabbed down to commonwealth to pick her up and we went to marina south. and know what, we forgot to bring our tuna and bread. i was how sad ): hahahah. so then we reached marina and we got a SHOCKXZ. like most of the field's fenced out for some construction. and theres only a pathetic lil space left, with TALL gross and MANY MUD... so we stood there staring at the field for awhile.. but then we saw the kite shop, so we practically ran there. HAHAH. i bought the paper kite and wrote JOBASAN, TINGALI and my beautiful name on it. hahah. jo and tingting(HAHAHA) shared a pikachu kite. so then we went over to the field and started running around like idiots trying to get the kites up. HAHAH omg, damn funny lah. we were all so muddy and dirty. and jobasan actually broke the string cause she didnt let the kite go when tingali ran. HAHAHAH. shit omg, i cant stop laughing now. damn funny. hahahah. so then this kind old man came over and helped us get out kite up. my paper kite got up there leh. so high somemore. high high into the sky that we almost couldnt see it anymore. how good right we all. HAHAH. okay lah. its the uncle thats good. hahah then there was this group of RETARDED guys who were in jeans all who copied us! then they couldnt get their kites up and nearly cut the string of ours lah. !#$$^# assesss. then they were like "OMG! their kite owns ours" and the uncle dint help them. HAHAH. orbiquuuuek. then yknow what they did. they used the string and like tie all over a few trees then they laugh laugh laugh. then after that, they tied one friend to the tree and asked him to break thru the string then yayyyyyy claps. -_-" damn spastic seriously.

so we just sat there, happily eating our pasta, corn, sausages and waffle crisp. HAHAH shit the freaking funniest thing of the day then happened. jobasan let go of the kite string and she chased after it. then okay. quite funny. THEN, tingali and i were like eating our pasta when suddenly, JOBASAN SPRINTED OFF RIGHT NEXT TO US. HAHAHAHAHA. then tingali and i were like HUH?! SO WE SAW JOBASAN RUNNING AFTER THE KITE STRING AGAIN. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG. FREAKINGFUNNY. SO THEN SHE BENT DOWN AND SHE MISSED THE STRING, THEN SHE CONTINUED RUNNING. HAHAHAHAHAHHA. THEN TINGALI AND I WERE LIKE "SIGH, GONE ALREADY" THEN WE CONTINUED EATING OUR PASTA. THEN SUDDENLY, RIGHT BEFORE JO HIT THE CONSTRUCTION FENCES, I SAW HER TUGGING AT SOMETHING. THEN I WAS LIKE "OMG! SHE GOT IT!" HAHAHAHA AND WE BOTH BURST OUT LAUGHING LIKE MAD. SERIOUSLY ITS DAMN FREAKING FUNNY. hahahahahahah. somemore while chasing after the kite, she broke her havaianas. damn poor thing lah. hahah. so we just sat there and continued eating. then a whole bunch of really oldddd doods came to play soccer. like WHAT THE! and they purposely played on the side of the field where we were. how life endangering! hahah. then got this dood he thought that we were retards hanging on to a string that is not connected to anything. after a while then he realised that our kite was up there. so he commented that our kite's like damn high. OF COURSE LAH! hahahaha. so around 7, jo's dad came to fetch us and dropped tingali and i off at raffles city.

tingali and i walked into raffles and we were like WOAH. so many people! hahah so trained to clementi. and I ONCE AGAIN, went out of my way to meet my dearest jewellllll. HELLO JEM TIAN YOU BETTER BE APPRECIATIVE HOR I TELL YOU. that retard needed bio tys so i went to pass it to him. i carried it for the whole day lorxzxzx. but my nice jewel bought me choc (: and he knew that i would most prob not eat it cause i'll keep it in my fridge and it will expire someday. hahah. so he texted me and reminded me not to keep it in the fridge and to eat it. yes, jem i remember. but ive yet to eat it. hahah. so then we talked for abit. and we went back. we were walking to the bus interchange when suddenly jem said "eh your bus" then i was like. ahhh. nevermind later i run to the bus stop at the foot of the interchange. then when i was walking to the bus stop, i realised that my bus just went past me and stopped at the berth. i was like !@$? hahahah and i scolded jem. HAHAHA. no lah never scold. hahah then we said goodbyeee and we went homeee.

came home, got dressed and went out to meet jaclyn and clem. then we bussed to town to buy b3, cake from nydc, for lin. then we went down to esplanade. time passed like a snailllll. so then we waited close to 12 before we walked towards the river. then we were like OHMYSHIT. its so dark we couldnt see shit. we couldnt even tell which black figure was lin. hahahah. so jaclyn and i just lit the candle and walked to the person that we thought was lin. BESTFRIENDS ARE BESTFRIENDSZXZ. we got her correct. hahah she was so touched she teared worxz. she thought that she would be spending her birthday with just one retard, that jasmin. but of course not! we surprised her. hahah we how sweet right. i know i know. hahah. so camwhored after that. before we made our way down to play. it was like.... we couldnt get in. we didnt even dare to try. ahahah. so we cabbed down to cheekys. danced for a bit. and met this dood, ben. apparently, she knows us. SCARY RIGHT. hahah she was like "are yall from crescent? or fairfield? netballers right" hwwoah, not bad eh. we well known :D hahah.

so at about three, we walked to liang court macs. jasmin slept while we just talked. had breakfast. then jaclyn slept. then lin and i shifted over to another table and talkedddd. and left the two idiots sleeping there. HAHAHAH. then a huge bunch of people came in. and all of them went to look at the two idiots. and the two of us just kept laughing. HAHAHAHA. shit damn funny. then after quite a while. they woke up. then lin and i hurriedly ran out of macs. hahah then they came to find us. after that, we walked to clarke quay. and its prettyyy. then we just walked and walked till we reached clarke quay mrt. then we took the first bus home. reached home at like 7.30am and CRASHED.

FLYDEH
woke up pretty late. went to lido to meet sheep and weiarng. had ljs again. then ao came. bought a top from topshop. and i really wanted the rock off, rave on shirt from topman ]: so after that, we went to wisma. then after that, we went back to lido. then we went to cathay. we stood at the ticketing booth for the longest time ever. cause we couldnt decide on what show to watch cause ao watched game plan already. so then, we bought game plan. cause unrest was m18. but then after that, ao managed to borrow some id. and we came up with a plan to get in. so we changed our tickets to unrest at 1.30. and i realised that im so dumb cause i have the nebo card and i dint use it. yes yes, im how smart i know. tsk. so then we went to starbucks. had warm choc cake. and just talked. sheep told me that hes gay and he sounded so convincing i believed him. and i think that it was really cool. hahah. so unrest it was. we got in without using our ids. cause the ticketor is weiarng's and my friend! daryl cai! hahah. so then. the movie is really quite bad. dont watch it. hahah. so after th movie ended. we stood outside cine and stoned for abit before heading off for home.

then sheep messaged me.

he sent me some multimedia message that i couldnt receive i dont know why. hahah. so here. confession.

sheep: and btw im not gay la but you must admit my acting not bad right (:
me: idiot. i really thought you were. cheat me! hate you! go die!
sheep: lol.. sorry (: please dont be angry
me: hahah. no lah. im not angry. no wonder you dint want to promise that youre not gay! liar liar pants on fire! hahah ass.
sheep: lol i swear the best part was when you asked me "what do gays do?" i just died.. lol.. maybe one day i'll find out for you k.

hahah that ass. so reached home at like 4 plus. used the com for abit and crashed. and oh. i was supposed to meet jasmin and jaclyn to surprise christina again but couldnt make it. sorwiieszx. and i wanted to meet josh they all. but didnt also. then i wanted to go club with viv. but also never. hahah. ended up watching unrest !@$# -_-"

SADTHEDEH
woke up late. used the com for abit. got dressed. met jaclyn. OMG i see the FREAKY BANGS GIRLS FOR SO MANY DAYS LAH. hahahahah. so we went to plaza sing. met christina and jasmin. jasmin extra! HAHAHAH. so dinner at glasshouse was changed to dinner at manhatten. the food was alright. not very good. see lah jasmin all your fault. i want my nice calamari, sharkie freeze, clam chowder, nice fish and live band, and sit upstairs at glass house and can take nice pictures outside, YOU SUCK! HAHAH okay kidding lah. shant bully you. i how nice :D hahah at manhatten right. this guy was so freaky lah. hes like trying to help us with anything and gave us a shock that we couldnt stop laughing. hahah. so then after that. we went to the toilet. and while jaclyn was in the toilet, we ran off. HAHAH. then she angry leh! hahah so we RAN TO FIND HER KNOW. she said she was walking to the bus stop. and we ran. after we ate. i think im going to get appendicitis lah! hahah. so we just dashed across the road in front of all the cars. hahah all for you leh jaclyn! HAHAH. so we all went to the bus stop. met desmond they all again. hahah. then jaclyn wanted to board the 106 but we pulled her and locked her leg all. HAHAH damn funny. everyone was looking at us lah. so we took 14. jaclyn went back while jasmin and i went to christina's house. so we ate somemore. and watched some horror show that isnt even scary at all. slept after that. woke up at 6.30am and i went home. came back. used the com for an hour or so. went out at 9 plus. went to two to meet ao to pass her the id and i went back home. -_-" came home and crashed.

so, i just woke up not too long ago. hahah. had damn alot of fun these few days (: (:

i hope all of you are havingggg as much fun (: and and. jz cel tingali warrick and dricee are going to be back from ccaab tomorrowww. yaysss :D NOT THAT I MISS THEM. i just want to hear the stories of the camp. HAHAH.

supposed to go holland nowwww. should i goooo.

taas yall. i am hunggggggryyyyyyy. vehveh hungrrraaayyyy. buaizzxzx

PS: the song lyrics that i post do not always mean something. soooo. please dont assume (:

; fresh as ever, in my mind, and heart
8:49 PM '

so much for ....
whateverrrrr man.
just shows so much yknow.
well. i shant care anymore.
i shouldnt.

goodnight and goodbye.

PS: been really busy this couple of days. will blog when i have the time to.

takecare yall.

when you call, I might be here, I might be gone
4:44 AM '